{"id":10545,"date":"2015-06-17T19:35:00","date_gmt":"2015-06-17T23:35:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.beliefnet.com\/columnists\/beginnersheart\/?p=10545"},"modified":"2015-06-17T19:35:00","modified_gmt":"2015-06-17T23:35:00","slug":"yearly-checkups","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.beliefnet.com\/columnists\/beginnersheart\/2015\/06\/yearly-checkups.html","title":{"rendered":"yearly checkups"},"content":{"rendered":"<figure id=\"attachment_10546\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-10546\" style=\"width: 192px\" class=\"wp-caption alignleft\"><a href=\"https:\/\/wp-media.beliefnet.com\/sites\/239\/2015\/06\/stethescope.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-full wp-image-10546\" src=\"https:\/\/wp-media.beliefnet.com\/sites\/239\/2015\/06\/stethescope.jpg\" alt=\"via pixabay\" width=\"192\" height=\"263\" \/><\/a><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-10546\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">via pixabay<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p>Friday is my annual physical exam. I don&#8217;t particularly enjoy it &#8212; although I like my doctor. It&#8217;s something one does, to be sure you&#8217;re okay overall. Preventive maintenance.<\/p>\n<p>So I have to get up abominably early, w\/ NO caffeine &amp; no breakfast, and go get needled, poked, &amp; prodded. Plus answer the same dumb (but necessary) questions I hear every year to 18 months (I&#8217;m not as timely w\/ these as I should be!).<\/p>\n<p>But I do it. Pretty regularly. The odd few months when I forget, but I make it a kind of priority.<\/p>\n<p>And I&#8217;m wondering: what would happen if I did that w\/ my spiritual life? My emotional well-being? What if regularly &#8212; at least once a year, for cryin&#8217; out loud! &#8212; I sat down, and reflected (as seriously as my doc does) over the state of my spiritual &amp; emotional health? What if there were &#8216;tests&#8217; I could take? W\/ metrics by which I could measure my overall\u00a0condition in both these fairly subjective areas?<\/p>\n<p>As a bonafide old hippy dippy chick, I read my tarot cards periodically. For sure the first week of each year. But also when I&#8217;m feeling uncertain about life, or paths through <em>now<\/em> into <em>forward<\/em>. And while I trust the Jungian mechanism I believe makes tarot cards &#8216;work&#8217; for those of us who read them, I wish there was something else, too. Something like a kind of spiritual blood test for low blood sugar, or hypoactive thyroid&#8230; \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n<figure id=\"attachment_10552\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-10552\" style=\"width: 300px\" class=\"wp-caption alignright\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.beliefnet.com\/columnists\/beginnersheart\/files\/2015\/06\/tarot.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-10552\" src=\"https:\/\/wp-media.beliefnet.com\/sites\/239\/2015\/06\/tarot-300x205.jpg\" alt=\"the author's\" width=\"300\" height=\"205\" \/><\/a><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-10552\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">the author&#8217;s<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p>There certainly are times when my spirits are lacking the spiritual equivalent of blood sugar &#8212; the whole\u00a0<em>what have I done???\u00a0<\/em>when I contemplate the upcoming move. The fear that my younger son won&#8217;t recognise blood poisoning from the nail he jumped on until too late. The consuming anger at people who try to legislate classism, racism, sexism&#8230; I could use a test to make sure I&#8217;m at least\u00a0<em>annually<\/em> ridding myself of these toxic residues!<\/p>\n<p>So here&#8217;s to the idea of a beginner&#8217;s heart check-up\/ check-in. One where I try to remember the basics of my wisdom tradition: compassion, right speech &amp; action, love. Kind of like sleep, exercise, healthy food. If you take care of the basics? The checkups won&#8217;t be\u00a0so bad&#8230; \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Friday is my annual physical exam. I don&#8217;t particularly enjoy it &#8212; although I like my doctor. It&#8217;s something one does, to be sure you&#8217;re okay overall. Preventive maintenance. So I have to get up abominably early, w\/ NO caffeine &amp; no breakfast, and go get needled, poked, &amp; prodded. 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