What does it mean to be offered a second chance? Often, bad choices, inexperience, or sheer chance leads us down a path of tragedy. We pick ourselves up, choose a different path, and hopefully learn from the experience. We sometimes glance back at the ruins of the past, but it’s just that—a glance. We turn back around, try to forget, and keep moving forward. After all, what good are ruins?

Percy Shelly, in his 19th century poem, “Ozymandias,” tells of a traveler who comes upon a great, ruined statue of a king in the desert, its shattered head lying, half-buried, and its body long since eroded away to two huge legs rising from the sands. At the base of this statue is a pedestal that reads, “My name is Ozymandias, King of Kings; Look on my Works ye Mighty, and despair!”

This intricately carved, enormous, yet broken, statue was once a sign of human arrogance, meant to strike fear and despair into the hearts of witnesses through a show of power. But now, to the traveler in the poem, it is a lesson, a testament to the impermanence of man’s achievements. Even the kingdom of Ozymandias, whose likeness and success were captured in massive stone by a master sculptor, was reduced to sand by the ravages of time.

As for those looking upon the crumbling remnants of his work—yes, they do despair as Ozymandias wished them to, but not because of his power. It is because what they gaze upon reminds them of their own mortality, and this humbles them. They learn from the ruin. It is unlikely that any could look upon the statue of Ozymandias and remain arrogant.

We all have our own ruins in the desert, and oh, what effective teachers they can be when we use them willingly. Patricia “Pat” Smith, founder and spokesperson of Treasure You, the first African-American woman to win the Miss Virginia USA title, and wife of Pro Football Hall of Famer, Emitt Smith, recounts the story of the hardships in her past, her subsequent second chance, and how she came to successfully use the ruin in her own past to minister to those in the present, in her inspirational book, “Second Chances”.

It all began with a simple, yet life-changing question. “How can God use me?”

While attending The Potter’s House Church. Smith met with Serita Jakes, wife of Bishop T.D. Jakes, and asked this very question.

Jakes’s response? “Your misery can become your ministry."

Smith is no stranger to misery. One of the greatest blows to Smith’s life came when she was 22, as she was preparing for the 1994 Miss USA competition— she tragically lost her mother to breast cancer. In her book, she writes that she felt, at the time, that she “wasn’t whole,” anymore without the structure and guidance provided by her mother, that she was now broken without her. Despite this, Smith went on to become the first runner-up of the Miss USA Pageant, which, in an interview with Beliefnet, she says she called “first loser,” at the time. It was another blow to her self-esteem, driving her deeper into feelings of worthlessness.

In her twenties, Smith found herself talking to a young Martin Lawrence at a club, and later talking with him on the phone through the night. The actor of “Bad Boys” fame, she felt, made her feel special, and filled the void that had lingered since the death of her mother. Smith writes that “instead of turning to God and allowing Him to heal me, I turned to Martin and expected him to repair that hole in my heart.”

But after only eighteen months of marriage, things began to unravel. Arguments began. Not wanting to go alone, she quit going to church. And then, one night, with a word from God, she suddenly realized that it was time to leave, took her child, and left the house. The separation would go on to become permanent, ending in divorce. In her book, she writes that, as a result, she quit believing she “was worthy of love”. Again, Smith had lost her security, her guidance.

It wasn’t long, though, before Smith began to turn these miseries into ministries, and did so in every sphere of her life, from the smallest, her family, to her largest—the world.

C.S. Lewis often spoke of a longing that all people feel, of the innate desire for God that we often fill with family and love interests and money and power—anything but His divine presence. C.S. Lewis frames this desire most beautifully, writing that, “These things—the beauty, the memory of our own past—are good images of what we really desire; but if they are mistaken for the thing itself they turn into dumb idols, breaking the hearts of their worshipers. For they are not the thing itself; they are only the scent of a flower we have not found, the echo of a tune we have not heard, news from a country we have never yet visited.”