There\u2019s a saying that goes the Lord moves in mysterious ways. We may never know why God does what he does, but we must trust Him and understand that He knows what He\u2019s doing. Brian Cole spent a large portion of his life as a Satanist. For 30 years, he hated Christians and became entangled in the occult. However, a book that mysteriously appeared on the floor of his jail cell turned him back to Christ and changed his life. Brian Cole said that he felt like an outcast and didn\u2019t understand who he was in Christ as a little boy.<\/p>\n
In the last episode of \u201cThe Playing With Fire Podcast,\u201d Cole explains that he had an abusive father at ten years old. His mother forced him to go to church, and bullies at school tormented him. Cole also says that he endured emotional abuse at church. He felt alone and disconnected from everything in his life until a group of older kids took him in. According to Cole, these older kids gave him attention and talked to him, unlike the bullies at his school. Cole realized the older kids were involved in Satanism shortly after he started hanging out with them.<\/p>\n
Satanism was the polar opposite of Cole\u2019s upbringing in the church, but he said he wanted to do whatever the older kids were doing. Before long, Cole found himself participating. In one of his first rituals, the kids told Cole he was going to sacrifice a squirrel. He protested, citing his love for animals. The kids said to him that Satan demanded blood, so they made Cole cut himself. He listened, and that cut was the start of a 33-year-old addiction to cutting and self-mutilation.<\/p>\n
As time passed, Cole said that the fear Satanism sparked and the rebellion is what brought him closer to the belief system. At first, it wasn\u2019t a theological connection, but Cole would describe it as dabbling. He would destroy Christian symbols in graveyards and ruin natives. This dabbling continued until Cole was 18-years-old. When he turned 18, Cole got arrested. With a ten-year prison sentence, Cole\u2019s dabbling turned to full-on Satanism. He started ordering books on the occult and ceremonial magic; Cole spent most of his days reading and studying.<\/p>\n
Cole even went as far as getting a tattoo of a cross of the bottom of his left foot. His reason? So he could stomp on God whenever he walked. Over time, Cole started to get uncomfortable with the role Satan played in his life. In 2009, Cole got arrested again at the age of 44. At that point, he realized that his life of crime wasn\u2019t working out and something needed to change. He lost his will to live, saying that he wanted to commit suicide.<\/p>\n
Cole started warily exploring the Bible as he started his journey of changing his life and getting off of drugs. One day, he came back to his cell and found a book lying on the floor; it was Lee Strobel\u2019s \u201cThe Case for Christ,\u201d a book that documented Strobel\u2019s journey from atheism to faith. Cole said after reading the book, he couldn\u2019t deny Jesus\u2019 existence. After Cole got out of jail, he became a pastor.<\/p>\n
Brian Cole\u2019s story is one of redemption. Some people will walk away from God, feeling that they don\u2019t need Him. However, Brian Cole\u2019s tale shows that God will always welcome you back no matter how far you stray. Though we may rebel sometimes, God is a patient father. He\u2019ll let us make mistakes, but He\u2019s always there to pick us back up when we fall. If you want to learn more about Brian Cole, visit his website<\/a> or Facebook page<\/a>.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" There\u2019s a saying that goes the Lord moves in mysterious ways. We may never know why God does what he does, but we must trust Him and understand that He knows what He\u2019s doing. Brian Cole spent a large portion of his life as a Satanist. For 30 years, he hated Christians and became entangled…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":657,"featured_media":2814,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"fbia_status":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2811","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-christian-news"],"yoast_head":"\n