{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"On Fire: Finding Your Gift And Using It","provider_url":"https:\/\/www.beliefnet.com\/columnists\/onfire","author_name":"grose","author_url":"https:\/\/www.beliefnet.com\/columnists\/onfire\/author\/grose\/","title":"Uncertain-but not paralyzed (how) - On Fire: Finding Your Gift And Using It","type":"rich","width":600,"height":338,"html":"<blockquote class=\"wp-embedded-content\" data-secret=\"UeHwc72qbw\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.beliefnet.com\/columnists\/onfire\/2012\/05\/18\/uncertainty-your-gift\/\">Uncertain&#8211;but not paralyzed (how)<\/a><\/blockquote><iframe sandbox=\"allow-scripts\" security=\"restricted\" src=\"https:\/\/www.beliefnet.com\/columnists\/onfire\/2012\/05\/18\/uncertainty-your-gift\/embed\/#?secret=UeHwc72qbw\" width=\"600\" height=\"338\" title=\"&#8220;Uncertain&#8211;but not paralyzed (how)&#8221; &#8212; On Fire: Finding Your Gift And Using It\" data-secret=\"UeHwc72qbw\" frameborder=\"0\" marginwidth=\"0\" marginheight=\"0\" scrolling=\"no\" class=\"wp-embedded-content\"><\/iframe><script type=\"text\/javascript\">\n\/* <![CDATA[ *\/\n\/*! This file is auto-generated *\/\n!function(d,l){\"use strict\";l.querySelector&&d.addEventListener&&\"undefined\"!=typeof URL&&(d.wp=d.wp||{},d.wp.receiveEmbedMessage||(d.wp.receiveEmbedMessage=function(e){var t=e.data;if((t||t.secret||t.message||t.value)&&!\/[^a-zA-Z0-9]\/.test(t.secret)){for(var s,r,n,a=l.querySelectorAll('iframe[data-secret=\"'+t.secret+'\"]'),o=l.querySelectorAll('blockquote[data-secret=\"'+t.secret+'\"]'),c=new RegExp(\"^https?:$\",\"i\"),i=0;i<o.length;i++)o[i].style.display=\"none\";for(i=0;i<a.length;i++)s=a[i],e.source===s.contentWindow&&(s.removeAttribute(\"style\"),\"height\"===t.message?(1e3<(r=parseInt(t.value,10))?r=1e3:~~r<200&&(r=200),s.height=r):\"link\"===t.message&&(r=new URL(s.getAttribute(\"src\")),n=new URL(t.value),c.test(n.protocol))&&n.host===r.host&&l.activeElement===s&&(d.top.location.href=t.value))}},d.addEventListener(\"message\",d.wp.receiveEmbedMessage,!1),l.addEventListener(\"DOMContentLoaded\",function(){for(var e,t,s=l.querySelectorAll(\"iframe.wp-embedded-content\"),r=0;r<s.length;r++)(t=(e=s[r]).getAttribute(\"data-secret\"))||(t=Math.random().toString(36).substring(2,12),e.src+=\"#?secret=\"+t,e.setAttribute(\"data-secret\",t)),e.contentWindow.postMessage({message:\"ready\",secret:t},\"*\")},!1)))}(window,document);\n\/* ]]> *\/\n<\/script>\n","description":"I thought life would get easier. More under control. Finally the time would come when I could freely and happily do what was most important\u2014give back to God by giving my Gift. But it didn\u2019t happen\u2014the part about life getting easier or more under control. No matter what I do, there are always unexpected events,&hellip;","thumbnail_url":"http:\/\/blog.beliefnet.com\/onfire\/files\/2012\/05\/SpecialKRB@flickr-225x300.jpg"}