For a long time, I didn’t want to write – as I felt I was writing only for me – and there was nobody on the other side to meet me.

I want to be loved.

My lesson is to love, to BE LOVE (that means I won’t want or need for anything) – to wholly inhabit LOVE unconditionally. This is actually Christ consciousness, not just as a theory, as an embodiment. To embody the Christ energy, is to love unconditionally all beings, yet also see the Christ within every person, whether they’re labile, open, closed, gripped by light or dark.
So – I have this desire to be loved. That is my weakness, my vulnerability – my desire for being met, for being approved of.

This is a universal human desire to be approved of – that keeps us safe or safer from external threats.

Yet the eternal threat is more dangerous – the threat that my ego will lead me into falsehood, drama and darkness.
There is partly a universal story here, a universal archetype.
Like in all of our lessons.
They are common to all people.

When one learns to love oneself, one doesn’t need anything on the outside.
Yet that is when one will receive it.

When one yearns for love on the outside, it doesn’t flow, because one is sending out the energy of “not-love.”
I was suffering in dark and desolate places, so much so from about 13-25.

I was a virgin and didn’t have any romantic relationship, so I was never touched/ held.

I believe that also adds to the desolation and ISOLATION, that sense of being alone and not being held, not feeling desired or desirable, feeling so separate.

It takes a brave soul to come out of these phases.
We are now awakening so fast – and this is an ASCENSION.
There is a big soul EXPANSION, and so much SOUL energy being remembered, recalled and INTEGRATED into each individual body.

Go with the flow. Go with your soul.

Much love and light,
Image via Pixabay


You are a creation of God.
This is why you really are good enough.
You are awesome as you are, and I love you!
And if you love me back, please click ‘share’ up at the top!
My guidance is channeled from Spirit, channeled from the STARS. I’m a gateway, or portal to soul enlightenment (basically self-knowledge). Find out more about me:
Please follow me on Facebook: davidstarlyte and Instagram: davidstarlyte
No copyright infringements intended.

More from Beliefnet and our partners
previous posts

I am who I am. For aeons, they have told me I couldn’t be. Suppressed, oppressed, denied, hidden away. Now times are changing. It’s the dawn of our awakening. And that is the awakening of my freedom to be me. For as long as I can remember, I felt I wasn’t enough. Now is the time […]

“Two opposing truths can exist simultaneously in the same space. Do not therefore assume that That Which Opposes You is That Which Is Not Good For You. It may be just the reverse.” Neale Donald Walsh There’s an amazing thing that happens when belief systems, perspectives and narratives dictated by groupthink or partisan agendas are expressed freely. It’s called […]

We are the real power. It may have been sucked out of us, and we probably don’t believe it. This is the transformation of our species. “Every philosophy and every psychological system has been based upon inadequate knowledge of certain aspects of existence, upon a partial insight. We need greater experience, a multidimensional metaphysics. Now, […]

Beloved readers, Many of you have asked me about the ancient Hawaiian Ho’oponopono prayer and how to practise it. The practice of Ho’oponopono consists of four simple steps: Step 1: Repentance – Say: ‘I’M SORRY…’ Step 2: Ask Forgiveness – Say: ‘PLEASE FORGIVE ME…’ Step 3: Gratitude – Say: ‘THANK YOU…’ Step 4: Love – Say: ‘I […]