Prayer Circles

God will make a way when there seems to be no way...He works in ways we cannot see...He will be my guide and hold me close to His side..rivers in the desert I'll see...heaven and earth will fade but His word will always stay...

As I typing this message, I am listening to this song...Thank you Lord for speaking to me right now in my moments of sadness and fears..I know the evil one is trying hard to shatter my faith in You Lord. I am sorry Lord for the doubts I feel - the sense of overwhelming sadness and of missing Peter...I want to lift Your name on high..You have done so much for me and You have shown me Your unfailing love time and time again...Lord I miss my dear husband...days like this are never easy but I trust in Your might, Your power over the evil one who is breaking up this bond of marriage...I say to all who are fearful hearted 'do not be afraid, the Lord our God will come and save us all in our troubles, hopelessness..lift up your eyes to Him whom alone can save us'. Courage, do not lose hope - call upon His name...

As I am saying this now Lord I am filled with an overwhelming sense of Your love and mercy for me. Be my refuge in my day of trouble and shelter in this storm, my fortress in my time of war...I trust in Your mercy and faithful love. I entrust to you Lord all who are struggling with pain, rejection, suffering, financial difficulties, unforgiveness..Lord You alone know our deepest desires and hopes and all our fears Lord. We want to seek Your face Lord and seek to do Your Holy will in our lives. Lord how awesome is Your presence in our lives. Thank you for each day that You have blessed us with to be Your faithful followers and to take up our cross and follow You Lord and not the world and all that tells us the opposite of what we should do. I worship You and praise You lord for this sense of missing the man You have placed in my life as my husband. I lift him up to you Lord. Speak to his heart and guide him in the truth...guide him home Lord so that the three of us will be a family once again Lord.

THE MEASURE OF OUR LOVE FOR GOD IS OUR OBEDIENCE - Lord teach us all to be obedient children believing in Your Fatherly love for each one of us.

Dear Prayer Partners. I am need of prayer really bad. My husband has been unfaithful and I have been trying to save this marriage. I know that GOD "HATES DIVORCE',but I don't know what else to do. My husband Earnest, states that he does not want a divorce, but not sure where he wants to be in this marriage. He states that he loves me, but have some issues that he needs to deal with. I have stood behind this man through alot of pain and broken heart. I keep asking God is this my path? I don't go to a church any more, but I pray every day and know exactly where my heart is, with God. He states that he does not want to be with this other person. I am crying out for help as I type this prayer. The tears will not stop and the devil is working hard within, but God is stronger. The devil has worked on my husband, because he is weak and need guidance and prayer. I want to forgive and have a happy marriage. Please God, hear me calling out for your help and for your strength. Lord I pray that you will help save this marriage and take away the devil plan to destroy us and this family. Amen -- Sign not ashame to love a man and forgive him. Alicia

Lord it has been one painful day of remembering but I thank yuo all the same. I continue to lift up all marriages in trouble to You Lord. I continue to lift up husbands and wives who are struggling against all those that are out to destroy the sacred bond of marriage. Lord I also continue to lift up Peter to Your loving mercy and protection. Be merciful Lord and show him Your truth and shine Your light in his path. lead him out of darkness and bring him back home. I stand on Your promise that You hate divorce and that a man and a woman are made one in flesh and in spirit through the holy bond of marriage. I stand firm on Your promise that what You have joined together, no man or woman can tear apart. I pray a hedge of protection around Peter Lord that no one who has eyes on him will ever come close to hurting him. Protect him Lord in Your mercy, grant him the light of Your truth. Amen Lord...Amen.

Mrsnewcole3, please go this website - it has been a blessing for me in my struggles with a failed marriage. www.restorem.org I pray the Lord will bless with the peace and wisdom that is His and the joy of knowing that He sees and understands. God Bless. Take courage, our God is mighty and faithful.

I just wanted to say how blessed i feel after reading all these prayer request, My husband and I have been married now 11 years and have been through many hard struggles with 2 children. We lost everything we built from the time we married due to (not living the correct christian life) Which after everthing was over with and we moved to anouther state to start a new life I came to realize that this was Gods way of giving us a second chance to bring ourselves to him wholey and that we did and everything fell right into place. UNTIL Satan grab my husband again and then he smacked me in the face to I feel so ashamed and hurt because of our backslide that my heart is hurting so bad right now and all i want is for God to take it all give me the strength to fight and turn it all over to him to handle. I just lost my job and we are fixing to be evicted from our home and lose our vehicles, because the lady i worked for owes me so much money and all i do is pray for her to find it in her heart but nothing, and that also plays a factor in my marriage. please pray for us and all of you have my prayers as well.

Dear Blessedandbroken1. Thank you for the blessing and thanks to all who are praying for me in my time of need. I always knew that there were other woman, who wer going through the ame problems, but had no where to really turn. the only place to turn was to God. I would like to God to please guide my husband heart back to the woman (his wife Alicia) that's me, who has stood behind him and support him to the fulliest. I ask of God to show him that we are meant to be together and that he is in the right frame of mind to love me to the fullest. I pray that will answer all the woman in this prayer circle soon and bless them with the happinest they deserve. I also read a story avour a man as well, who was having trouble with his wife and I hope that works out as well.

I was reading my prayer request and notice a few mispelled words, so I wanted to make the correctings with this prayer request. Dear Blessedand broekn1. Thank you for the blessings and thanks to all who are praying for me in my time of need. I always knew that there were other woamn who were going throught the same situations, I just had nobody to talk to, except for God and that is all I really need. I would like to ask for God to please guide my husband heart back to the woman who has stood behind him through all his trials and tribulations. I ask for God to show him that we are meant for each other and that he want us to work things out with each other. To love as one. I pray that God will answer all the woman in this prayer circle soon and bless them with the happiness they deserve. I also read a story about a man, who was having the same problem with his wife and I hope that God hears his prayers as well. I ask of God to show my husband the path of rightousness and to walk in his word as I have found and continue to find. I have been reading a book. The Power Of A Praying Wife, by Stormie Omartian, which is pretty good. The prayers are wonderful alone w/the extra hints that go alone with it. Please God I ask that you look over us and guide us to happiness and a good marriage. here's a prayer that i have been reading out loud. "In time of need", Heavenly Father, In my present need, help me to believe that you are aware of my anxiety and will do what is best for me. Give me the strength to trust you and put the present and future in your hands. Grant this through Christ, our Lord. Amen. I have several prayers that I use every night and day. I wonder if I am praying too much and will stop hearing my prayers? Please god I ask that you don't stop hearing my prayers, no matter how often I come to you. I love you dear Almighty God.

I ask for the clarity of my marriage. I am with someone who makes me very angry,and upset. I was never happy. I just tried to be and hoped that it was true. We have six children and theres something that is making it so hard for me to see that this marriage ends even thou i think that it would be a good thing to divorce. My children and i are miserable around him and he seems to not know how to do anything different from what he knows and it is breaking my heart. I pray that an angel touches him so that his eyes can open and if he is not the man for me then take him away and teach him love regardless to how we turn out. And if he is please he has got to change to learn that he is bringing pain to his family. The lying, and the cheating, and the pride and ego has got to go.

Angels. spirit guides and god. I come to you tonight to ask that you touch the hearts of the women that are crying and paining over their husbands. We as women have to hold on and have faith and keep strong. God i ask you to bound these husbands and give them an ear full of belief that will make their hearts know you and love you and love themselves so that they will stop hurting the very thing that you created for them. You said god that man must love their wives like they love themselves. So i ask god, spirits, angels. Bring the men to know love for themselves and pull the wool over their eyes so that they could see the hurt in the eyes of those who love them and are willing to stick by them thru thick and thin. God only you and those who work for you can bring forth men that we all can be proud of. I want to be proud of my husband and i want to love my husband for all the right reasons, reasons that will make us rejoice and not the bitter painful reasons. I know that life is no easy thing. But marriage is a union brought together by you. So i ask as i read the hearts of others. Please send forth a healing and send forth the love that we women(doves) desire.

Dear lesisblessed. You can't let the devil win, by being angry and upset, because you know he does not like anything to be of good or any one to be happy. You that God "HATES DIVORCE", trust in him (God) and he will take care of you one way or another. Our husband's have no idea what GOD has in store for them, that is why we have to continue to pray for them. The pain is so deep, I know it is hard to let healing happen, but we as woman have to try an be strong for the children and for our selves. I ask for God to please release the pain and send forth happiness for all the woman, who are experiencing the same pain and hurt. Heal their husband and shoe them that loving themselves and loving their wife is all that he needs to be a complete man. God, I acome to you to ask that you show the husbands that if you need something, don't run to the devil, run to the angels and they will guide you. God it is so hard to be strong, when your hear is so broken, but i have to try. Hear these prayer's dear God.

mrsnewcole3. Thankyou for your words of wisdom. I have been with my husband for thirthteen years and not once can i remember a time when i was completely secure with him. For years we have been battling with his adultery. For years i have been supportive and understanding and a holy wife because i was the wife that god had given him,but he was never the husband that god wanted for a woman. Fore his eye was always and still is on the flesh. He has taken a lot from me.How can two people who are on opposites dwell in a marriage. I am trying to live life with the knowledge of god,love,forgiveness,and spirit and he is in the world. He keeps my house unbalanced and unpeaceful. He represents what is evil because if someone can lie, cheat, and keep anger in their heart than they don't know god and he needs to be filled and touched with the holy spirit, not for me or this marriage but for hisself so that he can let go of those demons that has a hold on him. As for our marriage that is over. God made us with free will and my will tried for years to go thru it. And he has almost defeated me but see i got god on my side and he stands beside me to help me in this battle until he gave me the courage to say that i deserve better because he that is in me is great and if this man cannot see that god dwells in his home and in his family then he has lost the angels. Too bad for him but i will not continue to allow for this man to bring me to my knees in misery. There is a man if it is meant that god will send to me that will love me the way that god has, an if not god loves me and that's all that matters. And if you continue to read in the bible god doesnot favor a cheating man. He made one man for one wowan. That was his design. He said that adultery is grounds for a divorce, if the heart is hardened. If your heart isn't hardened and you see to it that this marriage of yours is well worth the fight then i will pray for you.but your husband has got to want the same things you want or you will be praying for something that may never come to pass. because god will come to everyone but the person has to be open to recieve the message. My husbands time to grow is slower than mines and god has to bring him down before he is lifted up and sometimes we as women stand in the way of gods work. I pray that all men come to realize that god has sent them an angel.But i also pray that we as women learn that we must say enough is enough because there are some people who are out there in the world who's sole purpose is to steal away the joy that god has got to offer. The devil has his own people just because we love them that doesn't mean that they aren't what we can not see. Stay strong and be wise. Love you with the love of god and again thankyou. Grace and peace.

lesisblessed. There seem to be alot of anger inside of you. which I can understand to the fullest., but I can't let that anger destroy the inner me, the person that God me to be. If God feels that the men in our lives are not meant to be with, then ask for God to remove him from your presence. God still has him there with you for some reason and you still there with him for some reason. My husband and I have seperated, before and he has come back each time for some un known reason. He is still here now. I ask for a divorce and he told he did not want a divorce. While I told him, then he need to get his self together and pray that God gives him a chance to make it up to me. I pray, because it keeps me sane and keeps the devil from taking over my thoughts and acting on them. I talked to a friend today, who told me to read the book of JOB, which I had not read for some time now. I just think about what JOB went through to prove his faith and show God that nothing can destroy his faith in him. We as woman have to make it up in our minds if we stand the heat and believe that God will make it better or get out and know that God will forgive us for leaving his kingdom of marriage. We don't have to take anything from any man, lieing,cheating,stealing, abuse or anything that can bring down the moral in you, but I ask that you trust in God to take away the pain, the anger and that he will bring happiness into your heart again. He will allow you to smile and know that smile is full of joy. I truely know what you are going through. I have been with my husband for 12years and married to him for 5. We have been through hell and back, while we are back in hell, because the devil is trying very hard to break us down and destroy the faith that I have in God to take care of the devil's work. If my husband is not meant to be her with me, then I ask for God to take him out of our lives and send a husband that is suppose to be in our lives. All things happen for a reason, which we can not explain and men go through things, because they don't know how to tell their wives what it is they are missing in their hearts,sexually and emoitionally. that seems to be one of the biggest problems for a men. For the woman who engage with a married man, they have no respect for themselves. Those woman are having identity problems and has been hurting by men in some form of a away, may it not enough love for their father, abused or molested, which does not justify what they did, but use it as an excuse. With all that said, I just pray for every body to find the right love in their life and to be happy with knowing that all things are possible with prayer and God.

mrsnewcole3 you have a point.I will give it to god and let him work things out. I like you because you are stead fast on your faith and will not stray. That you have good character and i will pray that your husband knows what he has because its a rare gift. Thankyou for responding and talk to you later. God bless you and your family.

lesisblessed. I come to this site, because woman of all kind are reaching out for help and prayer. Coming to this site helps me in many ways and to ease some of the pain, because I know that there are people praying for me and my family. Also gives me a chance to encourage others and try an ease their pain with the words of Jesus Christ our Savior. If I don't keep faith, what else is there for me to hold on to? Your husband has not realize what he has in you, because you are a woman of God and woman of honesty in her heart. I ask, have you ever asked your husband what it is that is missing in his life and this marriage? I asked my husband and it turn out to be sexual thing, which in turn I told him if you don't tell me I can't make the changes. While that part has changed. I have an angel watching over me I know. I can say that reading The Power of A Praying Wife, by Stormie Omartian and Marriage on The Rock, by Jimmy Evans really put some insight on how to handle the marriage.I just believe in God and that I believe that with this prayer circle we will all make it.

Bluridggirl2000. The same is for you as well, place all your cares in the hands of God and he will take care of you and help through the rough times. I also ask that you please read JOB and really understand what he went through to get where he did and knew that he could never give up faith. Once again things happen for unknown reason's and we are not meant to try an figure them out, just pray to God that he would heal the pain and fix the wrong. Never feel ashame of anything, because the devil can not stand for happiness to be any where. He will attack the weakess link in your house hold and it was your husband, but your are stronger than that, because you have God. Never give up and cast all your cares onto him (God).

stackkay1. It seems that you are on the right track of trying to fix what is wrong. Just read the other prayers and what they are saying and you to will find a common ground and a way to ease the pain and the hurt of your husband and yoru self. It has to start with you. As iI read your prayer, it seems to be alot of hurt on both sides of the marriage. Put if in God hands and let it ride. God bless you and your family.

mrsnewcole3, when you asked me if i had asked my husband what is wrong with the way the marriage is in his eyes, it is a sexual problem and it is also the fact that he feels that i side with my children and that i am always with the children more than i am with him. I cannot argue with him about that because ever since the third affair he has had i have placed myself further away from him. We are currently sleeping apart.and that is because i can not control my temper and i will argue with him. So in order for me to not fly off the handle and say things to him that is not of a godly person, i gave myself space. so that i can collect my thoughts. OF COURSE my children have taken over. but i am hurting because i have forgiven him for so many times and he seems to not care about how i would feel or how i do feel about his actions. He also says that i am not sexual towards him and it is also true, I can not because i do not feel special and i feel that it is only a physical thing for him. I am turned off completely. i couldn't see myself doing anything because i am not happy. For everyone who reads this this will be a true testimony if god wants this marriage to work, because i am cold and unfeeling. I look at it this way.i would never try to hurt someone even when they have hurt me. I am a person who tries to work things out. and i know that everyone is not like me, but i truely feel like i am being taken advantage of. I know that god forgives and i must learn to walk in forgiveness. But from the time this man has been in my life he has slept with plenty of woman. However i did say that i will rest it in gods hands and let him give me the next step to follow. It takes a deep breath to let things go. However i just did. Thankyou

Dear Partners: My cross is so heavy to carry today. This last weekend has caught up to me, the highs and the many lows. I have seen my husband everyday since Thurs. Not to be with me but becasue of plumbing issues, r daughters and softball games. Last night was the last softball game and I feel I will not see him again in awhile. I stand firm on my belief that God will restore my marriage and yet everyone around me keeps trying to prepare me for what is to come. God doesnt want this for anyone. I let the Devil in and know I need God to help me get him out of our home and heart f my husband. My husband is the kindest getlest soul I have ever met. He wouldnt bring me such pain if he understood all this. Why cant God get to him? As you can see I am in such despair today. Cant work and my pjs sound good all day.
Please pray for strength in all we encounter and pray our husbands see the lglorious light awaiting for them at home.
My God Bless Us All
A final note I have alwasy beleived the Dove is Gods bird. We had a horrible storm last week and 2 baby Doves fell from a nest somewhere. At the time we started caring for them my daughters and I had no idea they were Doves. Not until the Mom and Dad dove returned to the box on the ground and cared for their hurt babies. The night of theri return my husband was just leaving from he and I having a forced dinner(I begged) out. When I saw this family of Four Doves, I cried so hard my daughter comforted me. We are a family of four and we shouldnt be apart. Both birds have the ability to fly now and the littlest left this morning while I was checking on her and her brother left yesterday. I still hear the cooing so I know they are here
This is a sign I have taken from God that all will be ok when I gather my strength. Am I crazy or what? God's beautiful Dove Family.

Dear Ourlove, Take courage and have faith in the mighty power and mercy of God. Thank God for the many roses that come your way each day - that is the many blessings and gifts He has showered on us each day, sometimes the thorns can get to us but inspite of the thorns the rose is still the most beautiful flower, at least it is for me. I pray you will blessed with many more roses and the wonderful fragrance...God is so good. He will never leave us to carry our cross alone and in despair. If it is too heavy He will provide the strength or He will remove that cross..His will to be done today and everyday. I pray for the peace of Jesus in your life at this very moment. You know what each of need at every point in time Lord -I pray You will bless ourlove with Your wisdom, Your light, Your love, Your mercy, Your strength, Your peace.
Thank You Lord for knowing just what I needed in my time of need. I was missing Peter so much and today he called and actually drove me home from work. It was a pleasant surprise though at first I was fearful of what his 'intentions' were - I thought this might be 'd' day or something! I am of so little faith Lord! I am sorry for feeling so fearful Lord - to me this was just the glimmer of hope I needed to show me Your ever present love and mercy. My heart just felt such a deep sense of being loved Lord and understood by You. It was as though You were showing me that he does miss me and though he would not come out and say it, to do what he did showed me there is hope! I continue to build a hedge around him that no one can get to him - that all those who lust after him will not touch him and that Lord You will be merciful and shine Your light in his darkness and lead him home. But not my will Lord but Yours be done.

Dear Blessedandbroken1: I can't beleive your message to me was about the roses. My favorite flower is also the rose. And juts before I signed on I was on the phone and sent a single red rose to my husband to be delivered tomorrow with no card.
How glorious the lOrd is for your prayers. The peace and the excitement you must be feeling must be so calm and yet overwhelming at the same time. Praise to God for hearing our thoughts and prayers. I know he hears and listens. It is I that must listen also.
My Gods GLory be with you all.
Ourloves forever

My fellow Parnters in God:
I knew I was worried and depressed today but didnt actually know why , until now. I just received an email. My husband is going through with the divorce. Nothing i have said or done matters. He is eroded from my heart and life, he has nothing for me. Told me to take care of our daughters and blame him. He thinks I blame him and I blame myself to the point it is unbearable. I do not know if I can carry tis cross. i do not know if I can go on. AT this moment my life is over. God no no divorce why cant i have my prayers. Its hurting no one and taking from no one. Just doing what we no what God intended. I pray God hears all your prayers and finds it in his holiness to bless you all, for some reason I do not live up to his promises. I love him and my husband but I dont qualify for that life. I have always disliked myself and thought I was better, maybe god and greg knew all along i wasnt
May he bless you all and best wishes for a glorious life with the lord and your families

To all the beautiful woman in this prayer circle. I would like to say this prayer for you. The Lord is my rock and my fortress and my deliverer; my God, my strengh, in whom I will trust; my shield and the horn of my salvation. my stronghold. I will call upon the Lord, who is worthy to be praised: so shall I be saved from my ememies. psalms 18:2,3.

lesisblessed. I am glad to keep talking with you through prayer and understanding and the rest of the prayer circle. I have this prayer for you. Whatever things you ask when you pray, believe that you receive them, and you will have them. And whenever you stand praying, if you have anything angainst anyone, forgive him, that your Father in heaven may also forgive you your trespasses. Mark 11 24.25. I reall y know how hard it is to let forgive and let go of the past, but God has forgiving us in our sins. God never sais that we had to forget, jut be avle to forgive and move on. You have a calling, what the calling is we have no idea. I aks that you look at the good times, before all that happen and try an work on the relationship of being more than just room mates. I know there is probably nothing I can say that can change yoru mind, but if leaving him is really waht you want to do, then God will not fault you for that, because your husband has released you as a wife along time ago, when committed the 1st adultry act. I have friends that are telling me to hang in there, because God has a blessing for that is beyond my knowing. Keep the faith and keep coming to site for encouragement, when you feel down or just want to talk.

I would like to say to every one who has had a good experience so far and notice slight change in their marriage that is the work of God and the angels that guiding you alone the way. I wish for all you to be happy and for God to bless us all.

I would like to make this statement. We as women, feel that things are all good, when things start to happen the way we want them and we stop praying. I notice that is what I did, when it came down to my marriage. I stop praying for better and greater things to happen in our marriage. I realize that, you can't do that. We should never stray away from prayer, because that is an opening for the devil to come right in and take over and cause habit in the home, work or where ever he feels the problem mayb e. As I set here listening to Mary Mary (incredible cd), thoughts come in my mind on how much the Lord loves us all and how he want's us to all be happy. I know I am not able to battle this devil by myself. I will need the help of God and others to pray with me and I will pray for them, to help them defeat the devil. We are a strong force and with that anything is possvible. I will keep each and every one of you in my prayers and thoughts. God bless you all.

lesisblessed. There is a part in theprayer where I made some serious errors. I was saying that, If leaving him is really what you want, then God will not fault you for that, because your husband has released you as his wife a long time ago. Also we may not forget, but we can forgive and God has forgiving us of our sins. God just stated that we need to forgive, not forget. I want to cry, because my heart is still hurting, but something is keeping the tears in. I am not sure if the prayer of this circle is working on me inside right now. I have come alone way to find a place to speak the word and somebody to inspire me to keep up the good work. I will contiue to pray and read the book of JOB.

To ourlove you seem so depressed that i had to touch you before i continued to talk to mrsnewcole 3. It is not your fault that your husband wants a divorce and i hope that you hold your head up because this will be a hard and hurtful time. I listen to beebee and ceecee winans and there is a record that says...MAYBE IT'S NOT OUR TO KNOW BUT WE HAVE TO LEARN TO LET THINGS GO; AND SIMPLY TRY TO MAKE THE MOST OF EVERYDAY IN ANYWAY AND KNOW THAT WE WILL FIND OUR WAY. COUNT IT ALL JOY, ALL THAT YOUR GOING THROUGH EVEN WHEN YOUR FEELING DOWN. COUNT IT ALL J0Y EACH MOMENT A GIFT TO YOU SO TURN IT ALL AROUND EVEN IN THE DARKEST NIGHT IF YOU LOOK STRAIGHT AHEAD THERE A RAY OF SUN LIGHT WAITING THERE.
God is love and he loves you. And just like a father sometimes he has to let his child go through some things and just be there to ease the pain. This life is a learning journey and you never know why your husband is moving away from you in this divorce. perhaps there is a man that god is sending you that he wants you to have. DONT BE UPSET LADIES OR OURLOVE.because i am a firm believer in knowing that some times we choose people that wasn't really right for you. But right now you are in a lot of pain and feel that your world is half way over, but is isn't you have your children to live for and you are within yourself the best for you. learn how to be in your own company and enjoy it and love yourself. if your husband didn't know what he had then move along to find someone who will enjoy all that you are and have to offer. AND THAT WILL HAVE TO BE WHEN YOU HEAL YOURSELF AND UNDERSTAND THAT SOMETIMES THINGS HAPPEN THAT WAY.

MRSNEWCOLE3 I am reading your words and i just want you to know that i spoke to my husband tonight and told him that i donot want to be with him anymore. i came to that conclusion because i am very bitter and i will be no good to him or myself if i pretend that i want to stay married to him. i believe that he isn't ready to be involved with a person like myself. I am a very serious person i donot enjoy someone toying with my emotions. I have enough to deal with trying to live in this world and the last thing i want is for me to have a marriage in which i am not happy, or secure. I donot want to worry if i refuse to sleep with him, will he inturn sleep with someone else or if something is bothering him enough to make him weak again. He has to much power over my emotions and i want them back. i do forgive him and i will forget in time about everything, but he is in his habits and they don't go away and i can pray them away but he has got to accept it and want to be loyal for his own reasons not because, Loyality is from the heart and if a person has to work to hard at something it is usually because they really don't want to do it because of the choice of what can be done. just like yourself. I know you couldn't imagine another man touching you and because of that you are loyal to the man you have.That's from the heart. I want that the undying commitment. I know men are weak and that's why i believe that it isn't truely love. because love isn't weak it is either you are or you aren't there is no inbetweens.

mrsnewcole i hope that i haven't offended you.
To any of the other women in this group who happens to read this i hope that i am not offending you all.
As a female i have experienced a lot of rejection and a lot of mean doing. I am not wanting a pity party because i am sure some of you have also. I JUST don't take it lightly. Believe me mrsnewcole3 god has manifested himself thru a lot of messages to me. I have witnessed a lot. And sometimes you pray for god to show you the answer and the answer is right there in your face, but you refuse to see it because it isn't what you are asking for. I prayed and prayed and cried and cried. I WALKED AROUND in a point in my life where i was so depressed that i let people tell me that i had no care for myself. and it was over someone who continues to this day to walk all over me and when i ask why he will come up with an excuse like not enough sex or the kids. PLEASE. However i continued to pray and what i kept seeing is the same things. and one day it dawned on me i am praying to see my husband and god is allowing me to find out what he is all about.(WHAT YOU DO IN THE DARK, COMES OUT IN THE LIGHT) THE LIGHT IS GOD. i was praying and god showed me, he opened my eyes to see that what i have is what he is and that will not change. because my husband doesn't know christ and doesn't seek him. I am not bashing him but i am just saying that sometimes you want something so bad that you really don't see the truth that is sitting right in front of your eyes. Walk in faith because i don't doubt that you do.Find the time to heal yourself because it sound like that's what you are in need of that. Ask your husband to hold you so that you can begin the process of healing. And take your time with both eyes open. I say that because i stand with you and know how you are feeling and know that pain.

OURLOVE I HOPE U ARE STILL AMOUNG US. Please stay strong and pray that things come out for the best. It may not be what you want, but ask god for his will to be done. Sometimes he has got to be let go and if it is really love he will find his way back.