{"id":2923,"date":"2008-08-30T12:37:00","date_gmt":"2008-08-30T12:37:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blog.beliefnet.com\/deaconsbench\/2008\/08\/homily-for-august-31-2008-22nd-sunday-in-ordinary-time.html"},"modified":"2008-08-30T12:37:00","modified_gmt":"2008-08-30T12:37:00","slug":"homily-for-august-31-2008-22nd-sunday-in-ordinary-time","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.beliefnet.com\/columnists\/deaconsbench\/2008\/08\/homily-for-august-31-2008-22nd-sunday-in-ordinary-time.html","title":{"rendered":"Homily for August 31, 2008: 22nd Sunday in Ordinary Time"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"\"<\/a>You really have to feel for St. Peter.<\/p>\n

A couple weeks ago, we encountered him climbing out of a boat during a storm, trying to walk on water. He floundered, and Jesus had to rescue him.<\/p>\n

Then, last week, he ended up with a job he never sought. Jesus gave him the keys to the kingdom and called him his rock. Peter has just gotten used to that idea when, those words still ringing in his ears, he hears the guy who just called him \u00e2\u20ac\u0153a rock\u00e2\u20ac\u009d yelling at him, and calling him Satan.<\/p>\n

Peter just can\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t catch a break.<\/p>\n

The apostle must have wondered at this moment, his cheeks burning with embarrassment, \u00e2\u20ac\u0153What in God\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s name does he WANT from me?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d <\/p>\n

It\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s a good question. And it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s one a lot of us ask. As we heard a few moments ago, St. Paul had some advice for the Romans: \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Do not conform yourselves to this age but be transformed by the renewal of your mind, that you may discern what is the will of God, what is good and pleasing and perfect.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n

Which leads us to ask, with Peter: \u00e2\u20ac\u0153What DOES he WANT from me?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n

What IS the will of God?<\/p>\n

When he was here in April, Pope Benedict asked a gathering of priests to pray for a special intention of the pope. One of the priests asked him what that intention was. And His Holiness replied: \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Pray that I never get in the way of Jesus.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n

I think that\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s a very good thing to pray for a pope. And I think it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s also a good thing to pray for ourselves. Pray that others see Jesus in us, and through us, and that we never block what he is trying to do.<\/p>\n

I think it is one way we can strive to discern the will of God.<\/p>\n

A common question people like to pose is \u00e2\u20ac\u0153What Would Jesus Do?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d But maybe a better question is: \u00e2\u20ac\u0153What Would Jesus Do\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6With Me?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n

How can I not get in the way of his work?<\/p>\n

What would he have me do? What is \u00e2\u20ac\u0153good, and pleasing, and perfect\u00e2\u20ac\u009d?<\/p>\n

In finding the answers, we find God\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s will. And in His will is our ultimate purpose, our ultimate joy \u00e2\u20ac\u201c even when it seems otherwise.<\/p>\n

In 1995, at the height of the war in Yugoslavia, a nun by the name of Sister Lucy Vertrusc was attacked and brutally raped, repeatedly, by several Serb soldiers who broke into her convent. She ended up pregnant. After many weeks, she wrote a letter to her Mother Superior. It was published in an Italian newspaper and has been widely circulated on the Internet.<\/p>\n

Sister Lucy described the physical and spiritual agony she felt \u00e2\u20ac\u201c the darkness that surrounded her. All she\u00e2\u20ac\u2122d ever wanted was to be a cloistered nun, living her life quietly serving God and praying to her \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Divine Spouse.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d After her rape, in her darkest moments, she despaired of even continuing to live. But she remembered the words of a poet, Alexej Mislovic: \u00e2\u20ac\u0153You must not die\/because you have been chosen\/ to be a part of the day.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n

Sister Lucy chose not to embrace the darkness, but \u00e2\u20ac\u0153to be part of the day.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d She wrote: \u00e2\u20ac\u0153I will fulfill my religious vocation in another way. I will go with my child. I do not know where, but God, who broke all of a sudden my greatest joy, will indicate the path I must tread in order to do His will.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d She told her Mother Superior she wanted nothing from her order, which had given her so much already.<\/p>\n

And she concluded with these extraordinary words: \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Someone has to begin to break the chain of hatred that has always destroyed our countries. And so, I will teach my child only one thing: love. This child, born of violence, will be a witness along with me that the only greatness that gives honor to a human being is forgiveness.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n

I don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t know whatever became of Sister Lucy and her child. Her order has never revealed that part of the story. But that letter lives on as a powerful testament. I don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t know what sort of holiness inspires someone to surrender her life like that. I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122m a long way from it myself. St. Peter was a long way from it.<\/p>\n

But I take heart from this: we are all trying to get there. We are works in progress, forever being formed, shaped, stretched, pounded like clay. Forever wondering \u00e2\u20ac\u0153What in God\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s name does He WANT from me?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n

The gospel tells us one answer: to take up our crosses, and follow him. Peter did that. And God knows, Sister Lucy did that \u00e2\u20ac\u201c in ways most of us can\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t begin to fathom. <\/p>\n

The best we can do, in a world as uncertain as this, is exactly what Paul told the Romans: seek to be transformed.<\/p>\n

Pray for wisdom, to know what would please God. <\/p>\n

Pray for courage, to do as Peter did, and get out of the boat. <\/p>\n

Pray for trust, to let God guide us where he wants.<\/p>\n

Pray, as Pope Benedict does, to not to get in the way of Jesus. <\/p>\n

On my desk at home I keep a prayer composed by Fr. Mychal Judge, the first official casualty of 9\/11. Several years ago, I worked on a documentary that showed Fr. Judge, in his last moments, inside the lobby of the World Trade Center, wearing his collar and his fireman\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s helmet, his lips moving in silent prayer. (See below.)<\/p>\n

I wonder if he was whispering these words \u00e2\u20ac\u201c a prayer for faith, for trust, for courage. It gives me great comfort at times when I have my own doubts. When the road seems too long, and the cross too heavy.<\/p>\n

This is Mychal Judge\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s prayer.<\/p>\n

\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Lord, take me where you want me to go. Let me meet whom you want me to meet. Tell me say what you want me to say. And keep me out of your way.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d
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Click on the image below to see Fr. Mychal Judge, from the documentary “9\/11.”<\/span><\/p>\n

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