Prayer Circles

hey tam;oh yes oh yes, READ YOUR POST AND LOVED IT!!!!!!!AND YESSIREEWE GOT HIM.I DID THE SAME THING WHEN I READ THAT WHAT HE WROTE. I WAS GRINNING AND JUST BURSTING ALL OVER WITH JOY.OH HOW WONDERFUL GOD IS!!!!!!!!JUST WONDERFUL WHEN YOU CAN REACH THAT ONE WHO IS IN SUCH DISPAIR AND TOUCH THEIR HEART WITH THE WORDS GOD GIVES YOU TO SAY. AND SOMETIMES WE JUST HAVE TO LAY ON THE LINE LIKE IT IS AND STAND IN TOTAL BOLDNESSS. THANK YOU JESUS. I AM SO PROUD TO HEAR THE REPORTS ON YOUR MOTHER ,AND SONS. I JUST FELT SUCH A STRONGNESS THAT DAY WHEN I WROTE THAT POST HERE AND YOUR SON TYRONE HAD COME TO MY ATTENTION THROUGH THE LORD , SO I AM SO PLEASED , FOR I KNOW THAT YOUR PRAYERS HAVE BEEN ANWSERED THERE WITH THEM . OH YEAH!!!!!!IT IS NEVER IN OUR TIMING , BUT IT ALWAYS AND FOREVER IS WITH GOD. I LOVE YA TOO, AND I AM SO GLAD TO CALL YOU MY SISTER IN CHRIST,AND I GOT YOUR EMAILS AND I WILL WRITE YOU LATER. KEEP THOSE PRAYER PRAISES COMING AND STAY THE WAY GOD MADE YOU IN YOUR AWESOME FAITH AND LOVE FOR HIM. AINT HE MARVELOUS.!!!!!!!IN GOD WE TRUST FOREVER AND EVER. KRIS

DARLENE;HI YOU!ENJOYED HEARING FROM YOU AND I WILL WRITE YOU LATER TODAY, ONCE AGAIN I THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SHARING YOUR STORY HERE AND I KNOW THAT YOU AE GOING TO BE ALRIGHT , I CAN FEEL THAT, BECAUSE YOU USED ONE OF MY FAVORITE VERSES HERE, AND THAT IS , WE CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST JESUS WHO STRENGTHENS US AND THAT IS TRUE , FOR WE CAN . HE GIVES US SUCH STRENGTH ,THAT IIN OUR WEEKEST AND VULNERABLE TIMES, HE IS RIGHT THERE TO HOLD US UP.I DONT KNOW HOW MUCH YOU HAVE READ OF THESE POSTS, AND KNOW THAT I AM TERMINAL WITH HEP.C.,AND MANY OTHER HEALTH PROMBLEMS, BUT YOU KNOW WHAT I HAVE OUTLIVED MY LIFE SPANS ON THIS , AND GOD HASAS SPARED WITH A LOT ON THIS AND I AM SO VERY GRATEFUL AND SO THANKFUL.AND AWHILE BACK I HAD TO MY NEROALIGIST AND HE SAID,IN THE TWO YEARS OR SO I HAVE BEEN TAKING CARE AND SEEING YOU, I STAND IN AMAZEMENT, FOR YOU ARE ALWAYS HERE WITH A SMILE, EVERTHING LOOKS GOOD CONSIDERING,AND USALLY PEOPLE IN YOUR CONDITION AND WHEN AMONIA LEVELS ARE HIGH , ARE IN A COMA, ORNOT ABLE TO MOVE OR GET AROUND GOOD.I SEE THAT EVERYTHING IS HOLDING IT'S OWN AND LOOKS GOOD.AND I SAID TO HIM, I GIVE ALL CREDIT TO GOD FOR THAT. HE JUST SMILED ANDSAID THAT;S RIGHT.I AM IN REMISSION RIGTH NOW IN MY ADEMA .I AMIN REMISION ON MY SEIZURES , HAVE'NT HAD ONE IN A COUPLE MONTHS.AMEN AMEN AMEN!!!!!!!SO YOU SEE FRIEND, HOW TRUE AND POWERFUL THAT VERSE IS . IT IS SO ONE OF MY FAVORITES. I HOPE YOU ARE FEELING BETTER AND JUST KEEP BELIEVEING AND REACHING AND SEEKING GOD OUR FATHER, OUR LORD AND SAVIOUR JESUS CHRIST.I LOVE HIM SO. LOVE AND FAITH KRIS.
P.S. WILL WRITE YOU, AND TAM TODAY.

HI PAULA; YOUR POSTS ARE ALWAYS SO PRECIOUS AND WE ARE SO GLAD TO SEE YOUR FAITH IN GOD SO STRONG AND YOU KEEP THOSE PRAISES COMING . GOD LOVES YOU SO.LOVE &FAITH ,KRIS

CHARLOTTE;THANK YOU LORD THAT YOU ARE OK. HAVE BEEN REALLY WORRIED ABOUT YOU.THERE IS A NAME SAKE LIKE YOURS THAT HAS BEEN ON ANOTHER PRAYER SITE I GO TO,AND I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT YOU WILL COME THROUGH THESE TRYING TIMES , BECAUSE YOUKNOW THAT GOD IS THER WITH YOU , HELPING YOU THROUGH IT. IM SORRY YOU HAVE BEEN HAVING SOME ISSUES, WRITE ME ONMY EMAIL AND WE WILL TALK IT THROUGH.I KNOW THAT YOU HAVE YOUR HANDS FULL, MOVING IS THE WORST, SO MUCH THAT GOES INTO IT,I WISH YOU THE VERY BEST AND I WILL TALK TO YOU SOON. I TRIED TO WRITE YOU SEVERAL TIMES, BUT THE DELIVERY FAILED ANDSO I WILL WAIT TO HEAR FROM YOU. HOLD ON GIRL, YOU KNOW WHERE YOUR FAITH LIETH AND RESTETH.LOVE AND FAITHFULNESS.INGOD WE TRUST FOREVER AND EVVER. KRIS.

PHILLIP; HOPE YOU ARE DOING WELL THIS DAY; AND YOU KNOW THAT YOU GOT SOME ONES HERE THAT TRULY CARE AND LOVE YOU,AS TAM SAID, AND WE ARE GOING TO BE THERE FOR YOU ALWAYS. SO YOU KEEP THAT POSITITVENESS FLOWING IN YOUR HEART AND SPIRIT ANS SOUL AND MIND.THOU SHALT LOVE THE LORD THY GOD WITH ALL THINE ,HEART, SOUL AND MIND.IN GOD WE TRUST FOREVER AND EVER. AMEN AMEN !!KRIS

LOVE IS ALL WE HAVE, THE ONLY WAY THAT WE CAN HELP EACH OTHER.EURIPIDES.

LOVE IS A LIFETIME OF FRIENDSHIP.
REMEMBER , FRIENDSHIPIS JUST A CALL AWAY.

A CHEERFUL LOOK BRINGS JOY TO THE HEART.

LOVE IS A GOOD ABOVE ALL OTHERS,WHICH ALONE MAKETH EVERY BURDEN LIGHT.LOVE IS WATCHFUL, AND WHILST SLEEPING STILL KEEPS WATCH;THOUGH FATIGUED IA NOT WEARY;THOUGHPRESSED IS NOT FORCED. LOVE IS SINCERE,GENTLE, STRONG,PATIENT,FAITHFUL,PRUDENT,LONGSUFFERING,MANLY. LOVE IS CIRCUMSPECT,HUMBLE,UPRIGHT,;NOT WEARY, NOT FICKLE,NOR INTENT ON VAIN THINGS;SOBER CHASTE,STEADFAST,QUIET,AND GUARDED IN ALL THE SENSES. THOMASA.KEMPIS.

ISIAAH41:HERE ARE SOME MORE VERSES TO ADD WITH THIS; ISAIAH 49:22,LAMENTATIONS4:20,EZEKIEL10:1-22,EZELIEL 11:22-25,DANIEL6:10-27,ZEPHANIAH 2:3,ZEPHANIAH3:11,15-20,HAGGAI2:15,ZECHARRIAH 4:10-14.

HAVE A WONDERFUL MARVELOUS DAY AND I WILL CLOSE OUT AND WRITE MORE LATER. LOVE YOU ALL AND IN GOD WE TRUST. AMEN.KRIS

hello everyone!!how are all of you on tghis monday?glad to hear from you tam, and darlene, got yall emails and sent yall one. phillip; so glad to see that you are hanging in there and seeing the positiveness come out of the negativeness. oh yeah!!!!!!!!charlotte; so glad that you are ok , but sorry to hear things are be hectic for you.paula and everyone , keep the faith that you have . for our faith is our stronghold .love and faith and in GOD WE TRUST EVERYBODY. KRIS

good morning everyone;hope everyone is doing well.it is a beautiful day here and it a whole new day and i give thanks .LOVE ALWAYS,KRIS

good morning everyone.i hope everyone is doing well andfine this blessed day that THE LORD HATH MADE. i am sitting here waiting to call my oldest grandchild in a little while to wish him a happy birthday, he will be 7 years old. he is my heart and i call him sweetiebird.i also have a baby granddaughter who is the spitting image of her momma.and she has a mind of her own, she is the queen of the walk and knows it.haha she is three.phillip; havent seen you post on here in a few days,hope everything is alright with you.
darlene; have a great trip to boston and i will write you soon.how are you , i hope you are gaining some of your weight back. hey, i would gladly give you 30 lbs.hahaha that is how much i want to loose, it would make me feel so much healthier.tonight my oldest nephew plays one of their toughtest teams, but that dont neccessarily mean they will win.joshua and his team are ranked #1 now in their division,and joshua is the #1 receiver and their team is 7-o. so i am going to keep on praying that tonight it will be 8-0.
tam; my precious and sister in CHRIST.your faith is so tremendous and it is a joy to know you, and like darlene , i will write you soon. i finally was able to get back on to the christian site , but still have not got to read all the posts yet.i got a letter fron faith not to long ago and was very glads to hear from her too. i will write later.
to the rest of you here, i am thinking of you and keeping you also in my prayers. i love you all with the love OF CHRIST THAT IS IN ME. KRIS

I will Bless the Lord, O' my soul and with everything that is within me.....
Peace, Love, Mercy, and Grace be multiplied unto you all in Jesus Name, AMen!

Hey kris, good morning sis, you are special to God and me, love, love, love for always keeping me before the Lord.
I received all your e-mails and greeting
love, love, love instead od thank you, lol.
Phillip, hello brother, how are you???
I continually pray the blessings of God over you and would like to see you back on.
All:
Trust in the Lord and lean not to your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him and He shall direct your paths. Proverbs3:4-5
Have a beautiful day, smile at a stranger or say a quick prayer for a passerby and make your day even more beautiful. God's Speed, Love y'all Tam~

hey tam. glad you got he emailsand good to hear from you and see you on here, and i my friend can sy the same for you always keeping me lifted TO THE LORD ,and showing just how precous is LOVE FOREVER IS.HE IS JUST SO WONDERFUL, AND AT TIMES IT SEEMNS WORDS ARE JUST NOT ENOUGH TO TELL AND PRAISE HIM FOR ALL THAT HE DOES AND HIS ABUNDANT LOVE, GRACE AND MERCY.I WOULD NEVER WONT TO KNOW WHAT IT WOULD BE LIKE TO NOT KNOW HIM AND HAVE HIM IN MY HEART,AND THE ONES THAT HAVE NEVER KNOW THAT I HIM, I THINK IS ONE OF THE SADDEST THINGS IN THE WORLD, A LOST SOUL.HAVE A WONDERFUL WEEKEND AND I WILL WRITE YOU SOON. AND I LOVE YOU LOTS, MY DEAR FRIEND AND SISTER IN CHRIST.KRIS

LORD; I COME TO YOU AND JUST GIVE YOU THANKS,AND I PRAY THAT YOU WILL CONTINUE TO BLESS AND KEEP EVERYONE HERE IN YOUR SIGHT AND LET THE ONES WHO HAVE NEVER MADE THE DECISION TO ACCEPT YOU INTO THEIR HEARTS, DO SO TODAY IN YOU. FOR WHOSOEVER CALLETH UPON MY NAME,HOW PRECIOUS OF WORDS IS THAT .JUST THE MENTION OF YOUR NAME IS SO PRECIOUS AND AWESOME ,THAT EVEN THE WICKED CANT HOLD UP .SO I COME TO YOU AND ASK THAT YOU CONTINUE TO BLESS AND KEEP MY FRIENDS HERE CLOSE TO YOU . AND WHATEVER THEIR NEEDS BE AND PRAYERS , THAT THEY WILL BE DONE, NOT IN OUR TIMING ,BUT ALWAYS IN YOURS.I LOVE YOU LORD, FOREVER AND EVER.KRIS

earth has no sorrow that HEAVEN cannot heal.sir thomas moore;

he shall not be afraid of evil tidings:his heart is fixed , trusting in the LORD.PSALM112:7

TO SOME PEOPLE,GOD IS ONLY A PEG TO HANG THEIR TROUBLES ON:DAN BENNETT;

PLEAD MY CAUSE, O LORD,WITH THEM THAT STRIVE WITH ME:FIGHT AGAINST THEM THAT FIGHT AGASINT ME.PSALM 35:1.

HOLINESS IS THE SYMETRY OF THE SOUL.PHILIP HENRY:

SING UNTO THE LORD, O YE SAINTS OF HIS, AND GIVE THANKS AT THE REMEMBRANCE OF HIS HOLINESS.AMEN.PSALM 30:4

OPEN YOUR WHOLE EYES AND THE WHOLE WORLD IS FULL OF GOD.JAKOS BOHMS.

OPEN THINE EYES, THAT I MIGHT BEHOLD WONDROUS THINGS OF THY LAW.PSALM 119:18.

Hello one and all!
Sorry I haven't been here in a while, but my job has been particularly wild lately with all sorts of personnell changes. When I do finally make it home I'm totally zonked and just go straight to bed. But have no fear I'm doing ok and thngs are begining to settle down(again LOL). I realyy aprriciate all you concern and prayers, and I'd be lost without all of you great people.

Take care and May God Bless each and every one of you!

Phillip

Praise God Phillip:
Always good to see you up and flying high. Stay encouraged brother and when your work calm down come back and see us here. We love you with the Love of Christ.
God's Speed!

Kris:
Hello and blessings in the "Matchless" Name of Jesus, I received your e-mails beautiful as always.
Please keep a friend of mine name Jolene in prayer, she's swamped in financial concerns and is very negative and don't really know God like she will be knowing Him by Faith.
Amen sis, Amen!
Praying always for you and the rest of the sites. Have a joyful day in Christ.
His Love and mine, Linda~

hey phillip';so glad to see you back and sorry to hear things have kept ypu sp swamped down at work , but you keep buzy that way,huh?we will keep you lifted and know that you are always in our thoughts, hearts and prayers and glad to know you are ok. hope to see you back soon,love &faith .kris

hey tam!!!!i am sssssoooooooo glag you have got all my emails, i have been worried about it, the other night i ried to send you and darlene both emails out and they back as mailfailures and i was getting a little aggravated at the computer system again.hahahaha. but got to have paitence , all good things come to those who wait , right?ahhahaha!!!i love ya lots too and your emails are always so uplifting and i will defintly pray and keep joleine in my prayers.and pray that she will come to know the faith that we have that is so strong and never goes away, for we know that WITH GOD all things come to pass.amen amen.how is your mother and the rest of yoour family doing? all fine i hope. i am so proud that your sons have chosen to follow their hearts with the LORD OUR GOD. THANK YOU JESUS.I THANK YOU FOR BEING SO SUPPORTIVE IN ALL I DO. LOVE YA LOTS GIRL.KRIS

DEAR LORD, I COME INN REQUEST OF PRAYER FOR JOLIENE, .DEAR GOD, YOU KNOW THE NEEDS,AND I PRAY THAT YOU WILL JUST OPEN HER HEART TO YOU TO BE RECEPTIVE OF YOU AND ALL YOU HAVE TO OFFER. LORD JUST FILL HER HEART WITH FAITHFULNESS AND JOY OF KNOWING THAT WITH YOU WE HAVE ALL THINGS WE ASK FOR AND I PRAY THAT YOU WILL JUST PLACE IN HER THE FIANCES THAT SHE NEEDS, THAT SHE MAY GIVE YOU ALL THE GLROY AND BLESSING FOR IT. JUST BE WITH HER LORD IN ALL THAT SHE IS SEEKING AND ASKING . IN ALL THIS I ASK AND I PRAY IN YOUR PRECIOUS HOLY NAME , IN JESUS NAME I PRAY, AMEN AMEN AMEN . LOVE FOREVER, KRIS

hey darlene; glad to know that you are holding so strong and doing so mmuch better.and i am so proud of you for standing up to him. good for you. i will try again to email you in a letter later. love always, kris

decisions;ANCHOR YOUR CONVICTIONS TO THE WORD OF GOD TO HELP PREVENT CRISIS FROM OCCURING IN YOUR LIFE.WHEN FACING TOUGH DECISIONS,EMPLOYDOGGEDAND DETERMINED PRAYER AND THINKING GROUNDED IN THE WORD.DO WHAT IS RIGHT THIS WEEK , WHATEVER IT IS, WHATEVER COMES THE PATH, WHATEVER PROMBLEMS AND DILEMMAS YOU FACE-JUST DO WHAT'S RIGHT.MAYBE NOONE ELSE IS DOING WHAT IS RIGHT, BUT YOU DO WHAT'S RIGHT.YOU BE HONEST. YOU TAKE A STAND. YOU BE TRUE. AFTER ALL,REGARDLESS OF WHAT YOU DO,GOD DOES WHAT IS RIGHT:HE SAVES YOU WITH HIS GRACE.

NEVER LET YOUR DECISIONS BE MADE ON THE BASIS OF THE BLOWINGS OF THE WINDS OF THE WINDS OFOPINION AND POPULARITY.

THE MAJORITY IS NOT ALWAYS RIGHT.IF THE MAJORITYHAD RULED,THE CHILDREN OF ISRAEL NEVER WOULD HAVE LEFT EYGPT.THEY WOULD HAVE VOTED TO STAY IN BONDAGE.IF THE MAJORITY HAD RULED,DAVID WOULD HAVE NEVER FOUGHT GOLIATH.HIS BROTHERS WOULD HAVE VOTED FOR HIM TO STAY WITH THE SHEEP.WHAT'S THE POINT? YOU MUST LISTEN TO YOUR OWN HEART.

GOD SAYS YOU ARE ON YOUR WAY TO BEIND A DISCIPLE WHEN YOU CAN KEEP A CLEAR HEAD AND A PURE HEART.

DO YOU EVER WONDER IF EVERYTHING WILL TURN OUT RIGHT AS LONG AS YOU DO EVERYTHING RIGHT?DO YOU EVER TRY TO DO SOMETHING RIGHT AND YET NOTHING SEEMS TO TURN OUT LIKE YOU PLANNED?TAKE HEART-----WHEN PEOPLE DO WHAT IS RIGHT, GOD REMEMBERS.AMEN.

FATHER;WE INVITE YOU TO BE OUR GUIDE THROUGH LIFE.LORD,WE DON'T ASK THAT YOU TAKE FROM US THE WORRIES OF THIS LIFE, BUT THAT YOU SURFACE THE WORRIES OF THIS LIFE SO THAT WE CAN SHARE THEM WITH YOU AND TURM THEM OVER TO YOU. AMEN AMEN.
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GOD'S CURE FOR UNHAPPINESS;
TITUS1:9-16 SERMON BY DADDY;
REVERAND TROY COCKERHAM;
6-16-28 TO 8-6-99

BIBLE READING;TITUS1:9-16;

SERMON;-THE MIND IS THE SEED LOST FOR THE WILL.AS A MAN THINKEST IN HIS HEART, SO IS HE.THE PRODIGAL BEGAN TO THINK, BEFORE HE ACTED. HE THOUGHT HE WOULD FIND HAPPINESS IN THE THINGS OF THE WORLD.YOU WILL NOT FIND IT THERE.IN ORDER FOR ONE TO FIND HAPPINESS,YOU MUST

1:HAVE A SINGLE MIND. PHILLIPIANS 1:21;FOR ME TO LIVE IS CHRIST , AND TO DIE IS GAIN.AMEN.
FOR ME TO LIVE IS IS CHRIST, THE MAN WHO SAID THAT, ONCE WAS THINKING THE WRONG WAY.HE BEGAN TO THINK RIGHT WHENHIS MIND WAS TURNED AROUNDIN THE RIGHT DIRECTION.MAKE THAT YOUR GOLD MIND.

11.HE MUST HAVE A SUBMISSIVE MIND:-PHILLIPIANS 2:3HIM THEREFORE I HOPE TO SEND PRESENTLY,SO SOON AS I SHALL SEE HOW IT WILL GO WITH ME.PSALM 1:-
BLESSED IS THE MAN THAT WALKETH NOT IN THE COUNCIL OF THE UNGODLY, NOR STANDETH IN THE WAY OF THE SINNERS, NOR SITTETH IN THE SEAT OF THE SCORNFUL.

BUT HIS DELIGHT IS IN THE LAW OF THE LORD;AND IN HIS LAW DOTH HE MEDITATE DAY AND NIGHT.

AND HE SHALL BE LIKE A TREE PLANTED BY THE RIVER OF WATER, THAT BRINGETH FORTH HIS FRUIT IN THE SEASON;HIS LEAF ALSO SHALL NOT WITHER; AND WHATSOEVER HE DOETH SHALL PROSPER.

THE UNGODLYARE NOT SO;BUT ARE LIKE THE CHAFFWHICH THE WIND DRIVETH AWAY.

THEREFORE THE UNGODLYSHALL NOT STAND IN THE JUDGEMENT, NOR SINNERSIN THE CONGREGATION OF THE RIGHTEOUS.

FOR THE LORD KNOWETH THE WAY OF THE RIGHTEOUS;BUT THE WAY OF THE UNGODLY SHALL PERISH.
11CHRONICLES;30:8-NOW BE YE NOT STIFFNECKED,AS YOUR FATHERS WERE, BUT YEILD YOURSELVES UNTO THE LORD,AND ENTER INTO HIS SANSTUARY, WHICH HE HATH SANSTIFIED FOREVER: AND SERVE THE LORD YOUR GOD, THAT THE FIERCENESS OF HIS WRATH MAY TURN AWAY FROM YOU.

111.HE MUST BE SPIRITUAL MINDED;-PHILLIPIANS3:20-FOR OUR CONVERSATION IS IN HEAVEN:FOR WHENCE ALSO WE LOOK FOR THE SAVIOUR,THE LORD JESUS CHRIST.1 CORINTHIANS.OUR CONVERSATIONDEALS WITH THINGS ABOUT THE CHURCH. THE BLESSED SAVIOUR.

1V.-HAVE A SECURE MIND;-PHILLIPIANS4:6-BE CAREFUL FOR NOTHING; BUT IN EVERY THING BY PRAYER AND SUPPLICATION WITH THANKSGIVING LET YOUR REQUESTS BE KNOWN UNTO GOD. AMEN.WORRIES ROB THE MIND OF SWEET HAPPINESS_-IN EVERYTHING GIVE THANKS. AMEN.

V.GOD WANT TO GET INTO YOUR MIND AND THEN HE WILL BE ABLE TO GET IN TO YOUR SOUL. JAMES 4:7-SUBMIT YOURSELVES THEREFORE TO GOD.RESIST THE DEVIL AND HE WILL FLEE FROM YOU . YES HE WILL.

MY NOTES:-ARE WE WILLING TO BRING OUR ALL TO GOD AND LAY IT ALL BEFORE HIM? HAVE A CLEAR AND CONTRITE MIND?ARE WE WILLING TO SAY, HERE I AM LORD, HERE I STAND BEFORE YOU LORD, DO WITH ME AS YOU WILL? I COME BEFORE YOU A BROKEN SPIRIT NEEDING GUIDANCE THAT ONLY YOU LORD CAN GIVE TO ME, I LAY MYSELF BEFORE YOU ,TO MOLD AND SHAPE IN TO BEING THE PERSON YOU WANT TO BE, FOR I CANNOT DO IT ALONE, I COME WILLING LORD.ARE YOU WILLING TO SAY THIS TO HIM TODAY, ARE YOU WILLING TO MAKE THOSE SREPS, ARE YOU WILLING TO HAVE A CHANGE OF MIND OF HEART OF SPIRIT? COME FULLY AND WHOLLY TO GOD AND COME SEEKING HIM WITH ALL THAT IS WITHIN YOU AND COME WHOLE HEARTINGLY AND HE WILL DO THE REST.AMEN.IT IS THE GREASTEST ANS MOST IMPORTANT DECISION AND STEPS TAHT YOU WILL MAKE IN YOUR LIFE, BY CHOOSING TO DO WHAT IS PLEASING IN THE SIGHT OF THE LORD. AMEN ANDAMEN.WITH THE LOVE OF CHRIST THAT IS WITHIN ME, I LOVE YOU ALL, KRIS

Well, it has happened again. I was starting to feel good about life and God took what little happiness I had away from me again! I truly give up on any hope of ever being happy and enjoying life, it's just not ment to be. Everytime I start to feel good, that what is making me feel like I may actually be happy is taken away from me. Not just once, but quite a few times. All I am left with is emptiness, and lonleness. And with the holidays comming up, it's far worse than ususal, since I no longer have a real family anymore. Just a group of people who could care less about me or how I feel. So I give up, and have decided to quit trying to be something I never will be.....happy.

Phillip

PHILLIP,PHILLIP,PHILLIP;MY GOD, YOU MAKE ME SO SAD WHEN I READ YOU JUST GIVING UP AND SAME OLD SONG , BLAMING GOD ,AND BEING DOWN ON YOUR LIFE AND YOURSELF. WHY DO YOU INSIST ON DOING THIS TIME AND TIME AGAIN?IT IS NOT GOD'S FAULT AND YOU NEED TO QUIT BLAMING HIM EVERYTIME SOMETHING GOES WRONG IN YOUR LIFE OR DOES'NT GO LIKE YOU THOUGHT IT WOULD. THAT'S ENOUGH OF THAT. HOW WOULD YOU FEEL IF GOD DID THAT TO YOU, WELL ANOTHER DAY PHILLIP IS WALKING AWAY FROM ME , SO I GUESS I WILL JUST FORGET ABOUT HIM AND GO ON, HE DOES'NT CARE,YOU DEEP DOWN WOULD NOT LIKE IT AND YOU KNOW YOU WOULD'NT . WELL IT IS THE SAME FOR GOD, BECAUSE HE WOULD NEVER TURN AWAY FROM YOU , BECAUSE HE LOVES YOU SO, AND IT HURTS HIM TO SEE HOW YOU FEEL TOWARDS HIM. THAT YOU ARE SO QUICK TO BLAME HIM.GOD DOES'NT TAKE HAPPINESS AWAY. HE DOES'NT CAUSE PAIN AND SUFFERING . HE DOES'NT WANT YOU TO BE UNHAPPY. SO WHY DO YOU ALWAYS THINK THAT HE WANTS THIS FOR YOU. MY GOD PHILLIP ,DO YOU THINK THAT LOWLY OF GOD??????? BECAUSE I TELL YOU IF YOU DO, YOU DONT KNOW THE SAME GOD I DO.AND YES I AM VERY UPSET WITH YOU RIGHT NOW. I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND YOU, WHY , WHY PHILLIP?//////THIS IS RIDUCULOUS TO THINK THIS WAY, TO FEEL THIS WAY, HOW DO YOU EXPECT FOR GOD TO DO ANYTHING POSITIVE AND COMPLETELY IN YOUR LIFE , IF EVERYTHING SOME LITTLE THING DOES'NT GO YOUR WAY, YOU AUTOMATICALLY PUT THE BLAME ON HIM.YOU TELL ME THAT ?I WANT TO KNOW!!!!!!AND YOU KNOW CHRISTMAS IS ONE OF MY VERY FAVORITE HOLIDAY, BECAUSE THE TRUE MEANING OF CHRISTMAS IS THE SEASON WE CELEBRATE THE LORD JESUS'S BIRTH, AND THAT IS THE TRUE MEANING OF THE HOLIDAY. OF A BABY BORN IN A MANGER SO LONG AGO , WHO GREW TO WALK THIS EARTH FOR 33 YEARS AND DIED ON THE CROSS OF CALVARY AND AFTER 3 DAYS AROSE. HE DID'NT DIE FOR JUST ONE,HE DIED AND PAID THAT PRICE FOR ALL, AND HE AROSE WITH VICTORY OVER DEATH , SO THAT THROUGH HIM WE MAY HAVE LIFE EVERLASTING. YOU NEED TO REALIZE YOU ARE BLAMING THE WRONG ONE , I HATE HEARING THAT FROM ANYONE, IT IS ONE OF MY PET PEEVES. TO HEAR SOMEONE BLAME GOD FOR WHEN SOMETHING GOES WRONG OR DONT GO LIKE THEY WANT TO . WELL JUST BLAME FOR IT!!!!!!! I HATE THAT.IT IS WRONG, IT IS APALLING.IT IS UNFAIR. IT IS A LIE.AND AS FORREST GUMP SAID ; THAT'S ALL I HAVE TO SAY ABOUT THAT. IN GOD I STAND .IN GOD WE TRUST. IN GOD HE IS ALL AND ALL. I STAND IN DELIVERANCE WITH HIM MY LORD AND SAVIOUR JESUS CHRIST. LOVE &FAITH,KRIS

Kris,

Sorry if I offended you, but this was the last straw. Everytime I begin to feelhappy, something comes along and destroys that feeling. It's been that way most of my life, and I finally accept the fact thatit will never be. Things like family, trust, and happiness that everyone else takes for granted are things I have wished for all my life and never experienced. So I will just continue on like always, except now I finally realize my place in this world and have quit living a lie. It's things like when I found out my boss referes to me as the "Villgae Idiot" behind my back, when I have given him everything I could for his company, including unquestionable loyalty and respect. Not to mention that I am the best ISR he has, and to be looked upon like this? No it's things like this and every thing else that has made me realize it's not worth the effort anymore to try.

PHILLIP

dear phillip;that just made me wnat to cry to read your post , and as for as your boss goes , he IS THE IDIOT,not you; because HE CANNOT SEE ALL THAT YOU HAVE PUT IN TO WHAT YOU DO FOR HIM AND YOUR JOB. that is not your fault, and who does he think he is anyway, he did'nt always have the position he has, and who knows , somewhere down the line , im sure quite a few referred to him as the village idiot along with a few other words.so you my buddy, DON'T WORRY ABOUT WHAT HE THINKS, IT SHOULD'NT MATTER, IT IS JUST HIS STUPIDITY SHOWING!!!!!!!and you are not that at all , you know and we know that and how dare someone refer to you that way, that's just mean , cruel and vicious and very uncalled for.but why do you what to let these people that seem to bring you down this way , win?////they are not worth it, phillip, they are really not. you sound a lot like me; you wear your heart on your sleeve and the opinion of others really matters , even the mean ones and those you should'nt care what they have to say, because they are not taking the time out to know you , to get to know you , to understand that you have feelings and that they are no better than you. remember that. they get up and go to work the same as you, eat breakfast same as you, do the daily routine same as you , THEY ARE NO BETTER THAN YOU , AND IF THEY THINK THEY ARE, THEN THEY ARE ONLY FOOLING THEIR SELVES. BECAUSE NOBOBY IN THIS WORLD ID PERFECT, NOBODY.why do you think that you will never have the things like family and as you say things that other people have took for granted and you have wanted for most of your life and never have had, why do you think these things will never happen for you?////i dont understand that,phillip?why is it so hard to see to believe to understand and to focus that you are just as more entitled to these things as anyone else ?why is it so hard for you to see that?because i am a very firm believer and know for a fact THAT WITH GOD ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE . AND THAT INCLUDES ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE FOR YOU TOO.!!!!!!please dont let what your boss said , cause you any more grief. because that wasjust pure cruelty, and i would'nt justify that for nothing.and phillip, i just it;s not just you , i cant stand to hear any one BLAME GOD OR TURN AGAISNT HIM , I JUST CANT BARE THAT.i have said it to my own brother before , because he got angry at GOD, WHEN WE Lost daddy and it killed me to hear him that way, it is better now and getting better , but it's because of alot of prayer.mark, just always thought that daddy would get well, he did'nt want to accept the fact that it was his time to go.so you see ,that is just a major major pet peeve of mine, because i love THE LORD SO VERY VERY MUCH AND IT JUWST BREAKS MY HEART WHEN I HEAR SOMEONE TALK THAT WAY ABOUT GOD.and phillipi just wanta cry , because i can feel the hurt and pain you are in at times in your posts and it just breaks my heart, i have tears inmy eyes now, because i just ,i just dont know what more i can say, i just really dont to make you understand, you should'nt llet yourself get down to where you feel so low about your self and your surroundings. dont you know GOD CREATED YOU AND YOU ARE SO VERY SPECIAL TO HIM AND HE LOVES YOU SO , AND HE DOES NOT WANT TO SEE YOU IN PAIN, THAT ;S NOT HOW GOD IS. i have said all i know to say, i just feel a loss for words ,but i do hope you come back on and read what ihave wrote and take it to heart , because that is where it was wrote from. love always,kris

one of my favorite chapters in the BIBLE is P hilimon and here is an introduction and a little bit on that .

philemon had every reason to be angry. his slave , onesimus, had stolen from him and run away.he had escaped to rome, where he net P aul and he became a believer. now onesimus is returning to philemon. under normal circumstances, philemon has the right to exact revenge . but these are not normal circumstances, P aul explains, onesimus fled as a slave, he returns as a believer. P aul does'nt ask P hilemon to free onenimus from slavery, but to free him from anger. he urges philemon to offer grace rather than demand justice. does this short letter have any application for your life?????/it does if there is an oneimus in your life.if someone has betrayed you or offeneded you or turned away from you. what they did was'nt right . and to demand justice is only natural, which is precisely the promblem. getting even is natural, it;s not spititual. as you con sider how to respond, consider a higher law.a law which sets all men, slave,or nonslave, free. amen.

love always , kris this was taken from the max lucada inspirational study Bible. phillip ; if you dont have one of these Bibles , you really need to get one , because they are very inspiring, but until then i want you to pick up your BIBLE AND READ THE WHOLE STORY , IT'S ONLY ONE CHAPTER OF PHILEMON.. PLEASE DO THIS.