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Concerned, Scared, and need Hope

Concerned, Scared, and need Hope

I am a woman in my mid-20's who was sexually abused as a child. I didn't remember these incidents until recently. This eventually led to me having several sex partners in my early 20's while drinking and being careless. I have always known God and always prayed even in my darkest hours. I have been living in fear of getting a HIV test for fear of the results. I know I have been irresponsible and I don't know how I let my life get to this point. I know the only way to know for sure if I am infected is to get tested and I need encouragement to do so. I am now having a hard time believing in a God that would let something like this happen to one of his children. While it's me that has made the bad decisions I just don't see how he could let this happen to anyone. I am scared to death and don't know what to do...
silleeme26 -5/20/2003
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