You are resistant to conforming to other people's expectations today. In fact, your rebellious urge won't settle down, even if you know it will only stir up a storm. You can't suppress your true nature now because denial only makes it grow stronger. Instead, find a creative channel for expressing your unconventional position. People will be more supportive than you think as long as your message is consistent with your conscience. Intelligence is knowing which path to take; wisdom is taking it.