{"id":1489,"date":"2014-09-15T06:00:40","date_gmt":"2014-09-15T10:00:40","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.beliefnet.com\/columnists\/thequeenofmyself\/?p=1489"},"modified":"2014-09-12T15:01:54","modified_gmt":"2014-09-12T19:01:54","slug":"lost-and-found-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.beliefnet.com\/columnists\/thequeenofmyself\/2014\/09\/lost-and-found-2.html","title":{"rendered":"Lost and Found"},"content":{"rendered":"

Aging and changing might be inevitable, but they ain\u2019t easy. They precipitate in us a great uncertainty. The myriad dramatic disturbances of modern middle life \u2014 menopause, health concerns, career shifts, the empty nest, divorce and death \u2014 create an overwhelming crisis of identity and purpose for each of us. What follows is an intense period of questioning absolutely everything \u2014 our goals and achievements, our priorities and our operating systems, our morals and our values, our fantasies and our fears.<\/p>\n

Some of us spend a considerable amount of time \u2014 easily ten or fifteen years \u2014 swirling in the turbulence of this middle age reassessment. Who are we supposed to be at this stage of our life when we are less likely to be bound and identified by our kinship connection to someone else \u2014 as a daughter, a wife, a mother, a lover? What exactly is ourrole as older than young and younger than old women who are still active and more effective than ever?<\/p>\n

This middling transitional shift into the next stage of our being promises us a vast world of positive possibilities for the second half of life. But first, before we are able to avail ourselves of the advantages and rewards of maturity, we must cross the Grand Canyon of midlife change, steep, rocky, and ripped asunder by a whole panoply of seismic ripples \u2014 mental, emotional, and spiritual \u2014 beyond the obvious physical ones. We climb and climb, and still we lose ground. The Earth that we once trusted to be solid under our feet is slipping away and we are dragged out to sea where we bob along in uncertain waters, in a leaky boat with no map to guide us.<\/p>\n

It seems as if
\n<\/strong>I\u2019ll never get beyond
\n<\/strong>the foot prints that I made.<\/strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

-Qernertuq, Eskimo poet
\n<\/strong>c.900-1400<\/strong><\/p><\/blockquote>\n

In her book Goddesses in Older Women<\/em>, the therapist Dr. Jean Bolen says that menopause is \u201ca time of great spiritual and creative unfolding \u2014 although it sometimes feels like great unraveling.” Unraveling, indeed. The whole damn sweater is falling apart and we are standing here naked in the cold (and we are still<\/em> hot). Nothing has prepared us for this landslide of transitions that greets us as we enter our middle years. There we were, going along as always, then one day out of the blue, we discover ourselves to be middle aged. Blindsided in a youth-conscious culture, we never saw it coming, but the overwhelming evidence of our aging can hardly be ignored.<\/p>\n

These profound changes in the chemistry of our bodies and in our intimate relationships, the terrifying disruptions of our status quo, the daily life-and-death dramas we are forced to deal with, are incredibly disorienting. Not only are we burning up physically, blasted with flashes from our out of control internal furnaces, we are also, many of us, burnt out on an emotional level after years of tending the home, the hearth, and usually a job as well.<\/p>\n

Gallup took a poll of women over 55 years of age. They were asked in which decade were they the happiest. 11% said their 20’s, 14% said their 30’s, 13% said their 40’s, the rest, well over 50%\u00a0 answered \u201cRIGHT NOW!!!\u201d<\/p>\n

Interesting. Society tells us, and our own experiences have verified, that now that we are menopausal, we are poised to lose everything that has so far defined us: our power of reproductivity, our youth, our sex appeal, our children, our parents, our spouses, our time left on the job, our visibility, our very lives \u2014 and we have never been happier! We might have suffered great loss, but look what we have gained \u2014 our Selves, And that makes us happy, indeed.
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\nDonna Henes is the author of The Queen of My Self: Stepping into Sovereignty in Midlife<\/em>.<\/a> She offers counseling and upbeat, practical and ceremonial guidance for individual women and groups who want to enjoy the fruits of an enriching, influential, purposeful, passionate, and powerful maturity. Consult the MIDLIFE MIDWIFE\u2122<\/a><\/p>\n

The Queen welcomes questions concerning all issues of interest to women in their mature years. Send your inquiries to thequeenofmyself@aol.com<\/a>.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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