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Ken L
HE IS MY LIFE

MY BOYFRIEND HAS WHAT IS CALLED DELUSIONAL DISORDER WITH JEALOUS. HE HAS SUFFERED FROM THIS FOR ABOUT 20 YEARS. I HAVE BEEN WITH HIM GOING ON 2 YEARS. HE IS A WONDERFUL MAN. I LOVE HIM WITH ALL MY HEART. PLEASE PRAY FOR HIM

WHEN HE GETS IN THESE MOODS, HE IS DISTANT & VERY QUIET. THIS DISORDER CAUSES YOU TO GET THOUGHTS OR IMAGES IN YOUR MIND THAT YOU CAN NOT SHAKE, YOU FIXATE ON THESE THOUGHTS TO THE POINT THEY DISRUPT EVERY PART OF YOUR LIFE. THERE IS NO WARNING AS TO WHEN THEY APPEAR. ONE MINUTE YOUR FINE & THE NEXT THING THERE IN YOUR HEAD. WITH HIM THERE THOUGHTS OF ME BEING UNFAITHFUL, LIEING TO HIM, BEING PLACES WHEN I SHOULD BE HOME. IN A PERSON MIND WITH THIS DISORDER THE THOUGHTS ARE TRUE & THERE IS NO CONVINCING THEM OTHER WISE. I HAVE BEEN ACCUSED OF SEEING OTHER MEN, HAVING GUYS OVER TO OUR PLACE, GOING TO BARS, DRINKING BEER, ETC, ETC. HE HAD THIS DISORDER IN HIS PREVIOUS MARRIAGE BUT NEVER DEALT WITH IT. I TALK TO NO MALE PERSON AT ALL OTHER THAN WHAT HE FEELS IS NO THREAT, I STAY HOME 24-7S, SO AS TO NOT MISS HIS CALLS. HE KEEPS CLOSE TABS ON ME & MY WHERE ABOUTS. HE IS IN THE PROCESS OF SEEING A THERAPIST.I AM SO TIRED OF DEFENDING MY SELF FOR THINGS THAT I DO NOT DO.

ksummers64 -8/13/2001

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	ksummers64 8/13/2001 21:17	YOUR PRAYERS ARE GREATLY APPRECIATED. WHEN HE GETS IN THESE MOODS, MY HEART & LIFE FEELS LIKE IT IS BEING RIPPED IN TWO. ITS SO HARD BEING ACCUSED OF THINGS I DO NOT DO. I WALK ON EGG SHELLS WORRIED ABOUT HIS NEXT MOOD. I LIVE MY LIFE CAREFULLY TO ELIMINATE UPSETTING HIM. NOTHING I DO KEEPS HIS MOODS UNDER CONTROL. ALOT OF GOOD RELATIONSHIP END BECAUSE OF THIS DISORDER. I HOPE OURS MAKES IT THRU THIS.

	ksummers64 9/24/2001 22:48	HE WALKED OUT ON OUR RELATIONSHIP ON SEPTEMBER 5TH, DECIDED HE WAS MOVING OUT, SAID IT WAS NOT FAIR TO ME HE WAS PUTTING ME THRU HIS MOODS, HE COULD NOT TAKE THE PRESSURE OF THE THOUGHTS & IMAGES HE HAD TO DEAL WITH ANYMORE. I HARDLEY HEAR FROM HIM AT ALL. SAID HE WAS NOT SURE IF HE EVEN LOVED ME, OR IF HE EVER DID. HIS DECISION TO MOVE OUT & WHAT HE SAID TORE MY WORLD TO SHREDS ALONG WITH MY HEART. I LOVE HIM WITH EVERYTHING IN ME & HE IS A GOOD MAN WHO NEEDS ALOT OF PRAYERS TO GIVE HIM THE STRENTGH TO GET HELP FOR HIM & US. THANKS FOR LISTENING

	carolinadream81 5/2/2005 03:13	please pray that I will be strong and make the right decision in my relationship.I was clean(off drugs)for 8 months until my boyfriend brought drugs home. I currently live at my mom's until I can get on my feet but he is wanting me to move back with him. He is 30yrs old and has nothing to show for it. He has told me he was going to straighten up numerous of times and keeps relapsing. Pray I have the strength and the wisdom to not give in and concetrate on God, my 5yr old son, and mysself. I want to straighten my life up and I don't want my heart to get the best of me like always and give in and make a bad chioce. PLEASE pray for me. Thanks

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