Prayer Circles

I know how hard it may be for a teen to feel unwanted and unloved and lonely. I, when I was 9 ran away. I packed everything in a duffle bag and left the city. I ran all the way to Chesapeake but after a day realized that I couldn't make it on my own. I was gone for 3 days before I finally made it home. I had completely planned my life away from home. I had wrote a note and stuck it on the door for my brother and mom to find when they got home. I grabbed everything I could fit in a duffle bag and all of my money and just left. Of course I hadn't planned on how to get more money when I had spent it all on food and bottles of water, but I had figured everything else out. My mom sent out a search party for me and I hid whenever I saw a policeman. I ran away because we had just moved from my comfortable home in West Virginia. I was going to try to make it back to my old house, but I never made it to the interstate before I wanted to go back home. My mom works late hours and my dad doesn't live with us anymore. That was one of the reasons that we moved. I was also still mad because of their divorce, as another reason and I thought that if I ran away, they would team up to find me and they would realize how good of a partnership they had. That plan completely backfired on me. They hit off on a heated display of whose fault it was that I was left alone long enough.:
"You left her alone"-Dad
"You said you were too busy to babysit your own daughter when you knew I couldn't be there"-Mom
"You could have hired someone to watch her"-Dad
"You know I can't afford extra expences since the divorce"-Mom
Yeah, pretty crazy. But I still am lonely. I thought that running away would make me feel more free and help me escape from my problems, but I am now surrounded in even more problems. I still think of running away and I already have a bag packed. If I didn't get on here and write all of this, I would probably be out the door and back in Chesapeake. Only this time, I have more money and can provide food for myself. I had to tell someone this, so I thought, why not tell a few ppl and see how many ppl wil read this. I hope you can realize something, if anything, from this letter. I was about to leave, but found an alternative, if you feel too stressed to stay where you are, make sure that you make the right decision and find another way to escape where you are right now. If you run away or committ suicide or do drugs or any of that, you are just going to make your life even more miserable. Take it from someone with experience. Please pray for me, if I didn't believe that someone out there would take the time to read my story, I wouldn't have stayed long enough to write it. Believe in the internet. It will halp you if you need a friend to make one or if you need encouragement to find it. I also am always open to help, but then again, I also was about to run away... Well, that's my story. I hope it helped sum1.