Prayer Circles

got a brife call from my atty and from word of mouth it is being said that my lil angel passed from natural causses that was a virus that had gotten to her heart. my lil boy zakh was right that it was her i was the only one who belived him and the therapist people won't let us talk to him about it yet. i wonder how he is going to take it. that was his sissy and that was her zaky they had a special bond and i think that is why he had those 2 dreams about her i belive that way if u want to know more i'll post it. but there is still more questions we have like what kind of virues if she didn't have her heart problem would she of been ok? but she is up in the lord arm now. and persoan don't need to be going through all the stress we have been going through anyways. may we see her again soon i love u my lil angel... don't forget about candel lighting sunday.. becky for mommy becky.

Yes, thank you dear Kagan for reminding us of the CANDLE LIGHTING CEREMONY STARTING AT 7:00PM TONIGHT, FOR AN HOUR, WHATEVER YOUR TIME ZONE IS.
Love & Angel Hugs,
Sandy

Our dear Anita,
Oh, please forgive me for not posting on your precious Kimberley's Heaven Date! I knew you and Selva had the same date, but when I came here to post that day, I drew a blank, so very sorry! I pray that the day wasn't too painful for you and that you had a measure of God's peace,
Love & {{Hugs}}
Sandy

Hi Everyone,
Don't have much time, but this is my cry for help. I'm still in the hospital and things aren't getting better. I'm being really pumped up on steriods and I don't like it. I have to have a bronc, where they will drain my lungs. So I can use all the prayer support possible. Sorry, don't have time to read any posts tonight since this is the community computer. Love and gratitude to all, Jane

Hi our dear Jane,
OMG, you're in the hospital! I thought you were just busy with your Groups, I never dreamed this, God love you! YES, of course you're in my prayers and if you get the chance again, PLEASE POST!!
Much love & Hugs,
Sandy

Hi Everyone,
A quick update. I will have the bronc 3:00 CST tomorrow. Please pray there will be no complications. Last time, I had an infection afterwards. If all goes well this time I could go home Thur or Fri. I have so much to due before Christmas, but I can't allow myself to stress over it. So thank you all for your prayers. Love and gratitude to all, Jane

Hi my dear sisters. Thank you for your so much needed prayers and remembering Solange's birthday, Anita I thoughed of you and say a prayer for Kimberley also. I am sorry for been MIA, I have been deep in the Valley lately and like our dear Angel in Chief said, the days leading up to a Special date could be even worse than the date itself. Jane I pray that everything will turn out fine, you know that our prayers will be with you. To the new Angel moms and dads, I want to welcome you to our Circle of Love and also sorry for the reasons why, like most of you, God also lead me to this site 5 years ago, and Thanks to all the dear sisters' prayers, the understanding nad the love that I received in this wonderful place, I managed to survive for these 5 years, please feel free to post anytime you need to, there is no judgement here, we all know about the pain, the anger, the loneliness and everything that comes with this so complicated pain,remember that you are not alone, we are all here for one another. My love and prayers to all. Selva

Dear Jane, I'm storming heaven hard for you to be healed from whatever ails you. No more illness and no more pain or discomfort. Please god heal Jane. Love Chris

Hi my dear sister, nice to see a post from you, yes, the days leading up are filled with anxiety and grief too when our child has one of their special days. I'm starting to feel very anxious about going to Chris's for Christmas this weekend, I can feel it building.
Much love & Hugs,
Sandy

Hi our dear Jane,
Yes, prayers go with you when you have the test, and prayers for you to be back home soon!
Much love & Hugs,
Sandy

Hello our dear Donna,
Thinking of you with love and prayers today, on your beloved Marcus's special day, I pray that God give's you some of His peace, that surpasses all others,
Much love & Hugs,
Sandy

Thinking of you on Marcus's 6th birthday! I can picture all the heaven children running laughing and playing without a care, with no pain, no ailments and no worries, filled with nothing but Gods love all around.As said before the days leading and after are sometimes harder than the day itself. I know Mikes are the two days after.
Tonight is our annual memorial at church. Ive been building to the emotion that comes out after, all day. Mikes mom is continually getting better again. Amen. I could use prayers for my "teen" daughter. No details but pray god stays in her heart and she makes the right decions in life. Thanks Chris

Hi Everyone,
I'm so sorry I didn't post on anyone's special day. I'm still in the hospital and still having complications. Now my blood sugar is too high to send me home due to the fact they lower my steriods any faster. Also, Mike was using my car when it died today so it's in the shop. I beginning to believe every test that we will have when we're married where getting now. Mike hasn't had but about 3 days of work since mid November. I'll be missing around three weeks. Now comes the trust factor. Do I really trust the Lord or not. Right now I'm choosing to trust. Mike did get a call from someone today. I pray that will pan out before Christmas. Thank you all for your prayers and encouragements. Love and gratitude to all, Jane

Lord, I pray that Shane's family get through the years with him in Heaven. I have never lost a child, but can imagine the feeling of devastation and hurt this could cause. There is a reason for everything You do and if we knew those reasons it would be easier, but we also know that You will reveal them to us at the right time. I also pray for any person who has lost a child, for that is the worst loss in the world. Thank you Lord for people such as these that care and want to show their support for others in the same situation as they are. I hope it helps them face the future. Amen

I lost my only child Eric, age 13, three years ago. I am devastated to be alone, and hold so much anger towards his father for abandoning us. Please pray for ultimate forgiveness, which I am struggling with so much, along with the intense pain of missing my sweet, beautiful son.

Hi dear sisters.Dear jane, I pray that you are home now and feeling much better and all the test come out just fine.
Pattyeb. Thanks so much for your so much needed prayers.
Elanenergy. I am sorry to welcome you to our Circle of Love, sorry for the reason that brought you here, but I am glad that you found this wonderful Circle, we all know of the horrible pain of losing a child and all that comes with the pain, the anger, disbelief and all those feelings that are so hard to understand by others. You will find lots of understanding, love, prayers and no judgement here, like I said, we all understand. Please feel free to post any time you need to, I also lost my only child, my daughter Solange age 20, due to a car accident 5 years ago, the pain will never go away, you will find moments of quiet sadness, anything will trigger the pain all over again, I still have moments of anger, lack of Faith, getting angry with Our Lord, but with the help of all the wonderful Angel sisters and brothers here you will find that you are not alone with this pain, prayers work and you will also find lots of prayers. I am sure that Eric will be with all our Angel kids in Heaven, enjoying the peace and love that only can be found in Heaven. My love and prayers. Selva

Pattyeb, Thank you for the post.Ones like you can appreciate the life of children and how much they mean to us. We have no control over how long we have them.
elanenergy, We are here for you. It sounds to me like you have multiple things going on. It might benifit you to find counceling and/or a support group in your area to help you share your emotions with others who can relate. It can be very tiring for you. I pray god gives you strength to handle the hurdles in your life. We are here to listen. God bless you, Chris
Jane , Hope everything is going ok. Thinking of you!

Hi Everyone,
Just a quick check in. I'm home from the hospital but still having a hard time. This was far more taxing than my usual hospital stay. I feel like jellyfish so I stay down stairs a lot. Unfortunate my computer is upstair and it's just too hard to go up often. I'm still on a lot of steriods and insullin. My body is so bloated I can hardly recongnize myself! Right now, even as I type I'm having a hard time breathing, so I'm going to call Mike and maybe 911. Sorry to cut this short, but I'm concerned. Thank you for your prayers. Love and gratitude to all, Jane

Hey Everyone, i just wanted to say thank you for all of your praayers. they are all appreciated. life seems to be looking up for me right now. i have moved back to tennessee and reunited with all of my family. and even though the process is slow i seem to be healing. and each day seems to get eaasier. there are still moments when i break down and cry but i am managing thanks to all of your prayers and because of SOD!!!! So i pray that you all find the peace that we all need. and all of you take care. Sarah Kay

Hi Everyone,
Just wanted to say I am ok. Couldn't wake Mike up and decided to try deep breathing and the pain went away. I was ready to call 911 and had my phone with me all night. This morning I'm tired but ok. Hope I didn' scare anyone too much, the pain came on suddenly and I knew I had to sign off fast. As you can see. I'm still struggling healthwise. Also, I'm taking Chantix to quit smoking and the biggest side effect for me is the inability to stay asleep. After 12 days in the hospital with interrupted sleep and not getting a full nights sleep at home I'm really tired. The good news is I'm down to 4 cigs a day. Actually, I only smoke a few puffs then put it out and several hours later will take more puffs. May date is Jan 1, cuz in my state it will be so much more difficult to smoke. Could use a lot of prayer there also. I want to but I don't want to.

Sarah, I'm glad things are looking up for you. Hang in there, we're all on this incredible rollar coaster.

Love and gratitude to all, Jane

Hi Pattyeb,
Thank you so very much for your kind words and awesome post. It was super nice of you to post here, we so appreciate it when someone who hasn't experienced this ultimate of losses takes the time and effort to do so.
May God bless you and your family abundantly!
Love & Hugs,
Sandy

Hello All,
I'm slowly getting back into the swing of things after our weekend spent with Chris and Jialing with our early Christmas Celebration. They leave on Thursday for China, I would appreciate prayers for them for safe travel there and back!
We had a very nice family time and a lovely dinner, then opened our gifts, it was very low-key and easier to handle, with just us as a family....and that to me is the most important thing.
Much love, prayers & Hugs to all,
Sandy

Shaner, may the Lord be with Chris and Jialing on their trip back to China. May He make their trip enjoyable and smooth. Amen

Hello Linda,
Oh, that's so very nice and thoughtful of you to pray for my request, thank you! May God bless you abundantly for doing so,
Love & Hugs,
Sandy