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LonelyLittleLisa and God's Gifts-my family
My torn apart Daughter and Family and self


Past mistakes, todays sorrows, and tomorrows hopes, goals, dreams, and acceptance. Please pray with us...


I have been suffering from depression since I was 12 years old. I got into drinking and drug use and prostitution. My drug of choice was whatever you had to offer. I have been clean for quite a while after a 5 and a half year prison stretch, I began using again and couldn't seem to get that feeling of close, personal, and unique Loving tenderness and Hope that I'd worked so hard to regain while away from the carnality of the fast paced "outside" world. I knew I was in trouble and didn't have much time to stop digging...or I would not only die physically, but more importantly spiritually! I got away from my "unhealthy-ness" n made a new start more firmly founded in Christ n our relationship.

 
lonelylittlelisa -7/6/2009
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lonelylittlelisa
7/6/2009 10:54

I couldn't do it for my children, whom I had lost due to immature decisions on my part, or any other member of my loving family. I had to choose to Love this child of the King...me. Love is not just some petty feeling that comes and goes like the wind or tide washing in, out, then disappears with a gust or pull! IT IS AN ACTION THAT TAKE WORK. No sooner had I gotten a good rhythm in motion and thought I was cruisin' merrily along the highway to healthy happiness then I was hit by a semi head on! My 23 year old daughter and I had a big falling out and I said and did some things that I never should have out of fear for her and my grandson. She was left with the feeling that I didn't trust her judgement or respect her or her decisions as the mature, responsible, wise, and strong young Lady that SHE IS! I was wrong for stressing my fears in the manner I did. And because of my selfishness and mistrust, she won't talk to me-5 months now.


lonelylittlelisa
7/6/2009 10:54

I have apologized to her and her boyfriend repeatedly and he tells me to lose his number and says I'm worthless and she just says to stay away. I haven't relapsed, though the thought has fleetingly crossed my mind. I pray, read the Bible, walk, clean, and occupy my time being the kind of woman I am proud to be--befitting for a child of the King! I am at peace with my past, present, and future. Still, somehow I still feel like something is missing, or rather my precious daughter. I am focused on Jesus and my upcoming wedding and 2nd grandbaby to be born! Just please, now updated, can we pray for God's will? For Him to guide and direct everyone touched in this situation. I know He has His hands in it-even if I don't think so, at times...I know He is in control!


lonelylittlelisa
7/6/2009 10:55

Thank you all and may God bless you and yours as well.


lmbookerossie
7/6/2009 15:31

Father God, I thank You for healing and restoration to take place in this family. May Your love and grace abound. I speak death to silence and/or strife. I speak life to love, peace and the fruit of the Spirit to rule in their lives. I thank You that Your perfect Will will be done in and through them all, in Your perfect timing. Heal past hurts, Father, as only You can. In Jesus' Name I pray. Amen.

Lashonda
LMBOOKEROSSIE@YAHOO.COM


angels2448
7/6/2009 23:27

i pray for peace to come to you and give you grace you are leader walking in all you had down made you need to talk to schools schools about the your life and made you can save a another child from walking down your old ways made you to teach them that god loves them and what you went thru isn"t the answer i will for god to bless you and your family and give you peace and freedom to contiune to walk with me


merlock
7/7/2009 00:36

May God be with you and help you to stay clean and keep moving forward; and may He soften your daughter's heart and guide all of you to know how to repair your relationship for the best. Amen!


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