Today, Caldwell occasionally prays with the president on the phone, and Bush has long pointed to Caldwell's work as a positive example of what can be accomplished through local churches. Caldwell introduced Bush at the 2000 Republican National Convention, performed the benediction at the first inaugural, and spoke at the Sept. 14, 2001 National Day of Mourning. This year, he is again delivering the inaugural benediction.
Beliefnet senior editor Deborah Caldwell (no relation) spoke with Rev. Caldwell about his experiences as one of the president's spiritual confidantes.
After the 2000 Inauguration, a national brouhaha erupted because of how you ended your prayer. What do you remember about that controversy?
I don't think I got the complete brunt of it, but from all indications it was surely a brouhaha within some sectors--and the brouhaha was over praying in the name of Jesus. Quite frankly, I had no intention of excluding or insulting anyone or any faith community. It was a very benign mistake. At the end of the prayer I said - I think this is what really agitated some people - I said, "Let all who agree say `Amen.'" Well, that's how I've typically ended prayers--when I said let all who agree, the "all" meant all who agreed with the essence of the prayer, not all who agreed in the name of the name that's above all others, Jesus the Christ.
I would never be that insensitive in that type of setting. But given what was said and given what was heard, I can completely understand why folk would be agitated, if not insulted. As a kid says, "My bad." I will be more considerate on Thursday.
Eight months later, the president called on you again, this time to speak at the National Day of Mourning on Sept. 14, 2001. What do you remember of that service at the National Cathedral? Was it a spiritual experience?
I gotta tell you-first of all, I just prayed a lot that I wouldn't mess up. And I prayed that I would be used by God to accomplish God's purpose during that particular worship service. And then I literally blocked out the fact that people were viewing this service around the country and around the world. I was focused on the people I could see.
What really helped me was that there is one camera in that cathedral-just one. That one camera was placed inconspicuously, which de-emphasized the fact that it was being watched worldwide, and emphasized the fact that it was a worship experience. Now, the architecture of the building itself, in my humble biased opinion, did not readily lend itself to a preached moment because it is so very long. It is virtually impossible to make eye contact with anybody past halfway down the center aisle.
Do you feel a sense of responsibility as a spiritual guide for the president and the top people in government?
Definitely not the top people in government. To the extent that the president has reached out to me during these history-making moments, I am extremely honored-and honored is probably an understatement. He has reached out to me not once or twice, but three or four times now.
I think he's obviously comfortable in asking me to perform these tasks. I have been a good and faithful steward both of God's confidence and of his, and I hope I can continue to be used by the Lord to bless the people.
Quite frankly, I'm not reflective enough right now to answer that question honestly. I just do it. Maybe in a year or so, I'll look back on it. And you have to remember as well, I knew the president when he was governor. Sometimes people ask me, "Has he changed?" Well, we all change. But his core DNA remains rock-steady and virtually the same. He's the same reliable, dependable, guy with a great sense of humor, who enjoys life and wants to do the best he can as president of the United States.
In fact, he told me last week he's gonna work until his term is up. He is not going to be a kick-up-your-boots on the desk second-term president. He wants to do what the people have elected him to do.
So you talk to him fairly frequently?
I don't talk to him as regularly as some people assume I do. But I did talk to him last week.
Do you pray with him every time you talk to him?
It sounds like you guys are really just pals--and you happen to be a pastor.
Yeah, exactly. And I think that's the best way to do it, quite frankly.
Maybe that's why you don't reflect on this as a spiritual journey?
I'm not a particular spiritual reflecting kinda guy, either.
Hey wait a minute, you're a pastor..
I'm more a doer. I'll reflect on it, but I don't reflect on it for chronicle's sake. I reflect on it from the standpoint of who am I, who is God calling me to be, what should I be doing, how can I grow closer to God. I don't reflect on it from the standpoint of "Oh, let me write that down. Oh, that's good, too, let me write that down." That's not me.