{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"The Queen of My Self","provider_url":"https:\/\/www.beliefnet.com\/columnists\/thequeenofmyself","author_name":"Donna Henes","author_url":"https:\/\/www.beliefnet.com\/columnists\/thequeenofmyself\/author\/dhenes","title":"Blessing of Internal Noise - The Queen of My Self","type":"rich","width":600,"height":338,"html":"<blockquote class=\"wp-embedded-content\" data-secret=\"7JtoBvlUgs\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.beliefnet.com\/columnists\/thequeenofmyself\/2016\/03\/blessing-of-internal-noise.html\">Blessing of Internal Noise<\/a><\/blockquote><iframe sandbox=\"allow-scripts\" security=\"restricted\" src=\"https:\/\/www.beliefnet.com\/columnists\/thequeenofmyself\/2016\/03\/blessing-of-internal-noise.html\/embed#?secret=7JtoBvlUgs\" width=\"600\" height=\"338\" title=\"&#8220;Blessing of Internal Noise&#8221; &#8212; The Queen of My Self\" data-secret=\"7JtoBvlUgs\" frameborder=\"0\" marginwidth=\"0\" marginheight=\"0\" scrolling=\"no\" class=\"wp-embedded-content\"><\/iframe><script type=\"text\/javascript\">\n\/* <![CDATA[ *\/\n\/*! This file is auto-generated *\/\n!function(d,l){\"use strict\";l.querySelector&&d.addEventListener&&\"undefined\"!=typeof URL&&(d.wp=d.wp||{},d.wp.receiveEmbedMessage||(d.wp.receiveEmbedMessage=function(e){var t=e.data;if((t||t.secret||t.message||t.value)&&!\/[^a-zA-Z0-9]\/.test(t.secret)){for(var s,r,n,a=l.querySelectorAll('iframe[data-secret=\"'+t.secret+'\"]'),o=l.querySelectorAll('blockquote[data-secret=\"'+t.secret+'\"]'),c=new RegExp(\"^https?:$\",\"i\"),i=0;i<o.length;i++)o[i].style.display=\"none\";for(i=0;i<a.length;i++)s=a[i],e.source===s.contentWindow&&(s.removeAttribute(\"style\"),\"height\"===t.message?(1e3<(r=parseInt(t.value,10))?r=1e3:~~r<200&&(r=200),s.height=r):\"link\"===t.message&&(r=new URL(s.getAttribute(\"src\")),n=new URL(t.value),c.test(n.protocol))&&n.host===r.host&&l.activeElement===s&&(d.top.location.href=t.value))}},d.addEventListener(\"message\",d.wp.receiveEmbedMessage,!1),l.addEventListener(\"DOMContentLoaded\",function(){for(var e,t,s=l.querySelectorAll(\"iframe.wp-embedded-content\"),r=0;r<s.length;r++)(t=(e=s[r]).getAttribute(\"data-secret\"))||(t=Math.random().toString(36).substring(2,12),e.src+=\"#?secret=\"+t,e.setAttribute(\"data-secret\",t)),e.contentWindow.postMessage({message:\"ready\",secret:t},\"*\")},!1)))}(window,document);\n\/* ]]> *\/\n<\/script>\n","description":"\u2014from Between the Dark and the Daylight: Embracing the Contradictions of Life by Joan Chittister \u201cRemember, Joan, you can\u2019t ever really run away from anything,\u201d my mother taught me. \u201cIn the end, you only take yourself with you.\u201d At that age, I thought the words were simply a trick of language. Maybe an outworn kind&hellip;"}