You're more tentative about sharing your feelings now because you don't want to risk your security. Unfortunately, keeping secrets can exhaust you because you have to focus attention on monitoring what you say. But your unexpressed emotions give you away today, so face your fears and resist the temptation to go quiet. Act proactively; engage in deep and meaningful conversations by choice. There's no need to wait for anyone else to drag you into a conversation if you go there first.