{"id":244,"date":"2007-03-03T06:00:00","date_gmt":"2007-03-03T06:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blog.beliefnet.com\/jwalking\/2007\/03\/my-tumor.html"},"modified":"2007-03-03T06:00:00","modified_gmt":"2007-03-03T06:00:00","slug":"my-tumor","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.beliefnet.com\/columnists\/jwalking\/2007\/03\/my-tumor.html","title":{"rendered":"&#8220;my tumor&#8221;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>This from a reader:<\/p>\n<p>Praise God for his faithfulness and loving kindness &#8211; to both of us. Though you have a tumor in your brain that is discernible by doctors we all have tumors. I have mine, and it eats at me too. The one thing I envy of you, is that your tumor is &#8220;socially acceptable.&#8221; You can send emails talking about your treatment and get encouragement. But my tumor is not kosher to talk about &#8211; hardly even in church. My battle, though, like yours, &#8220;is between faith and fear, between imagination and promise, between hope and discouragement, between excitement and dread.&#8221; Can God heal me?  Will he? Does he want to? Why doesn&#8217;t he? I dare to have faith to. I dare to have hope. But I doubt a lot too.<\/p>\n<p>I think a true church is one where any problem, any sin, any tumor is open for discussion because absent that it really isn&#8217;t a church but a collection of religious people singing songs.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>This from a reader: Praise God for his faithfulness and loving kindness &#8211; to both of us. Though you have a tumor in your brain that is discernible by doctors we all have tumors. I have mine, and it eats at me too. 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