It’s easy to complain. I can fall into that trap as a mom especially.\u00a0 When we’re on that complaining, love vibe channel, we see a bunch of crap come on our screen.\u00a0 Everything is broken.\u00a0 Everything needs to be fixed.\u00a0 It’s exhausting.\u00a0 Everything is.\u00a0 At the end of the summer, I was burnt out.\u00a0 I was asking for not just the typical “me” time which I advocate to stressed out moms.\u00a0 It wasn’t about time or being alone or self-care.\u00a0 I felt good during yoga, but had a hard time bringing the OM to my M-OM self.\u00a0 I\u00a0had been\u00a0wracking my brain trying to learn and create business while letting go of any fears or limitations.\u00a0 I am always on a path of self-growth.\u00a0 I believe we all are.\u00a0 There was just so much going on inside of me.\u00a0 It was like storm.<\/p>\n
I had anxiety arise as my oldest daughter\u00a0was getting ready to \u00a0start her Senior year of high school.\u00a0 My baby will leave the nest and yes, I know I have four others at home, but her and I have a different relationship.\u00a0 She’ll turn 18 right after she graduates.\u00a0 I started dating my husband when I was 18 and about to turn 19.\u00a0 A few months later, I was pregnant with her.\u00a0 Within less than a year of knowing each other, I married him.\u00a0 I was nineteen.\u00a0 A month after I turned 20, McKayla was born.\u00a0 We became parents.\u00a0 We became a family.\u00a0 I learned who I was through being a mother to her.\u00a0 It’s surreal that they actually grow up.\u00a0 We watch our love form into a being, totally separate from us, and the become a person…like a real adult.\u00a0 I had to allow myself to feel sad over this process.\u00a0 I could feel myself release it.\u00a0 I feel back to me now.<\/p>\n
I asked myself what I was yearning for personally?\u00a0 The answer was to deepen my connection with the Divine and to write.\u00a0 Not just write, but full being, all of me writing again.\u00a0 I learn so much and it fills my soul up through writing.\u00a0 I can feel most myself when I’m really in my mojo-magic-writing flow.\u00a0 It’s like I’m connected to all of myself, the part that’s always been and will always be.\u00a0 Focusing on what I love, versus what I need to change or do, is not avoidance, procrastination, or not following through with the business side.\u00a0 I am still working on a lot, but from a different perspective.\u00a0 My higher viewpoint knows so much.\u00a0 When I get out of the wants, needs, striving, I see magic.\u00a0 I believe in magic then.\u00a0 I believe in miracles.\u00a0 I see there is so much potential, possibilities, and an infinite amount of ideas that can become reality.\u00a0 Getting out of the mind and revving up my vibe is all I ever need.\u00a0 Once I am real and clear about what I want, the Universe conspires on my behalf and I can feel the love.<\/p>\n
Staying open to newness and that life can surprise and delight me is key.\u00a0 I can make big power moves as I see the opportunities arise, but I must stay present, in\u00a0today and savor the goodness right here.\u00a0 Goals, dreams, and stretching your mind beyond your wildest wishes is a given, but stopping and smelling the whole world is what we came for any way.\u00a0 That sweet scent is love.\u00a0 We came to feel good and be happy, to enjoy this cosmic dance while we’re here.\u00a0 I’m not going to waste any moments being frazzled.\u00a0\u00a0There’s too much to appreciate and experience.\u00a0 It’s not just gratitude on paper, but in your hear to.\u00a0 Look for the good in your life and ask what your soul needs.\u00a0 Signs and answers always come.\u00a0 Raise your vibe and see what happens.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
It’s easy to complain. I can fall into that trap as a mom especially.\u00a0 When we’re on that complaining, love vibe channel, we see a bunch of crap come on our screen.\u00a0 Everything is broken.\u00a0 Everything needs to be fixed.\u00a0 It’s exhausting.\u00a0 Everything is.\u00a0 At the end of the summer, I was burnt out.\u00a0 I…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":568,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[32,33,15,8,31,21],"class_list":["post-186","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-high-vibes","tag-law-of-attraction","tag-motherhood","tag-self-growth","tag-writing","tag-yoga"],"yoast_head":"\n