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Trying to Build Back My Faith

I am 21 years old and I wonder every day why so many bad things happen to me. What I did to deserve the life I have and the person I've become. I am working hard to rebuild my life but I know I can't do it alone.

When I was little I was sexually molested by one of my favorite Uncles. As I grew older my father began abusing me. The older I got the worse it got. I moved out two weeks after my 18th birthday. I seem to find myself in some kind of trouble all the time. From poor judgement of the people I befriend and trust, to financial irrisponsibility. I found out 4 months ago that I had cancer on my cervix. I had stomache cramps everyday and my immune system became very weak. In January 2000, I had surgery done that removed part of my cervix. I have always wanted children and am very scared that I won't be able to have one. My family is very racist and does not approve of my future husband. With all of this I have seemed to have lost my faith in God as well as my faith in myself. Does anyone have any advise for me as to how to get past all of this and move on to live a long happy life with myself and with my future family???
butterfly81779 -3/25/2001
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