{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"The Queen of My Self","provider_url":"https:\/\/www.beliefnet.com\/columnists\/thequeenofmyself","author_name":"Donna Henes","author_url":"https:\/\/www.beliefnet.com\/columnists\/thequeenofmyself\/author\/dhenes","title":"Lost and Found - The Queen of My Self","type":"rich","width":600,"height":338,"html":"<blockquote class=\"wp-embedded-content\" data-secret=\"P8eiIWDtxL\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.beliefnet.com\/columnists\/thequeenofmyself\/2014\/09\/lost-and-found-2.html\">Lost and Found<\/a><\/blockquote><iframe sandbox=\"allow-scripts\" security=\"restricted\" src=\"https:\/\/www.beliefnet.com\/columnists\/thequeenofmyself\/2014\/09\/lost-and-found-2.html\/embed#?secret=P8eiIWDtxL\" width=\"600\" height=\"338\" title=\"&#8220;Lost and Found&#8221; &#8212; The Queen of My Self\" data-secret=\"P8eiIWDtxL\" frameborder=\"0\" marginwidth=\"0\" marginheight=\"0\" scrolling=\"no\" class=\"wp-embedded-content\"><\/iframe><script type=\"text\/javascript\">\n\/* <![CDATA[ *\/\n\/*! This file is auto-generated *\/\n!function(d,l){\"use strict\";l.querySelector&&d.addEventListener&&\"undefined\"!=typeof URL&&(d.wp=d.wp||{},d.wp.receiveEmbedMessage||(d.wp.receiveEmbedMessage=function(e){var t=e.data;if((t||t.secret||t.message||t.value)&&!\/[^a-zA-Z0-9]\/.test(t.secret)){for(var s,r,n,a=l.querySelectorAll('iframe[data-secret=\"'+t.secret+'\"]'),o=l.querySelectorAll('blockquote[data-secret=\"'+t.secret+'\"]'),c=new RegExp(\"^https?:$\",\"i\"),i=0;i<o.length;i++)o[i].style.display=\"none\";for(i=0;i<a.length;i++)s=a[i],e.source===s.contentWindow&&(s.removeAttribute(\"style\"),\"height\"===t.message?(1e3<(r=parseInt(t.value,10))?r=1e3:~~r<200&&(r=200),s.height=r):\"link\"===t.message&&(r=new URL(s.getAttribute(\"src\")),n=new URL(t.value),c.test(n.protocol))&&n.host===r.host&&l.activeElement===s&&(d.top.location.href=t.value))}},d.addEventListener(\"message\",d.wp.receiveEmbedMessage,!1),l.addEventListener(\"DOMContentLoaded\",function(){for(var e,t,s=l.querySelectorAll(\"iframe.wp-embedded-content\"),r=0;r<s.length;r++)(t=(e=s[r]).getAttribute(\"data-secret\"))||(t=Math.random().toString(36).substring(2,12),e.src+=\"#?secret=\"+t,e.setAttribute(\"data-secret\",t)),e.contentWindow.postMessage({message:\"ready\",secret:t},\"*\")},!1)))}(window,document);\n\/* ]]> *\/\n<\/script>\n","description":"Aging and changing might be inevitable, but they ain\u2019t easy. They precipitate in us a great uncertainty. The myriad dramatic disturbances of modern middle life \u2014 menopause, health concerns, career shifts, the empty nest, divorce and death \u2014 create an overwhelming crisis of identity and purpose for each of us. What follows is an intense&hellip;"}