Don't Give Up
You are almost there. Don't give up. You have been planting important seeds and they need time to germinate and grow and so use this time to get really clear and stay focused. Work on yourself and your spiritual growth. This will help you in the times ahead and helps you learn to trust yourself and that is the most important relationship you have, you with you and you with your Creator.
Sometimes a temporary pause in action is just to allow everyone and everything to get lined up and to fall into place. Worry is unnecessary and can become a self-fulfilling prophecy if it becomes your dominant focus, so choose your thoughts wisely.