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S Allen
6 Years of HIV

6 years of being HIV+ and not telling family and friends.

Every since I was diagnoised HIV+ over 6 years ago, I have felt as though God had burdened me with this disease for some purpose of learning something in this life. If that's the case, then I accept my fate. However, I am the type of person that cannot and will not burden others, especialy my family or friends with my problems.
I want to keep the close bond that we have, it's all that I have to hold on to these days. The problem is if God decides I will go before her, she will not understand my keeping this from her, nor will she think that she was the mother she should have been for her son.
But I simply refuse to risk the off-chance that the time I have left with her that she will always think of me differently, or treat me differently. Especially since we have never even spoken of me being gay after 40 years.
I guess what I am asking is that someone pray that I am doing the right thing by keeping her from hurting and that God will help her forgive me if I should go before her. Thank You!

Allen.S -1/1/2006
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