{"id":490,"date":"2010-02-05T11:32:26","date_gmt":"2010-02-05T11:32:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blog.beliefnet.com\/apagansblog\/2010\/02\/on-being-a-spiritual-warrior-1.html"},"modified":"2010-02-05T11:32:26","modified_gmt":"2010-02-05T11:32:26","slug":"on-being-a-spiritual-warrior-1","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.beliefnet.com\/columnists\/apagansblog\/2010\/02\/on-being-a-spiritual-warrior-1.html","title":{"rendered":"On Being a Spiritual Warrior"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><!--StartFragment--><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\">As I meditated this morning I found myself wondering how to<br \/>\nkeep an open hearted attitude towards the depraved individuals who spend such<br \/>\nefforts attacking our religion and making life miserable for other people in<br \/>\ngeneral. <span>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p><!--EndFragment--><\/p>\n<p><!--more--><br \/>\n<!--StartFragment--><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\">It is relatively easy to do this when you are part of a long<br \/>\ntradition that has as a matter of intent sought to minimize its involvement<br \/>\nwith the world, like many Buddhist traditions.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>The Dalai Lama seems to be a good example of this capacity<br \/>\nat its best.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>I have had Buddhist<br \/>\nteachers explain that until you are enlightened your actions, no matter how<br \/>\nwell intended, will simply prolong the state of suffering.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>So meditate rather than agitate.<\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\">There is a certain truth to that at an individual level, but<br \/>\nwhen the Chinese invaded Tibet its over 1000 years of Buddhist practice did not<br \/>\npreserve it.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>Years later, during<br \/>\nthe Cultural Revolution, thousands more Buddhists followed the original fleeing<br \/>\nLamas into exile in the West.<\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\">The relatively great degree of religious freedom in the West<br \/>\nmade the revival of Buddhism possible on new continents.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>But had good men and women not fought,<br \/>\nand sometimes given their lives, for liberty the West would have been another<br \/>\nclosed theocratic society, and Vajrayana Buddhism would likely have died out.<\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\">We Pagans do not regard embodied existence as a problem<br \/>\nultimately to be overcome, and have little difficulty pushing back against<br \/>\nreligious bigots and moral monsters when given a chance.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>Landing solid blows in whatever form the<br \/>\ncontest takes can be supremely satisfying.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>Seeing spiritual cowards (like &#8220;MM&#8221; in a previous set of<br \/>\ncomments) retreat in disgrace feels good.<span>&nbsp;<br \/>\n<\/span>And <i>there<\/i><span style=\"font-style:normal\"> is the danger.<span>&nbsp;&nbsp;<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\">Alas, I think the Buddhist caution is not without<br \/>\nweight.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>The excitement of battle,<br \/>\nwith lines clearly drawn, the support of allies and the adrenal rush of anger<br \/>\nand righteousness are addictive.<span>&nbsp;<br \/>\n<\/span>They are also dangerous.<span>&nbsp;<br \/>\n<\/span>All this speaks the language of Power, and when isolated, Power depends<br \/>\non differentiation between the one who has it and the one who doesn&#8217;t.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>Battle isolates Power from other<br \/>\ncontexts, for one either prevails or one does not.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>Other issues are set aside until later.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>In battle Power is all that counts, and<br \/>\nso those addicted to Power thrive in battle.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>This is as true in battles on a blog as in physical battle<br \/>\nin Iraq or Afghanistan, although the immediate stakes in the latter are far<br \/>\nhigher for all concerned.<span>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\">But let it be clear that we battle here to try and keep<br \/>\nthose highest of stakes from also applying in America.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>Christian terrorists have already<br \/>\nkilled many people, particularly as targets and &#8220;collateral damage&#8221; over<br \/>\nabortion.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>And for every one who<br \/>\nmurders many more cheer them on.<span>&nbsp;<br \/>\n<\/span>The battle is not of our choosing, and I believe never has been.<\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\">In the heat of struggle it is very easy to dehumanize<br \/>\nenemies who have done such a good job dehumanizing themselves, their lives and<br \/>\nwords having become a towering example of religious and moral hypocrisy on a<br \/>\nvast scale.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>But if we do we come<br \/>\nmore and more to resemble them and come to worship the same Moloch of Power<br \/>\nthey do, only under a different name.<span>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\">Power is never stronger than when its devotees hate and kill<br \/>\none another as perpetual offerings to it.<span>&nbsp;<br \/>\n<\/span>The more hate the stronger it grows because it gets ever more difficult<br \/>\nto see the wider context beyond the struggle.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>We should work hard not to fall into this trap, and I speak<br \/>\nhere for myself as much as anyone else.<span>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\">In meditation I wondered where the spark of goodness could<br \/>\npossibly reside in the hearts of those who attack others for the crime of being<br \/>\ndifferent from themselves, and who, in their pride and arrogance, believe they<br \/>\nset an example everyone else should follow.<span>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\">The insight that came to me was that even these people take<br \/>\npleasure in those like themselves.<span>&nbsp;<br \/>\n<\/span>Here is where a spark of compassion and decency resides even among these<br \/>\nmost spiritually fallen folks.<span>&nbsp;<br \/>\n<\/span>Their compassion for those who are different is not extinguished, but<br \/>\nthe differences must be very small.<span>&nbsp;<br \/>\n<\/span>No one is simply a carbon copy of another, and so any care for another<br \/>\ninvolves caring for someone who is different as well as similar.<span>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\">Where hope lies is in their realizing, bit by bit, the<br \/>\nability to expand that small circle of care and compassion into larger more<br \/>\ninclusive dimensions.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>And in that<br \/>\ntask, they face the same spiritual challenge I do, and I suspect the rest of us<br \/>\ndo as well.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>How far can we expand<br \/>\nthat circle?<\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\">And for those of us who by choice or circumstance have come<br \/>\nto be spiritual warriors, can we keep that circle large and inclusive even in<br \/>\nthe midst of struggle with those who would oppress and even kill?<span>&nbsp; <\/span>For there are oceans of Pagan and other<br \/>\nblood on the hands of the ancestors of those who call themselves the<br \/>\n&#8220;Christian&#8221; right, and more than a little on their own.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>And yet, if we do not, we will<br \/>\neventually be like them and rather than our Gods, we too will worship the<br \/>\nMoloch of Power.<\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\">We will sometimes fail in our efforts to keep our hearts<br \/>\nopen, even if we otherwise prevail. Certainly I sometimes do.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>Even those who win wars are wounded by<br \/>\nthem. This is true for societies and equally for the individuals in those<br \/>\nsocieties.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>So we should be gentle<br \/>\nwith ourselves when we fall short of our goals.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>We need to remember that those who made it possible for<br \/>\nBuddhists to have another chance with their path were not perfect, but they created<br \/>\na big improvement over what would have been the case if they had not tried to<br \/>\nstrive for a better world.<\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\">At the same time, we need to keep in mind what I regard as<br \/>\none of the most important Pagan insights: that at the deepest level there is an<br \/>\nunderlying harmony, and that we manage best when we can act in keeping with it.<br \/>\nCan we remain aware of this larger context in which Power exists?<span>&nbsp; <\/span>The more that we can the more our struggles<br \/>\nagainst those who would destroy us will pave the way for a better world for<br \/>\nourselves and those who come after.<span>&nbsp;<br \/>\n<\/span>The more we can, the more power will be a blessing than a curse.<\/p>\n<p><!--EndFragment--><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>As I meditated this morning I found myself wondering how to keep an open hearted attitude towards the depraved individuals who spend such efforts attacking our religion and making life miserable for other people in general. &nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":9,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[105,108],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-490","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-pagan-spirituality","category-spirituality"],"yoast_head":"<!-- This site is optimized with the Yoast SEO plugin v23.9 - 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