Prayer Circles

I now turn over my neighbor and the fence situation.

the noise every day for years now, (what am I supposed to learn here); the failed efforts that feel like brick walls in every direction; the frustration/anger/fear that is creeping in, I give these to you now God.

I now release all possessions to you (even the house, kitties and maybe my music) and pray only for your will in my life. I let go and jump into the void. All I "own" came from you, so I now give it back to you. I pray your support will dissolve any fear--no I give you my fear as well. I give you my grasping of these strong attachments today. I also let go of the noise next door again because it is really irritating and stressful. I release them now. I release the anger into the universe and let go.

I now release my resistance to change.

God, you have called to me, in my hour of greatest need, to come and walk with you on a journey I would not have imagined. To you I release the soul of my beloved wife Nancy, and release the grief of her loss. As I now wlak a new path to ministry, I release all the ego and fear of this new thing you have called me to do, trusting in your arms.

I have reached yet another crossroad, the same one I have encountered in previous times, and still I have no answer. I release to the Universe my struggle and worry over my life's purpose. I release my concern over money and trust that we will somehow be taken care of. My intention is to get clear so that I may find my way, but ask for assistance in doing that. I am listening for messages, and I pray for guidance. Thy will be done.

I am giving you my fears of not succeeding, My fears of not supporting my families needs.The fears I have had hidden inside me for years, I relinquish them all to you now and I am free.....

feeling of abandonment, alone, fear, hope is running out, stuck, spirit is breaking, can't see

the noise next door

Here is another item for my basket, God. I am feeling anguish over the Middle East situation. It seems to be the epitome of all of our problems on this planet -- that we cannot share what belongs to you. So here it is, I give it to you now... Amen

Dear God I'm giving you my fears over not having emough money for repairing & fixing my apartment, so that it will be good enough for my brother to bring my niece into, & others not being comfortable it. I'm releasing my fears of my financial problems hoping YOU will take care of them. I'm releasing my fear of being alone & not being able to cut it by myself. I'm releasing my anger for not bing where I expected to be at this stage of life, knowing this is where YOU want me to be. And I'm releasing my anger to YOU for Lennys death so that he may rest in peace & accept YOUR LOVE for him. I'm releasing my son to YOU so that YOU will protect him better than I can. I give these & my love to YOU now. Amen

dariaMcB,
I love to read the things you write!!! and I give God thanks for leading me to your words!

This is so hard but i'm trying to release the hurt,the pain, the anger at god, the anger at myself, and the anger at my step-mother, for taking my dad away up to heaven where I hope he is!

Breezy9, thank you for affirming me! Wow. I am so happy to meet you! And here's my little angel Rosiechick in here, too, to help me feel I am not alone. (She's always by my side that little angel.)

I came in here tonite (early a.m.) feeling like I needed to be in the company of someone(s) who was in touch with their inner vulnerable self. Child-like people who can hear their inner soul's longings, which is the voice of God to me. I was trying to think what do I need and how can I get that from Bnet. Should I open a dialogue group and solicit a group of open and honest people to share their inner child (God self)?

I just need to be held in my spirit by other people no matter how I am feeling. Tonite I am still feeling lost (like Rosiechick, my angel, is so aware of, and she always sends me HUGE love and support). I guess I am still holding onto my desire to be a musician, when I know God has bigger plans for me. So I admit that now. Some things are just so hard to let go of. Music is so much a part of me that, to let it go, feels like cutting off a part of my body. (And just writing that, here are some tears.) But somehow I feel, that by holding onto it, I am limiting a greater thing that God has prepared for me, and also holding onto it is almost like not having faith that God truly does have a greater purpose. You know, it's just so hard to believe it, when I don't see it with my eyes. That's my physical self; my spiritual self can see it.

Anyway, I feel comforted that my angel Rosiechick and (maybe a new angel) Breezy9 were here when I came in. God bless your little toes for that! Yes, at this time in my life, I am lost, but I AM NOT ALONE. I am held up by these 2 angels' presence, and in God's timing I will set sail on the new course that is planned for me.

I love you. Daria

Dearest Daria,
Your always in my heart and in my prayers! You showed me that there was truly some light ahead of me lighting up my path! You told me that things would work out for the best i'd see! Although I yet do not see it I know that if I am to fall behind i'll have my angel by my side to pick me up! Just like you've always been since i've met you!!!!

p.s.
I hope your feeling better....

love ya lots dollface Ü!,
Whitney

Dear God!,
Heres another one I am going to try my hardest to give over to you my fear of people!
I am so afraid to give this over to you because sometimes I wonder if there really is a god and then I wonder if there is one, can he hear me? I used to be really spiritual, and then the wrong crowd came around, and the wrong guys, and things happened! I believe if I would of been the little angel that I try to be now, back then. Then I dont think that I would of made some of the mistakes I did back then!
There is so much peer pressure around us teenagers these days and things happen that we wish we never felt like we absoloutely "had" to do. For instance skipping school, smoking, sex, drugs, stealing! Luckily yes i'll admit
I havn't been as innocent as I would of liked to of been but ill tell you this I only did two of those things (the two minor ones)! I got mixed up with the wrong crowd and then things happen.... things that i'm sure will have in the back of their minds forever taunting them until they face the fact that there is PEER PRESSURE, and it is caused be people. So lord, if your up there and you listening to me right now, please protect me and lead me away from the wrong crowds (please)!

love ya lots!,
Whitney

God I now turn Whitney over to you and pray you will help her to completely love and approve of herself so much that she will not need her peers' approval to feel validated and lovable. I pray you will pour your love over her so full that she is not hurt by people around her that try to bring her down, and I pray you will give her the best life she could ever dream of, because she is your angel sent here to earth. I also pray you will help her to forgive herself like I forgive her, and like I know you forgive her because you love like that... you just love us for who we are right now, and you know we learn from our mistakes. That's why Jesus said, Father forgive them, because they don't know what they are doing.

God, I turn over myself now, too, and thank you for Whitney's help in being more aware of my angels and ASKING for help and direction. I pray you will put it in front of my face where you would have me go. Amen.

Dear Lord!,
As I sit here in tears this lovly evening that I should be out enjoying i'm not.... I'm not because I have things that are on my mind that I wish weren't there.... I have things that are not working out so great for me right now.... I have friends that i've feel i've lost and lastly I have my fears my terrible, self-destructive fears!!!!
There the worst of the worst! They tear me down and throw me away felt never to be found again...
I never want to go out and do anything, or be around people or talk to people or even write people. I feel ashamed that my dad died the way he died and its true there is someone to blame besides him! That persons me....
I think that that was one of my greatest fears! Owning up to my faults and not being responsible for them. They've always told me that its my fault and I never believed them! But there was a dream that I had last night and it hit me like a ton of bricks that it was "all my fault", and I need to except that and not keep trying to not blame myself....

p.s.
God please take away the nightmares and the painful tears that destroy me a little more each time....

p.s.s.
Tell my friends that I still care for them and that there in my hearts forever and always no matter where I am....

p.s.s.s.
Tell my family that I except the fact that it is my fault and the fact that I cant stand to deny it to myself anymore.... For it is to painful to face at this time....

from!,
Whitney

God, I just want to tell you that I forgive Whitney if it is her fault, so I place her in your hands now and ask you to lift her up and show her that love covers a multitude of errors, and in your eyes her errors are as far away as the East is from the West. I am feeling sad that she is carrying this heavy weight on her shoulders God. I ask you to take her burden from her like you do, and help her see that there are only one set of footprints in the sand right now, and that is you carrying her.

Thank you for hearing us when we cry. Amen.

Dear God!,
I want to turn over myself to you. The part of me that hates myself because i'm me and the part that hates myself because i'm not me! I feel that on somedays i'm acting as a regular teenager would and that doesn't make me happy to run around with the girls at the mall and at the movies making out with whoever glances my way.
Then theres the part of me thats not acting my age i'm acting older then I should. Im acting like a woman in her 30 would act. I mean that they usually have there prioritys straight and are up to date with all the things happening in there life. They act very mature and they TRY to act like they never do anything wrong or prehaps like there leak-free (analogy). I hate myself even more when I do that because I know that Im still a teenager and I need to act my age and make mistakes and learn from them so that I can grow up to be who and what I want to be on my own without having to depend on anybody. But I also know that I tend to be more mature then others. But I dont kow if thats good or if its bad?
PLEASE HELP ME AND LET ME BE THE TYPE OF PERSON WHO KNOWS WHERE SHES HEADED AND HOW SHE WANTS TO PRJECT HERSELF....

AMEN!,
LOVE YA LOTS!,
Whitney

I turn over the fact of not being as innocence as I want to be. I'm only human right? Right?

love ya lots!,
Whitney

God I turn over Whitney to you and pray you will help her accept who she is right now, the way she is, without having to try to be perfect. I pray you will help her to see what is right for her, help her listen to your quiet voice inside that always guides us in the right direction if we will listen. I pray for your grace to cover her and protect her in all situations. Amen.

THANK YOU ANGEL!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hi god!,
Its me here again and I know that I havn't said much to anyone latly and I think maybe its because i'm scared that by the things I tell them that I may scare them off.... Please help me or point me in the right direction of not doing that anymore, my very bestest friend told me that you can't always run away from everything, and i'm trying not to! So please helkp me with this fear that i've been having.........

lots of love!,
ME