{"id":342,"date":"2011-03-11T13:43:18","date_gmt":"2011-03-11T21:43:18","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/yearofsundays.com\/?p=342"},"modified":"2011-04-26T02:30:28","modified_gmt":"2011-04-26T06:30:28","slug":"ash-wednesday-because-sunday-just-isnt-enough","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.beliefnet.com\/columnists\/yearofsundays\/2011\/03\/ash-wednesday-because-sunday-just-isnt-enough.html","title":{"rendered":"Ash Wednesday: Because Sunday Just Isn&#8217;t Enough"},"content":{"rendered":"<figure style=\"width: 300px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><a href=\"http:\/\/blog.beliefnet.com\/yearofsundays\/files\/2011\/03\/jules1.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-344\" src=\"https:\/\/wp-media.beliefnet.com\/sites\/235\/2011\/03\/jules1.jpg?w=300\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" \/><\/a><figcaption class=\"wp-caption-text\">With  Jules, one of our favorite blog commenters, who boldly invited us to  hear her lovely choir at St. Mary&#039;s. Yep, I lined up to get the smudge, FTW!<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">You may already know how keen I am on the idea of getting up on Sunday morning and going to church just to be told what a lousy, sinning piece of crap I am. So why would I put myself through that in the middle of the week?<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">I did it for you, dear reader.<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">You&#8217;re welcome.<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Ash Wednesday only comes once a year (thank God!) and it&#8217;s conveniently tucked in after Shrove Tuesday, a.k.a. Mardis Gras (Hallelujah!). It kicks off the 40-day lent period during which Catholics and members of a few other churches swear off something they hold near and dear. According to a quick Google search, it&#8217;s a personal sacrifice that could include (but is not limited to) taking a break from:<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Coffee, Internet use, red meat, white meat, chocolate, saying the &#8220;F&#8221; word, doing the &#8220;F&#8221; word, cigarettes, shopping at Nordstrom, browsing the QVC channel, beer, thinking not-nice thoughts, reality TV, OK Cupid, heavy metal, heavy sarcasm, heavy petting, Facebook, Diet Coke, tortilla chips, Twitter and pancakes.<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Why do this? Because Lent is a time for reflection and repentance from sin. (If you went to church, you&#8217;d already know this, sinner!) When you attend the Ash Wednesday service, the priest will even smudge a cross of black ashes on your forehead &#8212; a throw-back to the Bible-times practice of showing repentance by putting ashes on your head. You&#8217;re supposed to keep it there until it wears off, but with rain in the forecast, I decided to cut my penance short.<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">We attended the service at <a href=\"http:\/\/maryscathedral.com\/\">St. Mary&#8217;s Cathedral<\/a>. And, yes, it was all about sin and kneeling before the Holy Word of The Lord whenever a snippet of scripture was read. But the choir was off-the-hook amazing. Humble repentance in pitch-perfect, four part harmony. It made me want to sin some more just so I could come back for some more forgiving hymns.<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">My gateway to learning about Ash Wednesday wasn&#8217;t through church, but, rather, T. S. Eliot. And, just for the helliot, I thought I&#8217;d share his poem, \u201cAsh Wednesday,\u201d which is his personal take on cessation from sin and materialistic striving. It has as much in common with the <a href=\"http:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Nirvana\">Buddhistic concept of Nirvana<\/a> as it does with the precepts of the Anglican church, to which he&#8217;d converted when he wrote the damn thing.<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Fans of the prophet Ezekiel or of blues spirituals might catch his reference to \u201cDem Dry Bones\u201d; and if you&#8217;ve read <a href=\"http:\/\/www.biblegateway.com\/passage\/?search=1+Kings+19%3A1-8&amp;version=KJV\">1 Kings 19:1\u20138<\/a> or the <a href=\"http:\/\/www.literaturepage.com\/read\/grimms-fairy-tales-158.html\">Grimm Brothers&#8217; \u201cThe Juniper Tree,\u201d<\/a> you&#8217;ll get another one of Eliot&#8217;s trademark inside jokes.<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">\u201c<a href=\"http:\/\/www.msgr.ca\/msgr-7\/ash_wednesday_t_s_eliot.htm\" target=\"_blank\">Ash Wednesday<\/a>\u201d weighs in at 1599 words, so pour yourself a cup of coffee (if you haven&#8217;t given it up for Lent). The closing lines are sort of well known, and they&#8217;re even better if you&#8217;ve read the poem from the beginning. If you prefer, you can even <a href=\"http:\/\/www.dailymotion.com\/video\/xc5zoo_t-s-eliot-ash-wednesday_creation\">invite T. S. into your computer, where he can read the poem directly to you<\/a>.\u00a0 Anyway, enjoy the poem and quit sinning, you crappy piece of crap!<\/p>\n<div class=\"mcePaste\" style=\"width: 1px;height: 1px;overflow: hidden\">\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">h Wednesday: Because Sunday Just Isn&#8217;t Enough<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">You may already know how keen I am on the idea of getting up on Sunday morning and going to church just to be told what lousy, sinning piece of shit I am. So why would I put myself through that in the middle of the week?<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">I did it for you, dear reader.<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">You&#8217;re welcome.<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Ash Wedenesday only comes once a year (thank God!) and it&#8217;s conveniently tucked in after Shrove Tuesday, a.k.a. Mardis Gras (Hallelujah!). It kicks off the 40-day lent period during which Catholics and members of a few other churches swear off something they hold near and dear. According to a quick Google search, it&#8217;s a personal sacrifice that could include (but is not limited to) taking a break from:<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Coffee, Internet use, red meat, white meat, chocolate, saying \u201cfuck\u201d, fucking, cigarettes, shopping at Nordstrom, browsing the QVC channel, beer, thinking not-nice thoughts, reality TV, OK Cupid, heavy metal, heavy sarcasm, heavy petting, Facebook, Diet Coke, tortilla chips, Twitter and pancakes.<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Why do this? Because Lent is a time for reflection and repentance from sin. (If you went to church, you&#8217;d already know this, sinner!) When you attend the Ash Wednesday service, the priest will even smudge a cross of black ashes on your forehead, a throw-back to the Bible-times practice of showing repentance by putting ashes on your head. You&#8217;re supposed to keep it there until it wears off, but with rain in the forecast, I decided to cut my penance short.<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">We attended the service at St. Mary&#8217;s Cathedral <a href=\"http:\/\/maryscathedral.com\/\">http:\/\/maryscathedral.com\/<\/a>. And, yes, it was all about sin and kneeling before the Holy Word of The Lord whenever a snippet of scripture was read. But the choir was off-the-hook amazing. Humble repentance in pitch-perfect, four part harmony. It made me want to sin some more just so I could come back for more forgiveness.<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">My gateway to Ash Wednesday wasn&#8217;t through church, but, rather, T. S. Eliot. And, just for the helliot, I thought I&#8217;d share his poem, \u201cAsh Wednesday,\u201d which is his personal take on cessation from sin and materialistic striving and shares as much in common with the Buddhistic concept of Nirvana <a href=\"http:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Nirvana\">http:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Nirvana<\/a> as it does with the precepts of the Anglican church, to which he&#8217;d converted when he wrote the damn thing.<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Fans of the prophet Ezekiel or of blues spirituals might catch his reference to \u201cDem Dry Bones\u201d; and if you&#8217;ve read 1 Kings 19:1\u20138 or the Grimm Brothers&#8217; \u201cThe Juniper Tree,\u201d you&#8217;ll get another one of Eliot&#8217;s trademark inside jokes.<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">\u201cAsh Wednesday\u201d weighs in at 1599 words, so pour yourself a cup of coffee (if you haven&#8217;t given it up for Lent). But the closing lines really are worth it, and they&#8217;re even better if you&#8217;ve read the poem from the beginning. If you prefer, you can even invite T. S. into your computer, where he can read the poem directly to you! <a href=\"http:\/\/www.dailymotion.com\/video\/xc5zoo_t-s-eliot-ash-wednesday_creation\">http:\/\/www.dailymotion.com\/video\/xc5zoo_t-s-eliot-ash-wednesday_creation<\/a> Anyway, enjoy the poem and quit sinning, you shitty piece of shit!<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">ASH WEDNESDAY<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">I<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Because I do not hope to turn again<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Because I do not hope<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Because I do not hope to turn<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Desiring this man&#8217;s gift and that man&#8217;s scope<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">I no longer strive to strive towards such things<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">(Why should the ag\u00e8d eagle stretch its wings?)<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Why should I mourn<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">The vanished power of the usual reign?<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Because I do not hope to know<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">The infirm glory of the positive hour<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Because I do not think<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Because I know I shall not know<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">The one veritable transitory power<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Because I cannot drink<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">There, where trees flower, and springs flow, for there is<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">nothing again<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Because I know that time is always time<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">And place is always and only place<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">And what is actual is actual only for one time<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">And only for one place<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">I rejoice that things are as they are and<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">I renounce the bless\u00e8d face<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">And renounce the voice<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Because I cannot hope to turn again<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Consequently I rejoice, having to construct something<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Upon which to rejoice<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">And pray to God to have mercy upon us<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">And pray that I may forget<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">These matters that with myself I too much discuss<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Too much explain<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Because I do not hope to turn again<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Let these words answer<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">For what is done, not to be done again<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">May the judgement not be too heavy upon us<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Because these wings are no longer wings to fly<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">But merely vans to beat the air<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">The air which is now thoroughly small and dry<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Smaller and dryer than the will<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Teach us to care and not to care Teach us to sit still.<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Pray for us sinners now and at the hour of our death<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Pray for us now and at the hour of our death.<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">II<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Lady, three white leopards sat under a juniper-tree<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">In the cool of the day, having fed to sateity<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">On my legs my heart my liver and that which had been<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">contained<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">In the hollow round of my skull. And God said<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Shall these bones live? shall these<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Bones live? And that which had been contained<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">In the bones (which were already dry) said chirping:<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Because of the goodness of this Lady<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">And because of her loveliness, and because<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">She honours the Virgin in meditation,<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">We shine with brightness. And I who am here dissembled<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Proffer my deeds to oblivion, and my love<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">To the posterity of the desert and the fruit of the gourd.<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">It is this which recovers<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">My guts the strings of my eyes and the indigestible portions<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Which the leopards reject. The Lady is withdrawn<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">In a white gown, to contemplation, in a white gown.<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Let the whiteness of bones atone to forgetfulness.<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">There is no life in them. As I am forgotten<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">And would be forgotten, so I would forget<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Thus devoted, concentrated in purpose. And God said<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Prophesy to the wind, to the wind only for only<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">The wind will listen. And the bones sang chirping<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">With the burden of the grasshopper, saying<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Lady of silences<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Calm and distressed<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Torn and most whole<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Rose of memory<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Rose of forgetfulness<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Exhausted and life-giving<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Worried reposeful<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">The single Rose<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Is now the Garden<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Where all loves end<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Terminate torment<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Of love unsatisfied<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">The greater torment<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Of love satisfied<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">End of the endless<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Journey to no end<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Conclusion of all that<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Is inconclusible<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Speech without word and<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Word of no speech<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Grace to the Mother<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">For the Garden<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Where all love ends.<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Under a juniper-tree the bones sang, scattered and shining<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">We are glad to be scattered, we did little good to each<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">other,<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Under a tree in the cool of day, with the blessing of sand,<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Forgetting themselves and each other, united<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">In the quiet of the desert. This is the land which ye<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Shall divide by lot. And neither division nor unity<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Matters. This is the land. We have our inheritance.<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">III<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">At the first turning of the second stair<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">I turned and saw below<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">The same shape twisted on the banister<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Under the vapour in the fetid air<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Struggling with the devil of the stairs who wears<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">The deceitul face of hope and of despair.<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">At the second turning of the second stair<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">I left them twisting, turning below;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">There were no more faces and the stair was dark,<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Damp, jagg\u00e8d, like an old man&#8217;s mouth drivelling, beyond<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">repair,<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Or the toothed gullet of an ag\u00e8d shark.<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">At the first turning of the third stair<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Was a slotted window bellied like the figs&#8217;s fruit<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">And beyond the hawthorn blossom and a pasture scene<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">The broadbacked figure drest in blue and green<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Enchanted the maytime with an antique flute.<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Blown hair is sweet, brown hair over the mouth blown,<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Lilac and brown hair;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Distraction, music of the flute, stops and steps of the mind<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">over the third stair,<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Fading, fading; strength beyond hope and despair<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Climbing the third stair.<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Lord, I am not worthy<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Lord, I am not worthy<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">but speak the word only.<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">IV<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Who walked between the violet and the violet<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Whe walked between<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">The various ranks of varied green<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Going in white and blue, in Mary&#8217;s colour,<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Talking of trivial things<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">In ignorance and knowledge of eternal dolour<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Who moved among the others as they walked,<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Who then made strong the fountains and made fresh the springs<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Made cool the dry rock and made firm the sand<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">In blue of larkspur, blue of Mary&#8217;s colour,<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Sovegna vos<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Here are the years that walk between, bearing<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Away the fiddles and the flutes, restoring<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">One who moves in the time between sleep and waking, wearing<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">White light folded, sheathing about her, folded.<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">The new years walk, restoring<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Through a bright cloud of tears, the years, restoring<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">With a new verse the ancient rhyme. Redeem<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">The time. Redeem<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">The unread vision in the higher dream<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">While jewelled unicorns draw by the gilded hearse.<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">The silent sister veiled in white and blue<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Between the yews, behind the garden god,<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Whose flute is breathless, bent her head and signed but spoke<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">no word<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">But the fountain sprang up and the bird sang down<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Redeem the time, redeem the dream<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">The token of the word unheard, unspoken<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Till the wind shake a thousand whispers from the yew<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">And after this our exile<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">V<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">If the lost word is lost, if the spent word is spent<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">If the unheard, unspoken<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Word is unspoken, unheard;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Still is the unspoken word, the Word unheard,<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">The Word without a word, the Word within<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">The world and for the world;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">And the light shone in darkness and<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Against the Word the unstilled world still whirled<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">About the centre of the silent Word.<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">O my people, what have I done unto thee.<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Where shall the word be found, where will the word<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Resound? Not here, there is not enough silence<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Not on the sea or on the islands, not<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">On the mainland, in the desert or the rain land,<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">For those who walk in darkness<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Both in the day time and in the night time<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">The right time and the right place are not here<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">No place of grace for those who avoid the face<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">No time to rejoice for those who walk among noise and deny<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">the voice<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Will the veiled sister pray for<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Those who walk in darkness, who chose thee and oppose thee,<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Those who are torn on the horn between season and season,<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">time and time, between<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Hour and hour, word and word, power and power, those who wait<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">In darkness? Will the veiled sister pray<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">For children at the gate<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Who will not go away and cannot pray:<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Pray for those who chose and oppose<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">O my people, what have I done unto thee.<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Will the veiled sister between the slender<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Yew trees pray for those who offend her<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">And are terrified and cannot surrender<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">And affirm before the world and deny between the rocks<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">In the last desert before the last blue rocks<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">The desert in the garden the garden in the desert<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Of drouth, spitting from the mouth the withered apple-seed.<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">O my people.<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">VI<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Although I do not hope to turn again<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Although I do not hope<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Although I do not hope to turn<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Wavering between the profit and the loss<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">In this brief transit where the dreams cross<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">The dreamcrossed twilight between birth and dying<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">(Bless me father) though I do not wish to wish these things<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">From the wide window towards the granite shore<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">The white sails still fly seaward, seaward flying<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Unbroken wings<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">And the lost heart stiffens and rejoices<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">In the lost lilac and the lost sea voices<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">And the weak spirit quickens to rebel<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">For the bent golden-rod and the lost sea smell<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Quickens to recover<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">The cry of quail and the whirling plover<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">And the blind eye creates<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">The empty forms between the ivory gates<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">And smell renews the salt savour of the sandy earth<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">This is the time of tension between dying and birth<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">The place of solitude where three dreams cross<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Between blue rocks<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">But when the voices shaken from the yew-tree drift away<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Let the other yew be shaken and reply.<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Bless\u00e8d sister, holy mother, spirit of the fountain, spirit<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">of the garden,<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Suffer us not to mock ourselves with falsehood<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Teach us to care and not to care<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Teach us to sit still<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Even among these rocks,<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Our peace in His will<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">And even among these rocks<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Sister, mother<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">And spirit of the river, spirit of the sea,<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">Suffer me not to be separated<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0\">And let my cry come unto Thee.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>You may already know how keen I am on the idea of getting up on Sunday morning and going to church just to be told what a lousy, sinning piece of crap I am. 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