It is always darkest before the dawn, but the sun always rises. I have stopped questioning God on why this or that happened. I am just a grain of sand in the beach of life. I must trust a Higher Power. I have heard it said that, "Nothing happens in God's world by mistake. Everything, absolutely everything, is in Divine order." The things which came to us, when we place ourselves in God's hands, are better than anthing we could have planned.