FOR MYSELF-PLEASE PRAY I FIND THE COURAGE TO KEEP LIVING PLEASE - Prayer Circles

Barbara A. R.
FOR MYSELF-PLEASE PRAY I FIND THE COURAGE TO KEEP LIVING PLEASE

I am 44 and have several chronic diseases. I have no women in my life..no mother, sisters, cousins, etc. I only have a daughter who thinks sick people are weak.I have a beautiful loving son who is 22. He has put his life on hold to care for me.

I have no energy and am always sick. Now.even to sit at the computer is draining. I am constantly fighting one illness after another. Each disease I have makes it hard to treat another. My main illness is severe Hep C which I contracted via a needlestick at work. I have had it 20 years and it is getting progressively worse. I already feel like I am *dead*.To get up and walk or take a bath is draining. I do not know if it is the Hepatits, the medicines I must take for excruating pain or for high blood pressure after a stroke at 39, or severe depression. Lately I feel like I am literally about to die soon.The doctors seem to have reached a point where there is little they can do to try and *fix* me.I am so afraid and tired. Please pray that I regain at LEAST enough strength to fight to live. This feeling has been with me for about two months now and each day it grows stronger.I BEG you..please pray. I can not leave my son..I also have a year old granddaughter who may need me one day. Bless all of you.

gentylone -1/8/2001

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	lyndakennedy2003yahoo.com 4/8/2003 16:37	Dear Father you gave us a free will and one of your children has choose to ask for intrecessor prayer so as your children we stand in agreement with her to be heal in Jesus mighty name. Amen

	angeleyes67 5/26/2004 19:12	Dear Barbara, I can relate so much to how your feeling. I'm in the same situation, same illness and feel just like you do. I myself am searching for a cure. I went trough treatment that failed, I lost my career, my marriage, myself! I'm still looking for something, a Doctor, medicine, who knows at this point. I too feel hopeless. More of me wants not to be here than does. I know that is very selfish to feel that way. I have 3 children, family, but no one understands how bad I feel each day. If you've found anything to help you please share it with me. I do pray for healing not only for me but you. I do understand how you feel. May God send his mighty hand down to you and guide you through this lifelong event! Angie

	gorky6 5/31/2009 20:07	God we ask in jesus name fro complete healing for Barbara.We know whatever two ask in Jesus name God in heaven will give it to them.Call1-800-759-0700 they will pray too.Watch the 700 Club on channel12@9:00a.m. on Monday through Friday,healings are taking place allthe time!

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