{"id":1821,"date":"2015-06-29T06:00:16","date_gmt":"2015-06-29T10:00:16","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.beliefnet.com\/columnists\/thequeenofmyself\/?p=1821"},"modified":"2015-06-19T14:43:37","modified_gmt":"2015-06-19T18:43:37","slug":"full-disclosure-ive-been-suffering-from-empty-next-syndrome","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.beliefnet.com\/columnists\/thequeenofmyself\/2015\/06\/full-disclosure-ive-been-suffering-from-empty-next-syndrome.html","title":{"rendered":"Full disclosure: I’ve been suffering from Empty Next Syndrome"},"content":{"rendered":"

By Wendi Knox<\/p>\n

<\/em><\/p>\n

I know this isn’t a condition that’s commonly discussed.
\nA) Because it’s so uncomfortable.
\nB) Because I just made it up.
\nOf course, there’s lots of talk about “empty nests. ”<\/p>\n

But you don’t need to be sending a kid off to college to feel that deep, hollow ache of\u00a0“NOW WHAT?”\u00a0 echoing\u00a0 through your soul. You can experience Empty Next Syndrome\u00a0(ENS) after a birth, a death, a move, a milestone, a breakup, a breakdown, a success. a\u00a0failure, a change, a challenge or any random act of reality.<\/p>\n

I first became aware of this condition in January. I began the New Year full of energy and\u00a0a to-do list a mile long: Work on blog, edit videos, start book, blah-blah-blah.<\/p>\n

Then, Life Happened. In the most heart-aching, soul-shaking, stress-making way. I’ll spare\u00a0you the details, but it’s been the stuff of sleepless nights. And nightmare days. For months,\u00a0I’ve been stuck in the muck of drama and trauma, agonizing and strategizing. Most days,\u00a0I couldn’t even face the grocery store.<\/p>\n

In time, when the drama and trauma subsided a bit, I sat down to start writing.\u00a0I tried. And I tried. And I tried. But I was totally at a loss for words. (Which is pretty rare for me.)<\/p>\n

I panicked. If I couldn’t even write a single blog post, how could I make my bigger visions soar?<\/p>\n

Day after day, staring at the blank screen, it finally hit me. We are not machines. When our\u00a0circuits are blown by a crisis, a challenge or a change in our lives, we can’t just flick a switch\u00a0and start functioning like nothing happened. And when you’re a do-er, a fixer and\u00a0an accomplisher, like so many of us are programmed to be, this can be a major\u00a0shock to our systems.<\/p>\n

I kept trying to “pull myself up by the bootstraps,” “to get back on the saddle” and to “put on a happy face.”<\/p>\n

But none of those cliches worked. This did: I gave up.<\/p>\n

After dozens of attempts (and tirades about what a loser I am), I stopped trying to\u00a0come up with clever tips for navigating Empty Next Syndrome. Instead, I lit a candle,\u00a0planted my feet on the ground and took some deep breaths right into my heart.<\/p>\n

Then, I imagined an electrical switch on my brain and turned it to OFF. Next, I\u00a0envisioned a switch on my heart, and turned to ON.<\/p>\n

I asked the universe, “How can I help others who are struggling with Empty\u00a0Next Syndrome?” Instead of avoiding the void, I went into it. Out of the\u00a0emptiness, these words emerged:<\/p>\n

You suffer from the belief that the only way to move forward is in a straight line.\u00a0Instead, try thinking of your life as a spiral.\u00a0With the goal of going deeper, rather\u00a0than further, you’ll find much more peace in your heart. This cultural\u00a0preoccupation with “Next” has you hurrying through life with a\u00a0grocery cart, trying to stuff it full of everything on your list.<\/p>\n

When you choose to trust that everything is happening in its perfect time\u00a0and that standing still is its own sacred movement, you’ll be free.\u00a0And discover\u00a0things far beyond the confines of a list.<\/p>\n

What if instead of seeing yourself stuck in the muck of nothingness, you\u00a0believed you were pregnant with possibilities. What if you viewed the empty\u00a0times as rests between musical phrases. Or the white space in a vibrant painting.\u00a0Or the pause of punctuation in the run-on-sentence of your life.<\/p>\n

If you can accept the concept that life here on earth is a classroom, then\u00a0this so called “Empty Next Syndrome” is a much-needed vacation. Give yourself\u00a0permission to rest, to restore, to rejuvenate, to recalibrate, to reclaim and to\u00a0revisit Who You Are. Let go of what has been. Allow the new form to come in.<\/p>\n

The presents of presence.<\/p>\n

I’m not sure exactly where those words came from. Whether it’s from my Heart,\u00a0my Soul or my Inner Dragonfly, I do know that this message is meant for you\u00a0as well as me.<\/p>\n

We all have access to deep wisdom and healing if we’re willing to delve into\u00a0the discomfort of not knowing. Of course, when our lives are broken open, \u00a0it’s\u00a0human nature to look for a cure in the outside world,\u00a0No matter what you’re going\u00a0through, instead of looking for a way out of Empty Next Syndrome, I hope you’ll\u00a0find the fullness within.<\/p>\n

Honoring the space between What Was and What Will Be, allows us to find the\u00a0gifts of What Is.<\/p>\n

If you or someone you love is facing ENS, you are not alone.<\/p>\n

* ***
\nDonna Henes is the author of The Queen of My Self: Stepping into Sovereignty in Midlife. She offers counseling and upbeat, practical and ceremonial guidance for individual women and groups who want to enjoy the fruits of an enriching, influential, purposeful, passionate, and powerful maturity. Consult the MIDLIFE MIDWIFE\u2122<\/p>\n

The Queen welcomes questions concerning all issues of interest to women in their mature years. Send your inquiries to thequeenofmyself@aol.com<\/a>.<\/p>\n

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