When Children's Holidays Are Filled With Sadness
There are ways for the family to celebrate the season while coping with loss.
BY: Helen Fitzgerald
In my family, Christmas was always eagerly awaited, requiring much preparation-selecting a tree, decorating the house, and buying gifts. The odor of cookies baking often drifted from the kitchen. Friends would drop by, bringing gifts to be placed under the tree. Having four children, I would always get caught up in the excitement myself.
One year was different. That time I wasn't even aware of the holiday's approaching. My mind was elsewhere--at a nearby hospital where my husband lay dying from a malignant brain tumor. I was grieving his imminent death, and, working full time, I didn't have the energy, time, or motivation to think "holiday."
It was a phone call from my sister-in-law Mary that jolted me back into reality. True, she said, times are difficult, but I needed to look beyond my pain to the needs and wishes of my children. They were children, after all, and it was important for them that Christmas be observed in some way. Obviously, they wanted presents, friends to visit, and decorations.
My sister-in-law went beyond the phone call and arranged a visit. She wasn't coming to see me, she explained; she was coming to give my children the extra attention they deserved. When she arrived, she promptly took them shopping, helped buy and decorate a tree, and all five of them baked cookies. For a short time, there was a break from all our sadness, and the spirit of Christmas filled our home.