O Me of Little Faith

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Justifying My Existence at DFW

posted by Jason Boyett

Last Wednesday, I traveled to the beautiful campus of Colgate University to speak to the students of Colgate Christian Fellowship about faith and doubt and religious tension — the stuff I discuss in O Me of Little Faith. Colgate is in Hamilton, New York, a few miles southeast of Syracuse and a thousand miles northeast of my home in Texas.

The next day, during a layover at the Dallas/Fort Worth airport, I found myself waiting to board my flight back to Amarillo next to a guy who used to go to my church in the 1990s. I’m not sure we’d spoken for ten years. We exchanged the usual niceties and talked about where we’d each been. He knew I’d become a writer — my books have been featured a time or two in the local newspaper — but he seemed surprised that I’d traveled all the way to New York to speak to college kids. It turned into a pretty funny conversation, at least from my end, because I could totally read into his subtext.

“So, they flew you all the way up there?” he asked.

“Yes.” I explained to him how speaking gigs work. In most cases, the event organizers pay the travel expenses and I receive an honorarium for my time there.

“But…” he was fumbling for the right words, and then (I guess) decided to come right out and say it. “Why?”

I laughed. “Because I wrote a book. And I guess the people who put the event together liked my book, and wanted me to come talk about it.”

He still seemed surprised by this. Ten years ago, I was just this young guy from church. He asked, “So have you been to seminary?”

No. I haven’t been to seminary. I’m not a trained historian or theologian or even a licensed minister. But I’ve been reading and studying theology and history and religion for 15 years. I told him as much.

“Then what –” (Again, more stumbling for words.) “Why do they care what you have to say?”

I promise: that’s what he asked. I love how direct that is. It was so brazenly impolite I almost laughed. What gives you the right to get in a plane and get paid to talk to impressionable college students about faith? Who cares what YOU think?

And, to be honest, that’s a very good question.

My wife asked the same thing of me when I was writing Pocket Guide to the Apocalypse, which was my first foray into “real” theological/biblical stuff. She wondered why anyone would care what I had to say about the end of the world. (But, being my wife, she asked it in a much kinder way.)

My answer to her back then — and to the guy at the airport last week — was that all I’m able to offer is my perspective. I hope it’s a fresh perspective and a helpful perspective and an entertaining perspective. And if I’m a good writer and communicator, others will be able to identify with that perspective and it will have meaning for them.

As for O Me of Little Faith, what gives me the right to talk to college students or anyone else about important matters of faith? Only that I have lived the things I talk and write about. I have experienced them, I have struggled with them, I can be honest about them, and in sharing my story I can (hopefully) offer something of value to my readers and listeners. The only justification I have is a willingness to communicate my story and invite others to reflect upon it with me.

What gives me the right to tell my story? The same thing that gives anyone the right to tell a story: humanity. Stories — whether they are fiction or real-life, whether they are religious or not — are the glue of our culture. People who tell stories are glue-spreaders. If you are good at telling stories, and if those stories are worth telling, then there’s no need to justify the fact that people might want to listen to them.

As a writer and a speaker, I have to earn the right to gain a hearing. In most cases, having written a book justifies my speaking career (though it also helps if you’re a decent public speaker). And having lived a life and being able to communicate it — with a distinct voice and perspective — helps justify my writing career. Also helpful? Having a publisher.

Anyway, why spend a whole blog post on self-justification? Because I thought it was a hilariously passive-aggressive conversation and I wanted to share the story. And because I suspect a lot of people have the same question of writers and speakers like me: Why should I care what you think? 

The truth is: You shouldn’t care. Not until I’ve earned the right. Sharing my story as a writer and blogger is how I go about earning that right. Doing so with a unique perspective and an entertaining voice are how I go about earning that right. Telling the truth is how I go about earning that right.

But I do have to earn it.
 
 



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Gina

posted November 2, 2010 at 12:01 pm


Really liked this post. It is very encouraging for all who make a living through some form of self expression–and for what it’s worth, I like to read what you have to say. (And I think that guy was a wee bit jealous.)



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Charlie's Church of Christ

posted November 2, 2010 at 1:56 pm


I find it interesting that for many Christians they only want to hear from people with academic or educational credentials. So much for the upside down kingdom where the shepherd is as valuable as the expert in the law…



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Fastthumbs

posted November 2, 2010 at 2:34 pm


If Jason came by the Seattle area, I would love to listen to him publically speak – Just because I’m an atheist, doesn’t mean I can’t be entertained or thought provoke by Jason.
@Charlie’s Chuch of Christ
This attitude isn’t confined to Christians… why would anyone want to expend the effort to travel to a meeting on a particular topic if one thought the speaker had no credibility on the subject matter? As Jason said, through his books and blogging has earned enough credibility on Christianity and doubts, that people are willing to set the time aside (and even pay money) to listen to him.



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Jason Boyett

posted November 2, 2010 at 3:03 pm


@fastthumbs:
I appreciate your vote of confidence, and will certainly attempt to entertain and provoke your thoughts if I end up in Seattle.



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shawn smucker

posted November 2, 2010 at 10:07 pm


that’s just it. stories are the most powerful force in the universe. in one of the gospels it says that jesus didn’t talk to them without telling stories. if you can tell a good story, anyone will listen, whether they agree with your opinions or not.



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Ken Summerlin

posted November 3, 2010 at 11:50 am


Well said … but I suppose that’s exactly why you get paid to “say”, right? As a former bookstore owner and manager, it’s my opinion that just writing a book doesn’t necessarily earn you “street cred” but writing a good, thought-provoking book does. When I read a book that presents a new or fresh perspective, I want to hear more and I suspect that this is what the person who booked you to speak wanted, too.
Keep applying your layer of glue to our culture by telling your story.



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Jesse

posted November 3, 2010 at 11:57 am


I definitely like seeing credentials with someone, but I also like having someone honest and someone I can identify with…I loved “O Me of Little Faith” because I’ve been struggling similarly, but it’s difficult to let your struggles and questions out while being in ministry. Keep up the good work, you’ve encouraged and challenged me in my spiritual faith/doubt issues.



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Damien

posted November 4, 2010 at 1:29 pm


Jason, it wasn’t “a hilariously passive-aggressive conversation”. It was the fundamental issue (the only issue?) that Christianists must address: Why does the Christianist’s self-gratification carry so much more weight than that of anyone else?



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