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We were forced to deal with a sort of different kind of grief,I(Jamia) have had many difficulties dealing with this so-called New me. My two girls also have felt the brunt of such an ordeal.Life death , & the changed person Mom(I) became.

I(Jamia) had a life changing thing that happened to me 15mo. ago. I feel like the medical issue I dealt with , which took major parts of me has altered me forever. My problem is that after a major recovery from my death bed I am now a different woman. I dont feel the same inside , act the same ,I simply have a whole new look or feel on things & life. I wouldn't say its all bad , it's different. I will say it's very frustrating trying to live in the shoes of my old self. My family thinks I'm choosing to be this way, diff. from the original me. I am not, I am just trying to "BE", who ever I guess I am . I really dont no forsure. I know I used to be the best Mom, I enjoyed my kids& being the woman I was . I dont feel the same, I dont yearn for times I can do crafts or play with my kids, I sit alone quietly instead.I keep facing this daily fact that I am not here as I was, I'm changed, I dont no how to live this life, for my kids sake help me find the right way to swallow this new life, this new me.

ZENJMA -11/25/2001
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The Job 06/11/2008
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James J 02/12/2008
My Uncle
Dennis Worthington 02/12/2008
My marriage
Kat Mounce 02/12/2008
A good friends mother, who has cancer
everyone who needs prayer universal 02/12/2008

Pray for Michelle and Carlos N. 07/08/2008
"This prayer is to help us sell our home."

Pray for Donald H. 07/07/2008
"The love of my life has cancer."

Pray for Amanda B. 07/06/2008
"Please pray for my daughter and her unborn child."

Pray for Janice A. 07/05/2008
"One of my most favorite people in the whole world needs your prayers today. Please spread this and include Janice in your daily prayer."

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