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*Keli J*
Twisted Sister...

Filled with hate, rage, and vengeance!

I'm Keli,27,and filled with hate and I don't know how to stop it. I pray--but my mind is too foggy to see the answer, I'm desperate.I hate my sister! She's a drug addict.From the time I was 14,I tried to help her,forgiven her for the deceit, the stealing, the pain she caused our family,her son. I know she's "sick" but I don't care anymore.I find burned pipes and "meth" all the time. She's constantly stealing,doesn't care about anything or anyone. Many nights I couldn't sleep--terrified about where my sister was,not knowing if she was alive. After years of this nightmare, I've stopped caring,& started hating her.This hatred is turning me inside out.I can't believe I'm asking other's to help me, but I am, because I feel lost.This hate I feel is like a cancer eating away at my soul.I feel myself slipping further into it and I fear someday I won't see light anymore,Please help me!

serverelyimmature -12/4/2001
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