In your book you say that many of us live unsatisfied lives and have the sense that there is "something more." Can you explain what you think this "more" is?
The answer varies from person to person and includes experiencing more life, love, and meaning and having more time, money, energy, intimacy, and feelings-more of everything that matters. By not spending so much time, energy and money on insidious soft addiction routines, we have the wherewithal and resources to pursue more meaningful activities. We feel more awake, alive, and present in our own lives. We spend more time developing our gifts and talents and making a difference in the world.
What do you mean by soft addictions?
Essentially, soft addictions are time wasters, things we do habitually and indiscriminately, mostly to get away from uncomfortable feelings in a fruitless attempt to fill our emptiness. It could be watching too much television, shopping, sitting around feeling sorry for ourselves, fantasizing, flipping through catalogs for hours on end, sitting around eating...
How did you learn about soft addictions?
As a child, I kept feeling there must be more to life. I grew up in a factory town, where most people spent their time zoned out on an assembly line. When they'd go home, they would look for ways to chase away the tedium by watching TV, hanging out, comparing rumors about plant co-workers, and using other diversions. To me it seemed like no one was home, that the people around me were trapped in limiting behaviors that led them nowhere. It was almost as if they were sleepwalking. And that I was too.
What were your numbing behaviors?
Food had a powerful hold on my time and energy. I devoured recipes in magazines and frequently fantasized about food, loved cooking, and looked forward to eating. I used this and other numbing activities-biting my nails, procrastinating, watching TV, zoning out over my textbooks. I didn't know at that time it was my spiritual hunger that needed feeding. So I did what I could to push my feelings out of my awareness.
What woke you up?
Even though I appeared to have it all-I had gotten married to my first husband, had a great job, had achieved prominence at a very young age, I still was empty, sad, unfulfilled and unhappy. I wasn't really living. I felt like I was sleepwalking through life. I realized that I was sharing soft addictions-mindless activities-with my first husband, not intimacy. I hungered for more. I finally made what I call my "One Decision." I decided that I would no longer mask my hunger by filling the emptiness within with meaningless, anxious activities.
I committed to do what I could to feed the hunger directly. I learned to be with myself rather than avoiding myself with limiting habits. I started to be aware of my feelings more, rather than numb them. I learned to honor my feelings and go toward them rather than running away. I also began to add more nourishing, life-sustaining foods and activities that brought pleasure and laughter and self-nurturing to my life. As I added nourishing behaviors, I noticed the soft addictions lost their grip on me. I ended my first relationship and discovered how much more intimacy is possible when I met and married my husband, Bob.
What's the hardest part of changing?
Most of us are so locked into our routines that we don't even know we're addicted. Unlike hard addictions-drugs and alcohol-soft addictions aren't obvious. They are easy to attain and socially acceptable, even encouraged in many cases. E-mailing, shopping, constant phone calling seem like pleasurable activities when we're engaged in them. Yet if used as a means of escape, they are lethal to the spirit. We've observed that people who stall in their personal growth work often have counterproductive soft addictions that stand in their way of having the life they say they want. It can be a simple thing, such as watching TV, instead of finishing a project.
How do you suggest we eliminate the soft addictions in our lives?
Once we recognize them, these limiting beliefs and behaviors can be challenged and replaced. There are eight key life skills to living a life of "more." One of these skills is to add activities that create satisfaction and fulfillment, and subtract activities that don't-what I call "the math of more." You'll find that adding real nourishment to your life naturally subtracts your soft addictions, literally pushing them out of the way.