Every stress-relieving prescription in books or articles begin and end with “throw away, organize and simplify. ” Therefore, it isn’t hard to see the pattern that the experts recommend for eliminating stress.
Over the years, I learned that I am effected by the things which surround me. Walking through the grocery store brings about extreme sensory overload for me. It is as though I have a complete brain drain as I enter the doors of Wal-Mart. Without a list, I never leave the store with all the things I need, no matter how much money I spend.
Yet, like the experts advise, I find that simple things restore my sanity. A walk around the block relishing the brisk fall breezes. Sitting on the beach watching the waves with my feet covered with wet sand. Propped against two pillows reading my Bible each night before I go to sleep. Waking before dawn to share moments with the King of the Universe in intimate conversation.
Tonight I had supper with friends. Afterwards, we talked for hours. I explained a disturbing dream I had this week. My friend took the dream and helped me to understand a complex issue that has troubled me for several months. The answer was simple.
Here and there, I find that the more I learn, the more I don’t understand. The more I desire to be holy, the more I realize how far I must travel toward that goal.
Yet, in the middle of these confusing issues, one simple principle remains steady. God loves me and He desires my love more than my adherence to a group of legalities. God loves me and no matter how much I fail him, he stands ready to forgive, cleanse, release and heal. God loves me and my failures don’t surprise him. He knew about them before I was even born. Yet his love for me is unchanging.
Darting back and to, here and there, I’m confused and disoriented. But resting in the gracious arms of his love, I’m safe and secure. In his love, life becomes simple. In Him, I am made complete.