{"id":15,"date":"2011-01-24T14:53:57","date_gmt":"2011-01-24T14:53:57","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blog.beliefnet.com\/prophetormadman\/2011\/01\/working-through-the-struggle.html"},"modified":"2011-01-24T14:53:57","modified_gmt":"2011-01-24T14:53:57","slug":"working-through-the-struggle","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.beliefnet.com\/columnists\/prophetormadman\/2011\/01\/working-through-the-struggle.html","title":{"rendered":"Working Through the Struggle"},"content":{"rendered":"<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style=\"text-align: center\" align=\"center\"><span style=\"font-size: 12pt\">&nbsp; Working Through the Struggle<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style=\"text-align: center\" align=\"center\"><span style=\"font-size: 12pt\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\"><span style=\"font-size: 12pt\">(Editor&#8217;s note:<span>&nbsp; <\/span>Last Monday Bruce wrote an article<br \/>\ncalled &#8220;The Struggle.&#8221;<span>&nbsp; <\/span>Today he<br \/>\ntakes up where he left off.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>You<br \/>\ndidn&#8217;t think he&#8217;d leave you hanging, did you?)<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\"><span style=\"font-size: 12pt\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\"><span style=\"font-size: 12pt\">Last week I wrote that after<br \/>\nbeing told to write about and teach what God had shown me, I was filled with a<br \/>\nmixture of thoughts and emotions. Although I had been gifted with an overview<br \/>\nof Creation and had a memory of an image, I did not possess a detailed plan to<br \/>\nput what was in my head to words. As I began to write, I quickly realized my<br \/>\nego mind and the spiritual view presented very different images.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\"><span style=\"font-size: 12pt\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\"><span style=\"font-size: 12pt\">From my ego or human<br \/>\nperspective I found that I had many fear-based thoughts. My thoughts ranged<br \/>\n&#8220;What if everyone thinks I am crazy?&#8221; to &#8220;Who will protect my family if I<br \/>\nbecome a target for those who feel offended or threatened by what I write?&#8221; I<br \/>\nrepeatedly asked for (and received) signs that indeed what I had been shown and<br \/>\ntold came from God.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\"><span style=\"font-size: 12pt\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\"><span style=\"font-size: 12pt\">Day after day I tried to find<br \/>\na way of bridging my old life and my new view. I started off meditating and<br \/>\nexamining the events I had previously experienced. It came to me that before I<br \/>\ncould write a spiritual book that accurately represented Creation, I had to see<br \/>\npast my own previously limited view. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\"><span style=\"font-size: 12pt\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\"><span style=\"font-size: 12pt\">By seeing past, I don&#8217;t mean<br \/>\nto just intellectually understand the difference between our human and<br \/>\nspiritual lives. I mean to examine through experience my belief system<br \/>\ncomprehensively, from top to bottom. Throughout the process of examination, I<br \/>\nfound elements of both Love and Fear.<span>&nbsp;<br \/>\n<\/span>What I found is that Love is real and the only constant. Fear is nothing<br \/>\nmore than a belief about something based on a collection of judgments arising<br \/>\nfrom my past. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\"><span style=\"font-size: 12pt\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\"><span style=\"font-size: 12pt\">In Prophet or Madman I wrote<br \/>\nthat in every given moment we have a choice to react or interact with that<br \/>\nmoment. Reacting always come from an ego thought and is fear based. Interacting<br \/>\non the other hand, does not come from a past memory. It is the state of being<br \/>\nconsciously one with Love\/God.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\"><span style=\"font-size: 12pt\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\"><span style=\"font-size: 12pt\">I once read a book by David<br \/>\nHawkins. In it he wrote, &#8220;Love is not an emotion but rather a level of<br \/>\nawareness.&#8221; <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\"><span style=\"font-size: 12pt\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\"><span style=\"font-size: 12pt\">From the spiritual view of<br \/>\ncreation that I have seen, I would say Hawkins was right. Love is ever present<br \/>\nand never changing but it is not recognizable to those who have not opened<br \/>\ntheir eyes to see.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\"><span style=\"font-size: 12pt\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\"><span style=\"font-size: 12pt\">For those who are brave<br \/>\nenough to choose the road less traveled that leads to enlightenment you most<br \/>\nlikely will find there are many twists and turns to the road.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\"><span style=\"font-size: 12pt\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\"><span style=\"font-size: 12pt\">Through much tribulation we<br \/>\nmust enter the kingdom of God&#8221; (Acts 14:22)<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\"><span style=\"font-size: 12pt\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\"><span style=\"font-size: 12pt\">The Buddha said, &#8220;Those who<br \/>\npractice the Way might well follow the example of an ox that marches through<br \/>\nthe deep mire carrying a heavy load. He is tired, but his steady gaze, looking<br \/>\nforward, will never relax until he comes out of the mire, and it is only then<br \/>\nthat he takes a respite. O monks, remember that passions and sins are more than<br \/>\nthe filthy mire, and that you can escape misery only by earnestly and steadily<br \/>\nthinking of the Way.&#8221; <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\"><span style=\"font-size: 12pt\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\"><span style=\"font-size: 12pt\">Ecclesiastes 1:13 (New King<br \/>\nJames Version): &#8220;And I set my heart to seek and search out by wisdom concerning<br \/>\nall that is done under heaven; this burdensome task God has given to the sons<br \/>\nof man, by which they may be exercised.&#8221;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\"><span style=\"font-size: 12pt\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\"><span style=\"font-size: 12pt\">My hope and wish for all of<br \/>\nhumanity is that someday we can move past our petty differences and help our<br \/>\nfellow man wake up to Love. Not small capital love where me and mine must come<br \/>\nbefore you and yours, but Unconditional Love where we are all one.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\"><span style=\"font-size: 12pt\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\"><span style=\"font-size: 12pt\">Regardless of your path or<br \/>\nwhat religion you practice, if you wish to awaken yourself and live awakened in<br \/>\nthis world you will have to struggle. More to come&#8230;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\"><span style=\"font-size: 12pt\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\"><span style=\"font-size: 12pt\">Love and Light,<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\"><span style=\"font-size: 12pt\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\"><span style=\"font-size: 12pt\">Brother Bruce<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\"><span style=\"font-size: 12pt\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\"><span style=\"font-size: 12pt\"><i>Prophet or Madman<\/i><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\"><span style=\"font-size: 12pt\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\"><span style=\"font-size: 12pt\"><span>&nbsp;<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\"><span style=\"font-size: 12pt\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; Working Through the Struggle &nbsp; (Editor&#8217;s note:&nbsp; Last Monday Bruce wrote an article called &#8220;The Struggle.&#8221;&nbsp; Today he takes up where he left off.&nbsp; You didn&#8217;t think he&#8217;d leave you hanging, did you?) &nbsp; Last week I wrote that after being told to write about and teach what God had shown me, I was&hellip;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":234,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[72,17,73,65,10,43],"class_list":["post-15","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-higher-consciousness","tag-crazy","tag-creation","tag-fear","tag-love","tag-prophet-or-madman","tag-struggle"],"yoast_head":"<!-- This site is optimized with the Yoast SEO plugin v23.9 - https:\/\/yoast.com\/wordpress\/plugins\/seo\/ -->\n<title>Working Through the Struggle - Prophet or Madman<\/title>\n<meta name=\"robots\" content=\"index, follow, max-snippet:-1, max-image-preview:large, max-video-preview:-1\" \/>\n<link rel=\"canonical\" href=\"https:\/\/www.beliefnet.com\/columnists\/prophetormadman\/2011\/01\/working-through-the-struggle.html\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:locale\" content=\"en_US\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:type\" content=\"article\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:title\" content=\"Working Through the Struggle - Prophet or Madman\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:description\" content=\"&nbsp; 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