This morning, I opened my e-mail box and out tumbled this message:<\/p>\n
“Just wanted to formally announce, Edie, that the world is indeed ready for ALL of you.<\/p>\n
Go on.
\nLove,
\nThe Universe”<\/p>\n
Mike Dooley, who created TUT<\/a> (Totally Unique Thoughts) is the man behind the wise words, channeled through him and delivered each day. I have been receiving his missives for many years and am delighted when he seems to be reading my mind. Now, I know that he writes them for a gazillion readers and I am not the only one who got this one,\u00a0AND\u00a0it spoke to what I have been feeling for most of my life.<\/p>\n A precocious child with entertaining skills, who loved being in the spotlight, I often felt like I needed to overcompensate for physical challenges that were part and parcel of asthma and podiatric problems. I didn’t want to appear weak or incapable of keeping up with the other kids. So I pushed harder, drove myself more intensely, attempted to increasingly charm and became a people-pleaser. I honed my diplomatic skills and learned to read people well. Being an empath has its up side, as well as its challenges, since I would sometimes take on the emotions and physical sensations of those around me. Sometimes I still do. I have needed to remind myself, \u00a0“If it’s not mine, I let it go.” Not easy when my intention is to offer healing.<\/p>\n When on occasion, others have expressed discomfort with my sometimes over the top, high energy self, I have found myself pulling back into a snail shell. Two come to mind; both in workplace settings. As a nursing home social worker, I brought my clown persona named Feather who is a faerie, in to entertain the residents. Colorfully garbed, sparkling and playful, it triggered a reaction from a supervisor who later acknowleged that I called more attention to myself that she desired. The second, a few years later, occurred when a supervisor in a psychiatric hospital who was an ‘old school nurse,’ and was rules oriented, had a hard time with the decor in my office. The walls were embellished with affirming images and words to inspire the patients and myself. She actually took something down. It had something to do with the art of surrender. She wrote on it, the word NEVER. \u00a0While I agree that giving up in the face of challenges is not optimal, surrender implies taking pause and re-evaluating. A letting go into what is and not just focusing on ‘what if and if only.’ Later on, we made peace and not long after, she was diagnosed with cancer and has since passed.<\/p>\n Although it is tempting to remain a chameleon, a designation I had embraced, since it helped me to fit in and be accepted by those whose approval I craved, I find it far more rewarding to be true to who I am. So, just who is that?<\/p>\n Like everyone reading this, I \u00a0am a cosmic creation and ever evolving work in progress, no longer afraid to be seen, putting my whole self in, as if I am doing the Hokey Pokey. \u00a0Care to join me in bringing the beauty, magic and wonder of who you truly are into all aspects of your life?<\/p>\n Look out, world!<\/p>\n <\/p>\n <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" This morning, I opened my e-mail box and out tumbled this message: “Just wanted to formally announce, Edie, that the world is indeed ready for ALL of you. Go on. Love, The Universe” Mike Dooley, who created TUT (Totally Unique Thoughts) is the man behind the wise words, channeled through him and delivered each day.…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":233,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[40,36,1,2,13,70,27,3532,19,1246,94,49,50,45,3,22,14,25,4,30,42,16,7,17,23,38,37],"tags":[520,4869,717,721,2492,1404,716],"class_list":["post-8601","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-affirmations","category-art","category-attracting-what-you-desire","category-bliss","category-blissfull-thinking","category-community","category-dance","category-edie-weinstein","category-empowerment","category-faith","category-family","category-friendship","category-god","category-goddess","category-gratitude","category-healing","category-how-to-invite-bliss","category-hugging","category-inspiration","category-love","category-miracles","category-my-personal-bliss","category-re-creating-your-life","category-relationships","category-the-importance-of-healthy-touch","category-transformation","category-writing","tag-cancer","tag-god","tag-mike-dooley","tag-notes-from-the-universe","tag-nursing-home","tag-social-worker","tag-totally-unique-thoughts"],"yoast_head":"\n\n