{"id":413,"date":"2010-11-02T08:43:38","date_gmt":"2010-11-02T08:43:38","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blog.beliefnet.com\/thinplaces\/2010\/11\/questions-for-jesus-why-this-waste.html"},"modified":"2010-11-02T08:43:38","modified_gmt":"2010-11-02T08:43:38","slug":"questions-for-jesus-why-this-waste","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.beliefnet.com\/columnists\/thinplaces\/2010\/11\/questions-for-jesus-why-this-waste.html","title":{"rendered":"Questions for Jesus: Why This Waste?"},"content":{"rendered":"


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I’m a woman with a lot of education. My parents spent plenty
\nof money supporting me in boarding school and through college. I went on to get
\na Masters as well. What do I have to show for it? By some measures, not much. I
\ncurrently make just enough money to cover the cost of child care while I am
\nworking.  <\/span>Last year, I operated at
\na loss. So why do this? Why keep writing when it doesn’t pay the bills and it
\ntakes me away from our children? Why keep writing when I could get a part-time
\njob with better pay? Why keep writing when I could give away more time and\/or
\nmoney if I were doing something else?<\/p>\n

I love it, but there are other things I love. People seem to
\nbenefit from it, but people would benefit from other things I could do. Really,
\nI write because I believe God has called me to do so.<\/p>\n

And when I read Mark 14:1-9<\/a>, I take heart. In this passage, a woman pours incredibly expensive perfume upon Jesus’ feet. The disciples can’t believe it. “Why this waste of perfume?” They see her gesture in utilitarian terms. The perfume is worth a year’s wages. Shouldn’t it have been put to better use? Shouldn’t it have been donated to the poor? What was she thinking? What was Jesus thinking?<\/p>\n

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But Jesus commends the woman for her gift to him:<\/span><\/p>\n

“Leave her alone,” said Jesus. “Why are you bothering her? She has done a beautiful thing to me. The poor you will always have with you, and you can help them any time you want. But you will not always have me.  <\/span>She did what she could. She poured perfume on my body beforehand to prepare for my burial. Truly I tell you, wherever the gospel is preached throughout the world, what she has done will also be told, in memory of her.”<\/i><\/p>\n

Christians should follow Jesus in caring deeply about the poor. And yet Jesus also commends acts of worship, “wasteful” acts that are nonetheless, in Jesus’ words, “beautiful.” Her action is a work of art. Her action is a recognition of Jesus’ worth. And Jesus’ approval of it is his approval of each of us as we understand our calling and pour ourselves out at his feet.<\/p>\n

As painter Makoto Fujimura<\/a> reflects in his Letter to Young Artists<\/a><\/i>, “Strict moralism has never produced great art. Like Mary’s expensive oil, our expression flows out as a response to grace in our lives…”<\/p>\n

And so I will continue to write, as an act of faith, as an act of worship, and, I hope, as a response to the grace of God in my life, a response that makes the world more beautiful. <\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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