{"id":5475,"date":"2015-01-26T10:55:10","date_gmt":"2015-01-26T10:55:10","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.beliefnet.com\/columnists\/fellowshipofsaintsandsinners\/?p=5475"},"modified":"2015-01-26T10:55:10","modified_gmt":"2015-01-26T10:55:10","slug":"writing-sabbatical-and-the-departure-of-the-prodigal-son","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.beliefnet.com\/columnists\/fellowshipofsaintsandsinners\/2015\/01\/writing-sabbatical-and-the-departure-of-the-prodigal-son.html","title":{"rendered":"Writing Sabbatical\u2014and &#8220;The Departure of the Prodigal Son&#8221;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m sorry: my absenteeism at this intersection can be attributed to a number of things lately, the most pressing of which is my forthcoming book with author and Christian addiction specialist Jonathan Benz. The book (<em>Prodigal Church <\/em>or a version of it) is now officially under deadline and by April 1 I&#8217;m to have a manuscript to the publisher (which we will announce shortly, with a hard decision pending). So I&#8217;m having to take a writing &#8220;sabbatical&#8221;\u2014although that term makes the next few months sound misleadingly restful and enjoyably languorous, like sipping cappucinos in a Paris coffee shop while penning poetry. The reality is that I&#8217;m a bit under the gun.<\/p>\n<p>So regrettably we won&#8217;t catch each other here hardly at all during the next couple of months&#8230;.but I&#8217;ll be back.<\/p>\n<p>For the time being, here&#8217;s a poem, &#8220;The Departure of the Prodigal Son,&#8221; by the poet Rainer Maria Wilke, an excerpt of which will appear within the pages of <em>Prodigal Church\u2014<\/em>and which asks the question &#8220;What drives you to go forth?&#8221;:<\/p>\n<p><em>To go forth now<\/em><br \/>\n<em> from all the entanglement<\/em><br \/>\n<em> that is ours and yet not ours,<\/em><br \/>\n<em> that, like the water in an old well,<\/em><br \/>\n<em> reflects us in fragments, distorts what we are.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em> From all that clings <\/em><br \/>\n<em> like burrs and brambles&#8211;<\/em><br \/>\n<em> to go forth<\/em><br \/>\n<em> and see for once, close up, afresh,<\/em><br \/>\n<em> what we had ceased to see&#8211;<\/em><br \/>\n<em> so familiar it had become.<\/em><br \/>\n<em> To glimpse how vast and how impersonal<\/em><br \/>\n<em> is the suffering that filled your childhood.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em> Yes, to go forth, <\/em><br \/>\n<em> hand pulling away from hand.<\/em><br \/>\n<em> Go forth to what? To uncertainty,<\/em><br \/>\n<em> to a country with no connections to us<\/em><br \/>\n<em> and indifferent to the dramas of our life.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em> What drives you to go forth?\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em> Impatience, instinct, a dark need, <\/em><br \/>\n<em> the incapacity to understand.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em> To bow to all this.<\/em><br \/>\n<em> To let go&#8211;<\/em><br \/>\n<em> even if you have to die alone.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em> Is this the start of a new life?<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><em>\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m sorry: my absenteeism at this intersection can be attributed to a number of things lately, the most pressing of which is my forthcoming book with author and Christian addiction specialist Jonathan Benz. 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