What are you waiting for?
What's holding you back from beginning to lose weight, once-and-for-all?
What are you afraid of? What would happen if you really lost weight and solved your weight problem forever?
Would your success be too much to handle? Are you supposed to be overweight, unhealthy, unhappy, unsuccessful? Is that what you're programmed to be?
Or are you waiting for some really serious, life-threatening illness to force you to solve the weight problem? (By then, it may be too late. The damage could be irreversible.)
Ask yourself these questions, in a loving, caring way.