{"id":215,"date":"2009-09-25T10:16:00","date_gmt":"2009-09-25T10:16:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blog.beliefnet.com\/thinplaces\/2009\/09\/running-away.html"},"modified":"2009-09-25T10:16:00","modified_gmt":"2009-09-25T10:16:00","slug":"running-away","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.beliefnet.com\/columnists\/thinplaces\/2009\/09\/running-away.html","title":{"rendered":"Running Away"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Penny keeps asking me to tell her stories. &#8220;Tell story Mama little girl,&#8221; she says. So I&#8217;ve been remembering moments in my childhood and passing them along. Last night, I remembered that on more than one occasion, I &#8220;ran away&#8221; from home. I never went far. Once I made it to the empty lot two doors down. Once I camped out on the back porch. Once I hid underneath the house. But always, each time, I desperately wanted to be found. I wanted my parents to miss me. I wanted them to search for me.<\/p>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>So when I read Jesus&#8217; parable of the lost sheep this morning (Luke 15), I was struck by the parallels. In Jesus&#8217; story, one of one hundred sheep wanders away from the fold. The shepherd goes out to find the one, and he returns rejoicing. <\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>My analogy breaks down a little here. I never ran so far that I was lost and couldn&#8217;t find my way home. On a spiritual level, though, I have run away from God and found myself lost, time and again. That might be the hardest part of any spiritual journey&#8211;to recognize that I am lost, and it is my fault. And there is nothing I can do about it.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>But then, the good news, that God actively seeks after the lost, actively desires to call and bring us back. A friend once told me that as a Boy Scout, he was taught what to do if he ever got lost in the woods. &#8220;The main thing,&#8221; he said, &#8220;is to put yourself in a position to be found.&#8221; You don&#8217;t try to navigate by yourself. You don&#8217;t keep walking in the wrong direction. You get to high ground or send out a signal flare, and then you wait. <\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>It&#8217;s humbling to think that I run away from God and then get lost. It&#8217;s humbling to admit my need. And yet, I think back to that little girl who longed for her parents to send out a search party. God loves me enough to seek after me. All I can do in response is put myself in a position to be found.<\/p>\n<div><\/div>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Penny keeps asking me to tell her stories. &#8220;Tell story Mama little girl,&#8221; she says. So I&#8217;ve been remembering moments in my childhood and passing them along. 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