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I did not mean to come off miffed because I'm not - I do understand what you meant - I'm just tired today - Sorry

Hey Quigley!
No need for the"sorry". I didn't think you were miffed:)I'm glad you know what I meant. I know what you mean by sometimes life gets so busy! Its hard to see the forest sometimes when we are right in the middle of it! Hahaha! I learned a long time ago, that people TAKE time for what they WANT to take time for.And I'm not talking about you or anyone on here. Just think about it, and see if you don't agree. We All do it.I've seemed to have learned it AGAIN from my husband. He takes time for what he wants, and unfortunatly I'm not one of those "things", and neither is our marriage. It is all in Gods hands though! I've quit "fretting" about it! We just don't have alot to do with each other - like I've said before - we're like room mates. We share the same house. BUT life IS GOOD cuz my Father in Heaven loves me! :) By the way, I agree - what better way to spend a break or lunch than talking with friends, and sharing with God!! :)
Hope every one else is O.K. today, and staying sober and clean!Day by day/ minute by minute.
Jackie! WELCOME! :) It was so nice to read your post about faith! I had just posted words about faith yesterday, and what a gift it is, and how very grateful I am for having such a gift!! IT IS A MOST WONDERFUL GIFT! There is NOTHING we can not do through Christ IF we do our part!! We are soooo fourtunate to know and have such a loving Father! When I think of the many people who DONT know Him and His love it makes me sad. What they are missing!
Bettyann, Kris Renee, Kristena, CW, and Bonnie~ I hope and pray you are all staying in Gods Word, and allowing Him to lead and direct your thoughts, and your lives. There is NO better way!
Father,
Thank You for today, and for giving us all here to each other to be encouraged to be uplifted, and to know there is someone out there that understands and cares, and that will listen to us, and help us allon our path in whatever way they can. Thank You for this site. Thank You for Tommy. If it were not for his life, we all would not know each other, and be able to help each other. God Bless everyone.In Jesus Name~ Amen
I too am tired!! Been a long day! I'll talk to ya all later!
Love always,
Cindy~Angel

Thank you for your prayers. I am feeling stronger in my determination to do what's right by the baby and I am leaving the burden of my daughter's drug addiction on the altar. Please pray that God will open doors and close doors and lead her to the Rehab/halfway house place that HE wants her in. It blesses my soul to read all your emails and see the Lord at work.
God Bless
Joni

Good Morning!
Hope you all have a wonderful day in Christ Jesus! Keep your eyes on HIM, and you will! :)
Joni~ Glad to read your post! You sound better. I know the road you are on, as I am on the same road with my son. It IS NOT easy! BUT.... with Gods help, and your faith, and the prayers of others, you can and WILL make it! I do not have custody of my grandson, but I do get to keep him a lot, and the first year of his life, I had him at least 1/2 of it. He never wants to go home - always says " Me stay Ma!" & says it adamently! We have a VERY strong bond, and that may be whats needed someday_ I don't know. I DO know that all the prayers have helped tremendously! My son has not done crack in about 3 months now. HIS OWN CHOICE! He still smokes the pot tho. So you hang in there, and remember that baby doesn't have choices yet, and he/she needs a stable, caring,loving, responsible person in his/her life. They are ture little angels, and such precious, precious gifts from God! :) I will keep you in my prayers.
Here is one of my favorites I want to share with you all:
I CANNOT SAY:
OUR if my faith has no room for others and their needs.
I CANNOT SAY:
FATHER if I do not demonstrate this relationship in my daily living.
I CAN NOT SAY:
WHO ART IN HEAVEN if all my intrests are in earthly things.
I CAN NOT SAY:
HALLOWED BE THY NAME if I, His Child am not Holy.
I CAN NOT SAY:
THY KINGDOM COME If I am not first seeking His Kingdom.
I CAN NOT SAY:
THY WILL BE DONEif i am unwilling to bend my will to His
I CAN NOT SAY:
ON EARTH AS IT IS IN HEAVEN if I am unwilling to serve His people.
I CAN NOT SAY:
GIVE US THIS DAY OUR DAILY BREAD without expending effort for it.
I CAN NOT SAY:
FORGIVE US OUR TRESPASSES AS WE FORGIVE THOSE WHO TRESPASS AGAINST US if I am harboring a grudge against someone.
I CAN NOT SAY:
LEAD US NOT INTO TEMPTATION if I deliberately choose to remain in a situation where I am likely to be tempted.
I CAN NOT SAY:
DELIVER US FROM EVIL if I am not prepared to combat the evil forces.
I CAN NOT SAY:
thine is the kingdom IF I do not give the KING the disciplined obedience of one who is loyal because of love and respect for HIM.
I CAN NOT SAY:
THINE IS THE POWER if I fear what my neighbors may say or do.
I CAN NOT SAY:
THINE IS THE GLORY if I am seeking my own glory first.
I CAN NOT SAY:
FOREVER if I am anxious about each days affairs and live without hope.
I CAN NOT SAY:
AMAN unless I honestly say "Cost what it may, this is my prayer."
This is a daily reminder so print it up , and put it where you will see it every day. I think it is pretty awsome!
Talk to ya all later!
God Bless and keep you all in His loving care.
Love ya all~
Cindy~Angel

Hello all,

I'm just going right into prayer because I had a terrible night. Brett went off his medication for a few days and he freaked out on me. He got upset at me for not paying enough attention to him and said he was moving out and started calling me names (ones I won't print) and kicked a vase of flowers over and left the house - he came back once and left yelling again and then called me 3 times until 1:30 this morning - He was drunk - I bought a half case of beer and he took a knife and punched holes in all of them and drained them and then went to the store and bought liquor and drank himself into oblivion - I'm so confused because he doesn't seem to think he has done anything wrong - Taylor was sleeping - Thank God but she woke up when he left and asked where he was and then she asked again this morning because he stayed at a friends and never came home. She is scared he is going to leave - I'm just worried. I don't think he would get violent w/ me but he acted crazy last night and I have to talk to him at noon and he is still ranting and raving on the phone like he has done nothing wrong. I pray that God can show me what to do. I'm so lost on how to communicate with him. I don't know if it is a chemical imbalance or the alcohol - or both - I'm trying to concentrate on my new job and it's hard to do - HELP!

Dear Lord,

I pray that you can help me to do the right thing for Taylor and I. If that is to stay w/ Brett I pray that you can help him with his temper and his problem. I pray that you can keep my willpower strong against drugs and alcohol - I'm feeling weak - Give me strength Lord. Help me to reach him.

Help me to concentrate on my job and succeed - help me to give up my problems to you God - Watch over Taylor for me

Dear Quigley, my heart goes out to you. I am praying that God gives you the strength to remain strong and follow the path that he leads you to. AE & Joni, I thank God for Grandparents like you. I lived with my grandparents while I was growing up and I know it was the best experience I have ever had. My father was abusive and a drunk and after my parents got a divorce, my mom could not afford to take care of both my sister and I, so I lived with grandparents for 3 yrs. Continue to pray for your childrens recovery. Brian seems to be ok. No signs that there has been any use. I hope this is true and that I am not to blind to see if something is going on. I hope you all have a blessed and safe day. You are all in my daily prayers. And I thank you for all the prayers on my behalf. Bonnie

I'm praying for you all. Let God engulf you in His strength, His hope and His peace. Wear your love and faith in God as a shield, to ward off the evil Satan is trying to pull you into. Even in the middle of the chaos of the world and in your life, you can feel and have the peace of God, all you have to do is reach out and claim it. You do NOT have to do this alone, beside all of your prayer partners God is always with you. Ask for guidance, ask for peace and God will provide it. You do not have to give in to Satan's mess -- it's hard sometimes because he is so sneaky -- but the love of God conquers all! One day at a time, one hour, one minute at a time -- don't give up before the miracle happens. It's there for us all. Peace be with you.

I am thanking God and my new friends for the support I have received from this special place. My heart goes out to all of you as I, too, will lift up your prayer needs with my own. It's in this unity and faith that we can be more than conquerers through Christ Jesus, our Lord.
In HIS Service
Joni

Greetings to all of you. I hadn't realized how the time has flown by. I have not slept well for so long, that days and nights run together. Bonnie that was such a beautiful poem. I felt such a release. There was a beating in my heart and then the tears just started flowing. Yes many times I have not felt worthy of even Gods love. I am not a bad person. I only want to do good and let my light shine for the Lord Jesus and the Kingdom of Heaven. That just never seems enough. Do you ever feel like no matter how much you do, how hard you try to make the right choices and be a good person, that it is never enough? I battle that every day. I think maybe to some degree many of you have that same low self worth, low self esteem. When you feel like that and you feel that God doesn't care for me, I'm nobody and there' so many people with worse problems and suffering. Why should He care what I'm feeling, why should He be bothered. Satan moves right in on those feelings and says yep you got it. YOu know then is when the temptations give way to the drinking, drugs, whatever our weakness may be. That poem felt like it was really speaking to me. The tears were from all the pain and rejection my whole life. I know God loves me. I just can't comprehend the depth of his love. I welcome those of you who are new to this site. You will find love, strength, warmth, forgiveness, healing and the Holy Spirit working through all our testimonies and victories. CindyAngel and Kris are really grounded, they'll tell you what you need to hear, not always what you want to hear, but it's because they genuinely love. I have felt such a bond with everyone on this site. I thank God for all of you. You open your hearts and bare your souls, knowing you will not be judged and condemned. What a comfort for all us. That is truelly the very presense of our Lord and our Father in Heaven embracing his children.

Hi again, I never know when I'm going to run out of space, so had to stop and check to see how much I had typed. Anyways. Joni stay strong in your convictions. The Holy Spirit is leading you and God will give you the strength. Your daughter is in denial, ashamed and looking for a scapegoat, which right now is you. Your right to not enable her anymore, tough love may save her life. She will get help when she has reached her bottom. My son was doing Meth for quite awhile after so many black outs and being sick. The paranoia, the conviction of knowing what he was doing was wrong. The fact that he was almost responsible for taking another, innocent life, was his bottom, wake up call. My other son is tired of people always assuming he is tripping, or hanging out wiht a druggie, or shooting up. He has a girfriend with a baby on the way. He is either going to get serious about being clean and sober and do right by this child. They lost a baby (miscarriage) a year ago. They were raised right. They know right from wrong. Mom loves them unconditionally, but I won't tolerate watching them self destruct. They know where I stand. The fact that I haven't spoke to my dad in two months, reinforces to them my convictions. They know I love my dad. The pain is unbearable to have to let go and let God. I want my dad to call and say "baby I'm sorry I hurt you, your sons, I messed up bad, I'm getting help." Wouldn't that be wonderful but it hasn't happened yet. I am waiting on the Lord. I love my dad and I know he loves me. He is ashamed and can't face me right now. I won't turn my back on him, like he did me. I can't, if he dies and we never made up, it would kill me. My father-in-law passed away 2 years ago this month (cancer). I miss him so much. Anyways stay in touch with the wonderful people on this site. Love and be loved by he spirit of God working through all of us. My prayers are with you all. God Bless, you are loved. Stay strong. CindyW

So many things have happened since I last entered this site. The son has now been placed in a state correctional center for his penalty of breaking a bond for dealing with his addiction to rugs, alcohol, etc. He got into such a mess! God has watched over us for letting him still be alive and be able to get one more chance to change his life around --- it hurts sooooo bad to know that my own son has gotten into something like this. My prayers never cease though for him, for his children that are now mine and my husbands (four of them) they are precious and need all the love they can get. How would you and I feel if we had to answer someone's question about mother or father with "he's in jail--she's in jail" as is the case with these kids. They do not deserve to have to live like this...They are not responsible for the mistakes.
Even through all this though, I know that angels are among us, I know there is one wonderful person that if it is His Holy will that will see to it that the next two years as well as the past eleven months will continue to become shorter every day. My wish for everyone who has an addiction problem to please turn your life around toward God and let him lead you to better habits. HE IS SO WONDERFUL and we should not question WHY things happen. Just know that there is a reason/season for all things although we may never fully understand.
I lost a neice of 39 years on July 3 who apparently could not deal with her life--some history of some nerve problems, dealing with alcohol/drugs, etc with her husband. Left him behind tih a thirteen year old son and a 7 month old daughter. It is really been hard to deal with all this becaue she too was like my own (I helped her mother raise her) but then when she finished school and went on her way to another state to teach got involved with people and things she could not handle alone. GOD BLESS THIS FAMILY.
I pass on to each of you on this prayer circle my continued thoughts and prayers and to all my family "if I knew this would be the last night I'd get to tuck you into bed, I'd tuck you just a little bit harder, and tell you that I love you just a little bit more"
Blessings to all as we are once again approaching soon the holiday seasons.

Bonnie, thanks for your prayers - I hope that Brian stays strong against his addiction to drugs - things are better w/ Brett - I actually tried to kick him out last night but he begged me not to and he seems to be better this morn - keep praying - and Jackie - your words bring hope - I know that God is the only way I can deal w/ what is going on w/ Brett - CW - I pray that your dad will come to realize someday soon what a loving daughter he has and how much time he has wasted getting high - hang in there -

Dear Lord, I pray for each and every person on this site who are coming together today to ask you for help - I pray that you can keep Brian clean and Bonnie strong in her faith - I pray that CW's father can come to realize that his family is more important than drugs and I pray that you be with Brett and I and the kids this weekend - please let things go smooth and keep us from arguing in front of the kids. Help Brett to see that he is angry inside and help me to be patient and loving no matter what he says to me - I pray that if I can say anything to calm him down that you can give me those words. amen

Thank you Cindy for your words of encouragement. I have been an enabler to my daughter for so long that it's hard to see sometimes that I have to stay strong. She went to the E.R. and has a urinary tract infection and a kidney stone but went to work today. I know she wants me to feel sorry for her and back off pushing her to go to a halfway house and not take steps for us taking her baby. Please pray that this weekend will be productive and that we will devise a plan for both sets of grandparents to share the baby and for her to change her mind and seek an inpatient Rehab center.(she lives with her addicted boyfriend and his folks)
I will keep all of you in my prayers as well this weekend.
God Bless
Joni

Dear Lord~
My heart is heavy for all on here that are going through such trials! I have been in so many of the places some of my friends here are in right now. They were awful places to be in.Send Your Angels all around them Lord. Protect them all Lord. Draw them unto You oh Lord. Quicken their path to you that no more will they hurt.I pray that all keep their eyes set on You. I love You Lord.You are such a wonderful Father.There is so much to learn Lord. Help us all to always learn of You Lord. To know and stand on Your promises. That You will NEVER leave us OR FORSAKE us. Thank You Lord~ in Jesus Name
Amen

HELLO EVERYONE,AND WELCOME JACKIE AND THANKS FOR SHARING YOUR STORY ON HERE. BETTY I AM VERY PROUD THAT YOU ARE TRYING TO DO THE RIGHT THING AND YOU STICK WITH IT THIS TIME , I KNOW YOU CAN DO IT , JUST LIKE I KNOW QUIGLEY CAN. IT HAS BEEN SOME USY DAYS FOR ME AND SOME HARD ONES, AND THE TIREDNESS HAS BEEN BACK AGAIN. BUT IM A SURVIVORAND WALKING RIGHT ALONG WITH THE LORD. FOR HE KNOWS OUR EVERY NEED.BETTY, I SEE THAT ANGEL CINDY HAS BEEN GIVING YOU A LOT OF GREAT ADVICE AND I STAND IN AGREEMENT WITH HER. YOU HAVE GOT TO DTRONG IN YOUR CONVICTIONS. AND YOUR STRENGTH COMES FROM GOD ABOVE OUR LORD AND SAVIOUR JESUS CHRIST.A DRINK AINT GONNA SOLVE NO PROMBLEMS , IT ONLY MAKES IT WORSE.SO YOU GIVE IT YOUR ALL GIRL, AND YOU MAKE IT COUNT.I AM PROUD OF WELL YOU ARE DOING IN SCHOOL ,KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK. LOVE YA LOTS, KRIS

HELLO CINDY,BONNIE,JONI,JACKIE,OVERWHELMED,ALLOF YOU, SO GLAD TO SEE THAT FAITH IS STILL SUCH A STRONGNESS HERE, YOU MUST NEVER LET YOUR WEAKNESSES DEFEAT YOU, AND AS FOR AS THE OLE SORRY OLE DEVIL GOES, HEY , LIKE WAS SAID HE HAS ALREADY BEEN DEFEATED, AND GIVE ALL GLORY TO GOD ABOVE , BECAUSE THERE IS NOTHING , AND I REPEAT NOTHING THAT HE CAN DO THAT GOD CANT HELP YOU TO OVERCOME WITH AN AWESOME VICTORY, AMEN AMEN.WE LOVE AND SERVE SUCH AN MERCIFUL LOVING PRECIOUS ALMIGHTY GOD, AND HIS LOVE AND PROTECTION SHELTERS FROM ALL HARM.WE MUST HOLD STRONG TO THE SHEILD OF FAITH, HONOR AND HOPE IN HIM. PUT ON OUR WHOLE ARMOR.

AND QUIGLEY,MY DEAR FRIEND ,I DREW A BREATH WHEN I READ THAT ABOUT BRETT.IT IS SOMETHING THAT HAS HAPPENED QUITE FENQUENTLY AT TIMES ON AND OFF, AND IF HE DONT GET SOME HELP AND COUNSILING AND TURN HIS WHOLE HEART AND SOUL ANDMIND AND SPIRIT OVER TO THE LORD, HE IS A TIME BOMB WAITING TO GO OFF, I WORRY SO MUCH ABOUT YOU , YOU KNOW THAT,IM VERY CLOSE TO YOU AND I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND WHY YOU FEEL THAT IS ALL YOU DESERVE?I DO TRULY HOPE FOR YOUR AND FOR TAYLOR'S THAT HE GETS HIS COTTONPICKEN ACT TOGETHER, BECAUSE THAT IS NOT GOOD AT ALL FOR TAYLOR TO HAVING TO SEE THAT SO MUCH ,KNOW WHAT IM SAYING? WE ALL CLOSE ON HERE , AND I TELL YA ,SOMETIMES IT'S LIKE WHAT IT'S GONNA TAKE HERE TO OPEN SOME FRIENDS EYES HERE.QUIGLEY,YOU NEED TO SOME SERIOUS SOUL SEARCHING AND I MEAN , YOU NEED TO SEARCH YOUR HEART AND ASK GOD FOR DIRECTIONS AND LISTEN INTENTIVELY TO HIS VOICE AND LISTEN TO HIM SPEAK TO YOU AND TO YOUR HEART AND LET HIM GIVE YOU THE ANWSERS .YOU ARE LOVED , YOU MATTER, YOU ARE SOMEBODY, AND ALL OF YOU ARE IN MY HEART. LOVE YOU ALL ,KRIS


RENEE;MISS YOU LOTS ON HRE, HOW IS THE WEDDING PREPARATIONS GOING? WE ARE ALL SO PROUD AND HAPPY FOR YOU AND LOOK FORWARD TO SEEING BACK ON HERE AGAIN REAL SOON.LOVE FOREVER, KRIS

KIMMY, BONO, HOPE YALL ARE ALL DOING WELL AND THINGS ARE ALITTLE BETTER AND YALL ARE IN MY THOUGHTS, PRAYERS AND HEART ,LOVE,KRIS.


DEAR JESUS; I JUST COME TO YOU NOW AND I JUST ASK THAT YOU WILL LAY YOUR PRECIOUS ANOITING HEALNESS, LIGHT, AND FELLOWSHIP ALL AROUND MY FRIENDS AND ALL WHO COME HERE. I JUST DEAR JESUS THAT IF THERE BE SOMEONE LOST TONIGHT, TODAY, THAT THEY WILL BRING YOU INTO THEIR HEART AND SOULS AND ACCEPT YOU AS THEIR LORD AND SAVIOUR.I PRAY THAT YOU WILL JUST SEND YOUR MIBISTERING ANGELS OF HOPE AND PEACE AND COMFORT ALL AROUND THEM , AND IF THERE BE ANY CHAINS BINDING THEM DOWN , I PRAY THAT THE BONDAGE WILL BE SET FREE, FOR THROUGH WE ARE MADE FREE THROUGH THE BLOOD OF CHRIST THAT WAS SHED FOR US, LORD , I JUST PRAY THAT YOU WILL BE WITH THEM ALL. IN ALL THIS U ASK AND PRAY IN YOUR PRECIOUS NAME , IN JESUS NAME,IPRAY.AMEN AND AMEN.

this is a prayer i quess that was already answered i am tommy glenn aunt and everday i think of him and he is often around me i feel, but i have not visted the site for a while now that i have been back to the site i can see that a lot of people use the site to help each other so in a way my prays have been ansewered by all of you people because tommy is not forgotten and there are some days that it is hard to get thought because i miss him so much it hurts so lets all say a pray for tommy and remember how much fun and laughter he bought into my life and the life of all of his family members just wanted to say i love you tommy and boy how much i miss you i will never stop thinking of you, there are days that i just start to cry because i miss you so much, hope you know how much you are loved and thanks to everyone who keeps tommy close to there hearts

DERA DONNA;so glad to see you back on the site, and i read your post andyou right , tommy will always be near you,and in your heart, your memories, your thoughts, and the closeness that you shared with you nephew.i know that the missing of someone we love can be so hard , even on down the line you still think about them , and you do miss them so much at times you feel your heart is just going to burst open,but then it's at that time GOD JUST SEEMS TO KNOW and HE SENDS SO MUCH OF HIS LIGHT, HIS PEACE,HIS LOVE all around. and TOMMY WAS A GREAT LOSS FOR YOU ALL,BUT THROUGH HIS LOSS, look at the closeness of this site, and also people that have come here and had a change because of this site your neice set up inhonor of tommy,how powerful GOD CAN WORK. THE POWER OF PRAYER.THE ANOINTING ON THIS SITE. AND FRIENDS THAT HAVE BEEN MADE HERE, BECAUSE OF THIS SITE.I BELIEVE THAT TOMMY WOULD HAVE BEEN SO PLESED FROM ALL THE WONDERFUL THINGS I READ ON HERE FROM HIS FAMILY, FRIENDS, AND ALL WHO KNEW HIM . HOW INCREDIBLE HE MUST HAVE BEEN,FOR GOD CHOSE HIM TO COME HOME AND HAVE THIS BLESSED SITE MADE IN HIS HONOR, AND JUST LOOK AT ALL THAT IT HAS DONE.MY HEART, THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS ARE WITH YOUALL.LOVE AND FAITH, KRIS.

HELLO TO ALL MY DEAR FRIENDS.I LOVE YOU ALL,KRIS.

DEAR LORD;I COME IN REQUEST FOR PRAYER FOR ALL TOMMY'S FAMILY, LORD,I JUST ASK DEAR JESUS THAT YOU WILL CONTINUE TO GIVE THEM STRENGTH AND COURAGE TO FACE EACH DAY WITHOUT HIM,LORD, I JUST PRAY THATYOU BURDEN THEIR LOAD LORD, I PRAY THAY YOU WILL CONTINUE TO SEND YOUR ANOINTING ALL AROUND THIS SITE IN HONOR OF TOMMY.AND I PRAY THAT IF THERE BE ANYONE THAT COMES TO THIS SITE THAT IS STILL STRUGGLING AND IN DENIAL OR LOST THAT YOU WILL LEAD THEM TO YOUR PRECIOUS WORD, LIGHT AND YOUR LOVE SO BOUNTIFUL. LORD, I CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR ALL MY FRIENDS HERE ALSO , THAT YOU WILL JUST LEAD THEM IN THE PATH YOU WOULD HAVE THEM TO GO.I PRAY THAT THEY MAY FEEL YOUR PRENSECNE AND SPIRIT EVER NEAR THEM AND THEY WILL KNOW THAT YOU AE OUR ALL IN ALL NOT FOR A DAY , BUT FOR ALWAYS.IN ALLL THIS I ASK AND I PRAY IN YOUR PRECIOUS HOLY NAME, IN JESUS NAME I PRAY. LOVE, KRIS.

AND THOU SHALT TEACH THEM DILIGENTLY UNTO THY CHILDREN, AND SHALT TALK OF THEM WHEN THOU SITTEST IN THINE HOUSE , AND WHENTHOU WALKEST BY THE WAY, AND WHEN THOU LIEST DOWN, AND WHEN THOU RISEST UP.DEUTERONOMY6:7

AND IT SHALL BEOUR RIGHTEOUSNESS , IF WE OBSERVE TO DO ALL THESE COMMANDMENTS BEFORE THE LORD OUR GOD, AS HE HATH COMMANDED US. VERSE 25.

AND HE LAID IT UPON MY MOUTH , AND SAID , LO, THIS HATH TOUCHED THY LIPS ; AND THINE INQUITY IS TAKEN AWAY AND THY SIN PURGED. AMEN.ISAIAH 6:7

IN MEMORY OF TOMMY;
A YOUNG MAN TAKEN SO YOUNG SO SOON,
THERE WAS JUST SOMETHING ELSE GOD NEEDED YOU TO DO;
HE NEEDED YOU TO HELP OHTERS, THIS I BELIEVE TRUE.
FOR THROUGH YOUR DEATH GOD USED YOUR COUSIN TO BUILD THIS SITE, IN MEMORY OF YOU.
GOD BROUGHT TOGETHER PEOPLE FROM ALL AROUND,
SOON THEY GATHER TO FIND A SITE THAT THEY COULD FIND ,HELP, COMFORT, ENCOURAGEMENT.
THEY CAME AND FOUND AND FRIENDS HERE . BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY , THEY FOUND THAT GOD WAS WORKING HIS PLAN HERE.
ALTHOUGH BY ALL WHO KNEW AND LOVED YOU ,YOU ARE SO SADLY MISSED,
THEY CAN BE COMFORTED TO KNOW IN GOD;S TIMING YOU WERE BLESSED.
AND WHEN THEY FEEL A PRENSENCE OR HERE A WHISPER IN THEIR EAR, IT;S JUST GOD TELLING THEM THAT AN ANGEL IS NEAR .
DO NOT FEAR OR BE BEREIVED, FOR GOD IS HOLDING YOU ALL SO DEAR.10-12-03
KRIS

CW;CINDY, MY heart just goes out to you everytime i read your posts also. it is a sad and tragic thing when there are those in our families that we want their love and approval so much , that it is hard and heartbreaking at times to know that no matter what you do or say it is not going to change anything unless they are willing to make the first steps and to make a change theirselves.also your daddy is looking to put on everyone but himself, that'show addicts and junkies do, it is their choice they made the decision to do that theirselves and you did'nt force and make your dad to be that way, he did it to himself, and until they are willing to see the promblem and get help and most importantly come and accept JESUS into their heart as their PERSONAL LORD AND SAVIOUR , THEY ARE LOST TO THE TRUTH. PUT YOUR FAITH AND HOPE AND TRUST IN GOD OUR FATHER, CHRIST OUR SAVIOUR; HE will do the rest. i do hope one day that your dad will come to know how much he has hurt you and your family by his choices and will be man enough to say he was wrong and tell you he is sorry and thqat he does love you. this i pray in JESUS NAME. AMEN. LOVE,ALWAYSKRIS.

So wonderful to read all the prayers submitted on this site, It gives an inner peace just knowing that the Lord is among us and that He never us more that we can handle. We only need to place our trust in Him. If only all those who have such awful problems with addictions to drugs/alcohol, etc. could feel this. God Bless You All, and we continue to send our prayers out to all these people who have lost loved ones but remember -- rejoice, for we know that they are not suffering any pain now, and though our hearts are heavy we all know that someday we shall all meet again, if only we turn it all over to Him and let Him do His will. Sometimes in our own selfishness we do overlook those who have burdens that are just as big as ours.Losing a loved one is never easy, but time helps to ease the pain.

Good evening All,
I just wanted to say Im alive and sorry I havent been on, busy with work and school and fighting with the b'f..I really dont have much to say and am going to bed, Im down lately(life) but NOT school, the drinking is off and on, and I have some choices to make with boyfriend, it's a long story..Lord I pray you lead me in the right direction and if I stray please bring me back, I pray for my b'f also, one of us cant be a drinker while the other quits, it causes too much confusion and argueing etc..I pray for all to have happiness and your prayers answered, I have a busy week working and school all week, you all take care,
Love you lots,
Bettyann

bettyann;you are going to have to make your choice and stand by it, and the drinking is not what you need in your life.and if this promblem continues to exist , it will and does come between you and your boyfriend. he loves you or he would'nt care, but if you dont make this choice and make the right one , you will loose him again.get the picture im painting here.you need to TRUST WHAT THE LORD WANTS YOU TO DO,AND I MEAN TRUST HIM BETTYANN.PRAY WITHOUT CEASING, PRAY WITH CONVICTION IN YOUR HEART AND SOUL FOR WHAT YOU REALLY WANT.imglad that school is still going so great for you and i am so proud of you for that and as i have said plenty of times on here before , i am not giving up on you and quigley. so yes you know i'm gonna be on your case if you mess up.we all make mistakes,we all fall so short, but you have to not let those mistakes keep happening over and over.what are you learning when you do that?i will back on there again real soon , got company and amonia level is high on me again,and my consetration and balance is off a little, but i had to get on here and write you in my heart and words of truth here to you. love you lots, kris.