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Trying to Build Back My Faith

I am 21 years old and I wonder every day why so many bad things happen to me. What I did to deserve the life I have and the person I've become. I am working hard to rebuild my life but I know I can't do it alone.

When I was little I was sexually molested by one of my favorite Uncles. As I grew older my father began abusing me. The older I got the worse it got. I moved out two weeks after my 18th birthday. I seem to find myself in some kind of trouble all the time. From poor judgement of the people I befriend and trust, to financial irrisponsibility. I found out 4 months ago that I had cancer on my cervix. I had stomache cramps everyday and my immune system became very weak. In January 2000, I had surgery done that removed part of my cervix. I have always wanted children and am very scared that I won't be able to have one. My family is very racist and does not approve of my future husband. With all of this I have seemed to have lost my faith in God as well as my faith in myself. Does anyone have any advise for me as to how to get past all of this and move on to live a long happy life with myself and with my future family???
butterfly81779 -3/25/2001
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7/30/2001 14:09

Lord, being 21 myself it is hard sometimes to keep the is at any age, but especially when you are young and everything in life seems to be telling you to live your life a million different ways. It was only because of Your love and forgiveness that brought me back on track. Please Father, show HT Your mercy and allow her to overcome her feelings of hopelessness. Just the fact that You led her to come to this site is a testament to Your love of her, and that You want her to be uplifted once again! :) Love her, wrap her in Your arms, and give her heart strength and courage once again!
Thank You Father!
In Jesus' name-amen

8/14/2001 18:59

HT, I am so proud of you and the strength you have shown considering all that you have been through. You are truly inspirational. If you have not gone through a marriage or relationship encounter program with a church yet. I strongly encourage you to do so. Pray for Gods guidance in your life. I will pray for you to continue to cope and show others love instead of the hate and misery you have been shown.
Dear God! Help your servant who has and still continues to suffer. Please guide her along the right path. Hold her in the palm of Your hand and cradle her within Your heart. I pray for peace in her life. AMEN

9/20/2004 18:12

Eith the Lord all things are possible. I pray that you will have a full and joyful life and that you will want for nothing. JML

3/12/2005 04:36

HT find out what God wants you to do. Hold on to God's hand. He won't let go, so don't you either. Lord you know how you want to use this woman's suffering to give you glory and to help her get to her maximum potential in you. Lord bless her mate. She does not need any pain from that source. Give her peace and wisdom. She has a lot to her. AMEN AND HALLELUJAH

12/27/2005 10:42

Oh Lord, I ome into agreement with all of these believers praying for this person LORD. Hear our prayers in the name of Jesus. Amen.


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