Prayer Circles

DEAr LORD; I JUST CONTINUE TO PRAY THAT YOU JSUT PLACE YOUR WONDERFUL MOST PRECIOUS PRESCENSE ALL AROUND THIS SITE, AND AANOINT IT WITH YOUR BLESSING AND HEALING,A ND I PRAY THAT YOU JUST LIFT THE SPIRITS OF TOSE WHO ARE SEARCHING AND SEEKING F OR PEACE, THAT YOU WILL JUST WRAP THEM LIKE A BLANKET OF COVERING ALL AROUND THEIRHEARTS , WITH A CLEANINGNESS OF THEIR HEARTS AND SOULS, AND THE ONES THAT ARE STILL STRUGGLING , JUST RELEASE THIER BURDENS FROM OFF OF THEM , AND CLEANSE THEM WITH A RENEWNWSS OF YOUR AMAZING CLEANSINS POWERS. HELP THEM TO SEE THAT THEY NEED YOU ,A ND THAT WITH YOU, THEIR LIVE CN ABE AMDE FULL AND WHOLE, AND BE RESTORED. AND TO THE FAMILIES OF THEM THAT ARE STRUGGLING WITH ADDICTIONS, THAT YOU WILL JUST UPLIFT THEIR BURDENS, AND MAKE THEIR BURDENS LIGHT, AND EASE THEIR TROUBLED AND WEARY HEARTS AND MINDS. I PRAY LORD THAT YOU JUST STRENGHTEN THEM DEAR JESUS. I PRAY FOR THE REQUESTS THAT HAVE BEEN MADE HERE, FOR JESSICA'S NEICESES, BETTYANN'S FRIEND, Q'S REQUESTSM THE SONS AND ADUGHTERS HERE, FRIENDS, HUSBANDS AND WIFES, AND GIRLFRIENDS, AND BOYFRIENDS, WHO MAY BE STRUGGLING WWITH A LOVED ONE WHO IS ADDICTED AND IS ADDICTED THEIRSELF, EASE THEIR TROUBLES AWAY, AND I PRAY FOR CINDY, HER SON TREVOR, FOR ETHAN , LORD JUST LET YOUR WILL BE DONE HERE, AND I PRAY FOR JONI AND HER DAUGHTER RACHAEL , AND FOR JOHN, LORD , PROTECT AND WATCH OVER THESE FAMILIES, AND I PRAY FOR RENEE, AND HER FAMILY. LORD I PRAY FOR BERRY AND HIS GRANDMOTHER ANNA, THAT YOU WILL JUST LAY YOURHEALING AHNDS UPON THEM AND ANOIN THEM WITH A HEALING THAT ONLY YOU CAN. LORD , I JUST PRAY FOR ALL HERE, AND I PLACE AND LIFT THEM UP TO YOU LORD. IN ALL THIS I ASK AND I PRAY NI YOUR PRECIOUS NAME . IN JESUS NAME I OAY. AMEN AMEN AMEN. LOVE FOREVE , KRIS

thanks but "whatever" to Kris and Jessica, I dont have bad feelings about what anyone in hear says to me, so get that straight...As far as the nurse thing YES I thing she is harsh, the way she says things untackful to people or patients( anger) stress or whatever..Ive only been on my Internship 3 days and love it and they love me and they want to hire me so YOU TELL ME IF IM BEING AN ASS....yes the truth hurts but from what I see in 3 days, my patients get real attached to me because of 3 things: I listen, I feel for them and IM there for them without jugement telling them what to do..2 today have Lung cancer and still smoke ,,,its not up to me to tell them to stop...All I said was Honey I feel for you, I used to smoke and believe me it was hard to give it up, I hope the best for you and the Doct will be right with you, andother a Tumor, so dont tell me I cant handle critizism..I love it caz it only make me stronger..I wish Jessica would not only see AA but a counsleror for her anger and hostitality problem, it will only help better herself.Im so happy in life right now so nothing anyone of you say can put me down or make me feel bad but feel free to say your feelings mad at me or not. I love muy new field and they love me, like I said only 3 days and they want to hire me after my Internship.........Its all about 1) GOD.2)Family 3) JOB.....and thats how Ive always been so he sure has been blessing me lately..Thanks for all your advices and no matter what you say Kris Jessica nor you hurt my feelings. Im a very strong willed person, outgoing, quit smoking 2 yrs ago so nothing hurts my feelings but feel free to express..Jessica I pray for your neices and Kris I pray for you health, I finally met a HEP pt and WOW they were yellow so I feel for you, In Jesus name I pray GOD protects all on this site and heals and answers all prayers,
AMEN
BA

Thanx Kris, I am happier than I have been for a long time even tho I'm alone -which might not be so bad. I realize that two of my biggest problems in life were my job and Brett. Now they are both gone. Thank you God. I have had to drop the restraining order on Brett - he blackmailed me by not paying for the truck and it was either that or go bankrupt. I pray that he stays away from me - I think he will - he better - I'm trying not to despise him but it is very hard - BA, I'm glad you are doing so well with your career - keep it up. Jessica, it sounds like you have had plenty of trauma and challenges in your life lately, I pray that God smiles upon you tomorrow and you have a great day. Love Q

bettyann; enough ALREADY; ok enough already; and youknow you got it backwards my friend, GOD FIRST, FAMILY 2, FRIENDS, CAREER, AND WHATEVER ELSE. BUT GOD ALWAYS COMES FIRST. and you know you talk a pretty good talk , good for you. but i just dont want to listen to it anymore. i love ya, but now your actions, and your attitude. it has really gotten pathetic. you have gotten vengeful, spiteful, and you know it is ok, because it is typical, so you just go on ahead and spew your venom till you get it out of your system , but i mean enough is enough, you are making a mockery out of everything this precious site stands for, and i find it appaling. i have just had it, stop and think about your actions, because it may not bother you, but think of the ones you amy be hurting. understand?you are making it to where i am dreading at times to even come on here, but i do, because i am not going to let your words be a stopping groound for GOD;S work to be done here. love and faith always, kris.

DEAR GOD; I PRAY THAT YOU WILL JUST PLACE IN BETTYANN AN UNDERSTANDING IN HER HEART AND PUT IN HER A PEACE OF TRANQUILITY AND HUMILITY. THAT SHE MAY HAVE HER EARS OPEN AND PERCEPTIVE TO ALWAYS BE WILLING AND ABLE TO HEAR AND ACCEPT THE TRUTH. I PRAY THAT YOU JUST LAY YOUR ANOINTING SPIRIT ALL AROUND HER, AND HELP HER TO SEE THAT SHE NEEDS YOU FULLY IN HER HEART AND IN HER LIFE, AND BREAK THE CHAINS THAT MAY BIND HER DOWN AT TIMES, AND I PRAY THAT BROKEN DOWN SPIRIT, AND MAKE IT WHOLE IN HERE AGAIN. INTHIS I ASK AND PRAY, IN JESUS NAME I PRAY, AMEN AMEN.

Q; i am glad that you are doing better, and that you are getting on the right track, and things are going a lil easier for you, and we are glad to see you back here again. just continue to stand your ground, and hold on to waht you know you need to do, and dont let brett intimidate you, and you are going to be fine, and one day you will meet someone who will be able q to give you and taylor the life and love that yall need. just jhold strong, and hold on, and keep looking to THE LORD, THAT IS WHERE YOUR HELP COMES FROM, AND LET HIM LEAD THE WAY, AND LWEAD YOU IN THE WAY HE WOULD HAVE YOU GO. i am glad you are doing good, and sound happier. good luck quigley. you are loved, you matter, and you are somebody. kris

dear LORD; I PRAY THAT YOU JUST CONTINUE TO WATCH OVER QUIGLEY AND TAYLOR,A ND I PRAY THAT YOU AEND YOUR PROTECTION ALL AROUND THEM , AND JUST KEEP YOUR WATCHFUL CARE ALL AROUNGD THEM , AND I PRAY THAT YOU LEAD QUIGLEY CLOSER TO EACH DAY. IN ALL THIS I ASK AND I PRAY , IN JESUS NAME I PRAY. AMEN AMEN.

Kris,
Read my post correctly....I said GOD 1st, Family 2nd Job 3rd..wow you guys are something else...I dont think I need to come back too soon, your all so quick to Judge and REMEMBER GOD DOESNT JUDGE.love thy neighbor do you?>.Like I said Im happy so Judge all you want, smoke cigs and ruin your lungs all you want, take pills all you want, downgrade all you want, whatever makes YOU GUYS happy, I do for HIM NOT YOU, BUT THANKS AGAIN FOR SUCH THOUGHTFUL( HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAH_) advice..I pray he blesses each and all and all addicts whether killing your lungs and shorting your life or drugs to relieve the pain or alchol to forget that HE OUR LORD gets you off these things, what I see daily now 1 week I am soooooooooo thankful to be healthy, alive not on drugs and a healty Diabetic..Be thankful for what you have for tomorrow it may all be gone,
GOD BLESS,
BA

ALL PEOPLE WHO ARE ANGRY AND RESENTFUL SHOULD READ THE FOLLOWING PASSAGE FROM THE BIG BOOK:

And acceptance is the answer to ALL my problems today. When I am disturbed, it is because I find some person, place, thing, or situation---some fact of my life---unacceptable to me, and I can find no serenity until "I" accept that person,place, thing or situation as being exactly tge way it is supposed to be at this moment. Nothing, ABSOLUTELY NOTHING, happens in God's world by mistake. Until I could accept my alcoholism, I could not stay sober; unless I accept life completely on life's terms, I cannot be happy. I need to concentrate not so much on what needs to be changed in this world as on WHAT NEEDS TO BE CHANGED IN ME AND IN MY ATTITUDES.

Alcoholics Anonymous pg 449
God bless you all through whatever you may be struggleing with..THINK POSITIVE, it does miracles, you can overcome any challange if you put the effort forward,
Love Yah,
BA

betty ann; first of all, excuse me, if i made a slip or mistake, forgive me, but you know i really dont think that you live by what you say in here, because when you have GOD in your heart truly, you dont spew out lies and deceit, and attack the way you have been doing. it is all lies bettyann, and you are fooling nobody but yourself, and this is what i know very well. and you know i have took far more worse abuse out of mouths than yours and i have survived and over came, and i will continue. i dont feel any thing by what you say, but just pity, and sadness, and you can snap at me all you want, but all i have ever tried to do is what i was led to do, and that is save the life of afriend, and GOD gives the strength to stand strong to ones like you , who are full of denial, vengeness, and so full of them selves, that they cant see the truth that is in fronmt of them, but as i said that is ok, that is fine, because, far more better than you have knocked me down,a nd i hve gotten right back up, and more stronger, becaause i stand in my astrength, and truth, and love for MY GOD. and you dont like it, then so be it, iam sick of your attitude, and what you are doing in this site, it is mean it is hateful it is vicious, it is spiteful, and so bring it on, hit me with your best shot, because i am going to keep standing my ground, and standing in my FAITH, my LOVE, my HOPEE, AND YOU LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING , AND I MEAN I WANT YOU TO HEAR THIS LOUD AND CLEAR , BECAUSE I AM NOT GOING TO REPEAT IT AGAAIN, ENOUGH IS ENOUGH, STOP IT ALREADY. AND YOU LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING ELSE, IT TAKES AN AWEFUL AWEFUL LOT TO MAKE ME UPSET AND MAD, BECAUSE I HAVE ALWAYS BEEEN THE TYPE WHERE I CAN TAKE IT AND PUSH IT DOWN IN MY HEART AND BURY IT, AND IT MAY KILL ME, BUT I AM NOT GOING TO LET YOU KNOW IT, THAT IS HOW I AHVE ALWAYSY BEEN, BUT BECAUSE I NOW HAVE TO WATCH STRESS LEVELS, I CANT DO THAT ANYMORE, BECAUSE STRRESS IS LIKE A LOADED GUN TO MY GUN TO MY HEAD NOW, I CANT BE UNDER ANY STREESSSSSSSSSSS, AND YOU ARE BREAKING MMMMMMMMMMYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY HEART. YOU MEAN , YOU SPITEFUL HATEFUL ATTITUDE , AND SOMEHOW YOU HAVE DECIDED IT IS OPEN SEASON ON ME , JESSIACA, AND ANYONE ELSE THAT DONT AGREE WITH YOUR SICK CONTORTED CRAP. . AND YOU WANT TO BRING IT ON, WELL HER IT IS HONEY, TRUTH IN FULL FORCE. SO GET READY. #1. THIS STUPID LIL REMARKS ON SMOKING, IS THAT THE BEST YOU CAN DO, @2. THAT ONE THAT YOU SAW THAT HAS AS YOU SAY WOW I SAW WHAT YOU HAVE, WELL LET ME TELL YOU , TAKE A GOOD LONG LOOK , AND THANK YOUR GOD ABOVE THAT YOU HAVE BEEN SPARED AND THANK HIM FOR BLESSING YOUR LIFE, BECAUSE YOU KNOW WHAT I DO BETTYANN, I AM SO VERY GRATEFUL AND THANKFUL TO GOD, FOR EVERY DAY I HAVE ON THIS EARTH, AND FOR SPARING ME SO MUCH MUCH PAIN, BEECAUSE YOU LET ME TELL YOU THERE ARE DAYS I AM IN SO MUCH PAIN AND MISERY AND I CANT EVEN KNOW WHERE I AM , AND WALK FROM ONE ROOM TO THE NEXT , AND I AM STILL DO YOU HEAR ME STILL THANKFUL AND GRATEFUL TO MY GOD ABOVE, BECASUE HE IS STILL WORKING INME, HE IS STILL DOINDG A MIRACLE IN ME. AND I THANK HIM FOR LOVING ME AND HELPING ME THROUGH IT ALL, SOMTHE NEXT TIME YOU WANT TO POP YOUUR MOUTH ABOUT THAT, YOU BE THANKFUL LIL GIRL THAT YOU ARE ONE OF THE LUCKY ONES THAT HAS BEEN SPARED FROM THIS DREADFUL DISEASE THAT MAKES YOU OLD BEFORE YOUR TIME, BUT STILL ALL IN ALL, YOUR ARE THANKFUL AND FEEL BLESSED BECAUSE GOD GAVE YOU THE ACCEPTANCE TO NOT GIVE IN, GIVE UP, BUT TO ACCEPT IT, AND TO KNOW THAT WHEN YOUR TIME COMES , YOU KNOW THAT WHEN YOU LEAVE THIS WORLD , YOU WILL BE WITH HIM. NOW COME ON WITH IT, BECAUSE HONEY, I 'M JUST GETTING WARMED UP.

Thank you Kris for your prayer - it means more than you will ever know.

Now, BA and Kris, I've heard of freedom of speech but you both need to stop. I don't want to be shot at for saying this but I'm going to anyway - you are both sounding angry and hurtful - and I'm not sure what either one of you are accomplishing. I love you both very much but no one is going to win here. It's not about that, remember.

Dear Lord,

I pray that you can bring my two friends, Bettyann and Kris back together as sisters who care about one another and help them end this silly unproductive argument. I ask forgiveness for any fault I have in this and I pray that we can all use this site for what its sole intent and purpose was originally meant for. Joining together in prayer to help one another get thru the trials of life. Lord, I also pray that you can help me to overcome my shortcomings in life and to excel for mine and Taylor's sake. Amen

Kris, Sooooooooo sorry your upset? About what Im not sure , just as you say about my drinking I guess the TRUTH hurts about YOUR smoking, but thats your life, my new job is too try and get people HEALTHY so just as you care I care for your lungs, As far as you sick of me fine, I wont be back, I no how I feel and am not full of lies, and vengence, so I hope you will get straight also with GOD, our bodies are the Holy temple of GOD, I quit smoking 2 yrs ago, now stopping the drinking since on meds, but IM NOT knocking you so think what you want to think, I just have a new direction in life and when you see [people dieing at the Dt's office of cancer it just makes you really appreciate life and do all you can do to live longer..LIke I stated, IM VERY HAPPY and since you get so pissed of at my words and think they are hurtful I wont be back
BA

Lord, Please bless this site.Please stop the anger & hurt. Bless all of those who have come here in prayer , their families & friends. Amen.
Thank You all for your prayers & kind words. Love You All, Ren

dear quigley, thank you for accepting my prayer, and you know i love ya, and i am not in an argument with bettyann, it is in righteousness truth and standing up for what is right, that i have said what i have said, and i cried, and i have been very hurt by her, and it has been very uncalled for by hurtful ness on here, but i am a forgiving person, and always have been and always will be. i forgive her, but i am so hurt and so torn apart in my heart by her hateful wordsand now she wants to attack my FAITH IN GOD. it is not worth a response anymore. i still love her, and hope and wish that she someday truly geets her act and life together , but my hands are washed clean.people with bypolar can be very hateful and very mean spirited, and for someone who is talking about judging, she is the one who has done that all on her own, i have had to get on here , and say things that have just about killed me to say them, but they had to said, and i never once in anything that i ahve ever said on here, ever once have said in a hatred matter, i have said it from my heart, i have said it out of love, and i have said it of righteous boldness and anger, and i ahve it because it needed to be said, and these last few posts of betty's ann, have been attacks and there is no place for taht is in this site and it is a site that GOD HAD BLESSED AND LAID HIS SPIRIT UPON, and i truly hope that we can all get back to where we can allow the SPIRIT OF HIS ANOINTING TO FLOW BACK IN HERE , AND THE SPIRIT OF HIS LOVE TO BE IN HERE FULLY AGAIN, because right now, i have not told yall on here, because as i have said, i tend to want to be there for everyone else, and not tell or let everyone know how bad it is with me right now, but my health is deterioating right now, rapidly, and i am going thru some very bad days right now, but i am still and alwasy will be ther for my friends, and i know GOD is still holding me up, and sharon, she has seen me , and she has seen me at my worst. i love you all , and yall are my heart, and even bettyann, but she has broken my heart, and i can not at this time because of health reasons come back here for awhile. itm has took a huge toll on me. i love you all and wish you the very best. i will try ans come back soon. i know the LORD has some things HE wants me to put in here, and after that, i will stay in touch with yall, but until i can get my health back on track, i wont be able to come back. love ya lots. kris

Thanks Kris for your prayers God bless you and everyone here!

dear renee; my precious friend; i am so truly sorry, and i apologize for i hold you so dear, and it is always been such a blessing for me on this site, and the true friends i have been blessed with on here, and including you and it is always so good to hear from you and when we get to talk, and i am so sorry that tommy's site has took a turn in it like this. trulky accept my apology. i would never do anything to hurt you or to hurt tommy's memory, and most importantly too, to damamge the work that GOD STARTED IN ME LONG AGO here . i am so blessed to have met and know all of you wonderful friends on here that i have made and are so close too, and iwll stay in touch with all of you, and i will be back in time, and renee, GOS IS STILL HERE, AND THIS SITE WILL STILL DO THE WORK IT WAS intenede to do. i promise you that, and nothing will ever be able to tear that down. you are a wonderful friend,a nd i thank you for who you are. love you always, kris.

cindy, joni, yall are the greatest, and i will talk to you soon, and stay in touch with yall also.

jessica. keep your head held high. love , kris.

for all of you who ahve come on here, annie girl , bonnie, and cw, and all who have not been on here for awhile, we all miss you alot and hope you are doing well , and hope to see you back agaian soon.and for all the newons who will soon come and or come on her, MAY GOD BLESS AND KEEP EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU SAFE AND BE YOUR GUIDING LIGHT TO THE TRUTH AND TO HIS LOVE. AND REMEMBER YOU ARE LOVED, YOU MATTER, AND YOU ARE SOMEBODY. LOVE ALWAYS, KRIS.


DEAR GOD; I COME TO YOU IN PRAYER; I ASK FOR YOUR FORGIVENESS, AND I ASK THAT YOU ANOINT THIS BELOVED SITE WITH YOUR BLESSEDNESS, AND SEND YOUR LIGHT AND PRESCENSE ALL AROUND IT. I ASK THAT YOU TOUCH EVERYONE WHO COMES HERE WITH AN ANOINTING OF YOUR HOLY SPIRIT. I ASK THAT YOU KEEP YOUR LOVE AND GRACE AND MERCY BLANKETED AROUND THEM , AND SEND YOUR MIGHTEST OF HOLY ANGELS ALL AROUNG THEM. I ASK FOR FORGIVENESS, I ASK FOR PEACE, I SK FOR COMFORTNESS, I ASK TRUTH, IASK FOR YOUR WILL HER, IASK FOR IT ALL HERE LORD TO BE LIKE A COVERING OVER THIS SITE. I ASK THAT THERE BE HARMONY AND TRUE INNER GLORY AND RIGHTEOUNESS THAT FOLLOWS HERE. I ASK THAT YOU WATCH OVER EACH AND EVERY ONE THAT COMES HERE, AND PROTECT AND LOVE THEM WITH AN EVERLASTING SALVATION OF YOUR GRACE AND MERCY AND LIGHT AND LOVE. I ASK THAT YOUR WILL BE DONE. I ASK THIS ALL IN YOUR PRECIOUS HOLY NAME, IN JESUS NAME I PRAY. AMEN AMEN. LOVE FOREVER. KRIS

THANK YOU SO MUCH TAMMY. I JUST FIXING TO SIGN , AND GOD HAD RECHECK THIS POST BEFORE I SIGNEED OFF, THANKYOU. LOVE AND FAITH , KRIS. MY EMAIL-littlecreekwillow@hotmail.com, if you or anyone ever wants to write. love always, kris

It's time to stop blaming and pointing out others faults. No one on this site or any site is perfect. Lets all start by taking responsibility for our words and actions. I want to remind a certain few this site is not intended to be used in the way I view it is being used. We should be here to support and encourage one another. Also, to respect one anothers opinions (we cannot always agree) but we cannot tolerate being offended for trying to help and offer good,sound advice. If you do not want the support, help or advice you are in the wrong place. We are not here to judge anyone,right? so lets begin to create a different agenda with this site. I do not like what I've read from a couple of members, their entries were just inappropiate and do not and will not benefit any of us truly seeking help and support. Hasn't our journey been long enough it's time to get serious for those who really want a quality filled life.

Please let me know if anyone agrees or disagrees with me. I am open to your comments and suggestions. I know there are some members that come to this site and put their whole heart and soul into giving everyone as much love and support they can possibly give and I applaud those members. Do not quit, we need you all. But frankly, I see there a couple of members that are just not being as open and receptive to the help and support that is available to them. And to them I say...Stop with the excuses please, and the childish
antics, this is just not the place for it. No one, I repeat, no one here is better than anyonr else, we are all the same, we are human.

Hello all,

I agree with you Babycakes as far as no one is better than anyone else here and giving and getting unconditional love and support is why I started coming here in the first place. BA, I felt the same as you did a couple of weeks ago. I didn't think I would ever come back to this site, but after a week or so, I really missed everyone and the main reason I came to this site is that it is hard for me to pray with people here in Medford that I hang out with because most of them aren't really outspoken in religion. I felt comfortable praying with people here on this site and I know there is strength in numbers. So, I hope that after you take a little break (if you need to) you will come back. I pray that you keep doing well with your nursing career and staying away from the alcohol. I am still drinking but its less than it was - which is an improvement - and I will keep trying. The rest of my life is going so much better without Brett in my life. He has really hurt my reputation in town but I know that I can overcome all the lies he is telling and those people that truly know who I am inside will not believe them anyway. Please pray for me that when i take him to court to get my money and truck back that the judge makes a fair decision. It is my last hill to climb before I can wash my hands completely of him and go on with my life.

Kris,

It was so great to talk to you yesterday. I'm sorry I had to cut it short - I painted until 8:00p.m. last night and I was beat. I hope that you start feeling better. I didn't realize when we were talking that you were doing so poorly healthwise. Take care of yourself and my prayers and love are with you. I'd love to talk to you again if you get the chance to call - maybe this time I won't be on the run.

Dear Lord,

I pray that you help me to overcome my addictions and to concentrate my energy on what will help me to become a better mother and person in life. I pray that I am doing the right thing by taking Brett to court. Help the judge to see the truth. I pray someday that I find a man who can be a good all around person for Taylor and I. One that I truly love and not just settle for. Keep me strong Lord, keep BA strong and all of my good friends here on this site and in Medford. Touch and bless each and every one of them. I give thanks for the turn-a-round in my life since being without Brett. My new jobs, my friendships and good fortune. Amen

Praise you babycakes, and I agree, GOd bless Quigley, I need time away from this site with all the despite and denial in certain people whom judge others while they in their own way are still sining also. I will be praying for you.Love yah,
BA

dear robin: it was so good to talk to you, and i so thank you for your great friendship also, and i just read your posts you put in here, and i thnk you and applaud you for it, it is one of the reasons i came back. i was so led here a long while back, and i know GOD is not through with me yet, and my health is taking a turn for the worse now, but i know i will triumph through it, and even though this site has meant so tremendous much to me, and still does, i as we talked, and a few others you know have talked, all think it is best because of the stress this has caused me to step away from awahile, i will check back from time to time, and i have to let myself heal now, and do what i need todo, but i appreciate so much what you wrote, because it is so true, and it is so neeeded to hear on here again. i am looking froewwrd to seeing you in june. will talk to you soon. you are a wonderful friend, and we are grateful to have you here, and your advice, and i thank you, sharon, cindy, joni, renee, quigley, and all of you for all the love and support that yall give me, and the prayers. they and your friendship and everything is so greatly appreciated, and never forgotten. i love you all herre, and i will miss yall. but i will be back from time to time. thanks again robin. love ya lots , kris

quigley: yea, i am so glad that we got to talk , it was great to talk to you too, and to hear you sound so well. and i will try and call you again soon when i am a lil stronger. fri.mornig around threee oclock a very good friend of mine had to call the 911 operater for me , for i was unable to , and i had reached seizure and cardiac stats by the time we reached the hospital. i am what they call in a very larthargic state, now, amonia levels are 6 times higher than they are suppose to be, and in a very dangerous stage, and they said since it hasa been like this since all the way back to july of last year, it has not gone under 85 , so they are going from 85 to over 257, this is up and down constansly, and stress in anyway, trigger it, and that is what set this into an even more dangerous level, so from 3 :30 to 1:30 yeaterday, i was in the hospital, and i was rushed from here to alexandria, which is 48 miles from where i live. that is why i always say, I KNOW GOD IS WITH ME, BECAUSE WHEN PEOPLE IN THIS KIND OF STAGE I AM IN NOW, THEY ARE USUALLY IN COMAS, OR THEY DONT COME OUT OF IT. AND ALTHOUGH I AM very weak right now, GOD is giving me the dtrength to write, and sit here, and be able to talk, and write, i may not remeber half of what i may be saying at the time, , but in my heart, i alwaays know THAT GOD is NEAR, AND I STAND WITH HIM, and with my friends, and i love you and all here, and i wish you the very best with tis on getting able to get this done and over with brett, so that he cant ever hold anything over your head any more, good luck quigley, and i will call you soon. you are loved, you matter , and you are somebody.

cindy, joni , renee, ; all of you, i feel so blessed. love you , and i will talk to yall soon too.


DEAR LORD; I PRAY THAT YOU WILL BE WITH CINDY, AND HELP HER TO THROUGH THE RIGHT CHANNELS THAT SHE NEEDS TO GO THROUGH TO GET THE HELP SHE NEEDS. I ALSO PRAY THAT YOU WILL JUST LET YOUR WILL BE DONE HERE. I PRAY THAT YOU WILL CONTINUE TO STRENGTHEN HER, AND LORD, I PRAY FOR ETHAN THAT YOU JUST BLESS AND KEEP THIS LIL CHILS SAFELY TUCKED IN YOUR EVER WATCHFUL CARE, AND I PRAY THAT YOUR WILL BE DONE. IN THIS I PRAY AND ASK , IN JESUS NAME, I PRAY, AMEN. LOVE FOREVER, KRIS

LORD, I PRAY THAT YOU BE WITH JONI, CONTINUE TO JUST LIFT HER UP , AND I PRAY THAT YOU JUST GIVE HER THE STRENGTH AND COURAGE SHE NEEDS TO FOREVER STAND IN THE VICTORY THAT YOU LAY FOREVER IN FRONT OF YOUR CHILDREN. I PRAY THAT YOU WILL BE WITH RACHEAL, AND HELP HER TO BE WILLING TO WANT TO COME AND LET YOU IN TO HER HEART. AND LORD I PRRAY THAT YOU WILL CONTINUE TO BLESS THIS SITE THAT RENEE SET UP , AND ANOINT IT,M AND HEAL THE BROKENNESS HERE, AND I PRAY THAT YOU JUST CONTINUE TO JUST BE WITH ALL HERE, AND I PRAY LORD THAT YOU BRING PEACE, AND RESTORATION HERE AGAIN TO THIS SITE THAT HAS BEEN SO BLEESED BY YOUR WONDERFUL SPIRIT AND PRENSENCE, AND I PRAY THAT YOU LAY YOUR ANOINTING ALL AROUNG IT LIKE A BLANKET OF COVERING , AND FOR ALL WHO COME HERE, THEY MAY FEEL YOUR PRENCESNE HERE, AND KNOW THE LOVE THAT HAS BEEN HERE. IN ALL THIS I ASK AND I PRAY, IN JESUS NAME I PRAY. AMENA MEN. LOVEFREVE, KRIS

I'll be praying for you BA, stay strong and don't stay gone for too long. Kris, I'm so sorry to hear you are so ill, I will pray for you every day. It must be so hard. My problems with Brett are nothing compared to your health problems. I was feeling very down tonight and when I read your post I realized how selfless you are when it comes to complaining about your life. God Bless you for that. Knowing that you care and that you are praying for me is such a comfort. I will be thinking of you.

I got so mad tonight at Cassy (the friend?? I was helping out) She stole from me and it just makes me so dishearted at people when you are trying to help them and they slap you in the face. I just wanted to tell her what a loser and good for nothing she was - I don't like feeling like that but it is hard when she did what she did. Just like Brett, I was helping him and look what thanks I got. A whole lot of stress and heartache. I just don't get it sometimes. But I know things could be way worse. I am lucky to be healthy and alive. My exhusband's mom is in ICU tonight on life support. She is only 58 and they don't know what's wrong with her, she just collapsed and her husband found her unconscious. His grandma died last week and Larry (the husband) found her too. I would like for everyone to say a prayer for Larry and Rick and the family that they can stay strong thru all of this. It was very hard on Taylor to lose her great grandma, I don't want her to have to deal with losing her grandma too.

Dear Lord,

I pray that you will be with Rick, Larry and Randy thru this and that Bev can pull thru her illness and become strong again. Watch over my little Taylor and help me to help her to understand what is happening. I pray that you can keep me on the path I need to follow for Taylor's sake. Help me to keep paying the bills Lord. I pray I can make the right decision regarding court and the truck. I ask forgiveness for the hatred I feel towards Cassy. Help me to understand and forgive her Lord. I pray that you watch over Kris and help her to heal. Bring her peace and happiness as well as all of those others on this site and my friends here in Medford who are deserving. Amen.

dear quigley; i felt a leading to come back on here again , and i have said i would nt un til i felt led or needed to, and i just am going to keep doing as i have always done, going wiht my heart, and going with MY LORD as HE LEADS me, n i wanted to cheack the sites before i went and trued to lay back down again, and i saw your post, i am so truly soory for your friend cassy doing that to you. i know how it must hurt and be discouraging, but we must always be willing to forgive those who wrong us,a nd come agisnt us, and find it in our hearts when we allow the human side of us to overcome us at times to be willing to be the better person, and walk away, and learn from it. i have had to do that, and it is truly really hard for me, when i feel i havehurt or mad some one mad, and it is heart breaking to me, but i know the feeling very weell, how some one you trust and you put yourself out there for and you try over and over toy help. and then they cut to the core of your heart, but it is always better to forgive, and learn. and there are some people you just cant help, believe me, in alot of years, an even now i am still learning that lesson. but i will always try , and be there for anyone and everyone who needs me. i am very sorry to hear that about your ex husband mom. i hope that she will be slright, and i will be keepping them in myprayers aslo. i wish you all the best, and i hope that taylor is ok. i know that this has got to be hard on her, i will definetly be praying extra for her too. you are loved. kris

DEAR LORD; I JUST COME TO NOW IN PRAYER FOR THIS EQUEST THAT QUIGLEY HAS MADE HERE FOR RICK. LARRY AND RANDY'S MOM, . I PRAY THAT YOU WILL JUST LAY YOUR ANOINTING HEALING ALL AROUND HER, AND SEND YOUR MINISTERING ANGELS ALL AROUND THIS FAMILY AND BE WITH THEM AT THIS TIME, I PRAY THAT YOU WILL JUST BLESS THEM WITH A COMFORTNESS AND PEACE, AND REAT THEIR WEARY HEARTS AND MINDS. I PRAY ESPICALLY FOR TAYLOR, THAT YOU WILL BE WITH THIS PRECIOUS CHILD, HOLD HER UP IN YOOUR LOVING EMBRACE, AND COMFORT AND SHEOLD HER, AND LET HER KNOW THAT YOU ARE THER WITH HER, AND JJUST GIVE QUIGLWEY THE STRENGTH THAT SHE NEEDS TO GET TAYLOR THRU THIS LORD. I ASK THAT YOU SEND A BLESSING OF YOUR ANOINTING HEALING AND MERCY AND LOVE ALL AROUND THIS FAMILY NOW. IN THIS I ASK ANS PRAY IN YOUR PRECIOUS NAME. IN JESUS NAME I PRAY. AMEN AM,EN. LOVE FOREVER.