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The Final Fast

posted by Aziz Poonawalla

These are the very last days of Ramadan, whether you go by moonsighting or calculations (aside, here’s my take on the moonsighting debate). Eid will be either on Friday or Saturday depending on how you reckon; for me, today marks the final fast. The thoughts of fasting Muslims are bidirectional – anticipating all the energy we will regain once the final fast completes, and looking back to assess our Ramadan performance.

Looking backwards, many people sometimes feel that they didn’t get what they expected out of Ramadan. There is spiritual enlightenment to be had, of course – but that isn’t the point. The piety is the process, when it comes to ibadat. Many people feel a kind of ennui or disillusionment by this stage, as if they are “failures” in Ramadan. But that is an unfair burden of expectation to place on yourself – you are better at Ramadan than you think you are:


Ramadan is not an achievement to be unlocked. What we need to remember is that Ramadan is an opportunity to simplify, to focus and to immerse ourselves in the rituals of praying or reciting Quran. It is a form of mindfulness, or meditation — actions that prepare ourselves for the spiritual insight and enlightenment, but not in and of itself that insight and enlightenment.
So, this Ramadan, don’t judge yourself by what you didn’t do or what you didn’t feel. As Ramadan draws to a close, allow yourself to embrace what you did feel and to value what you did do. Next Ramadan, do more. Don’t expect it to mean something. Just submit to it and do as much as you can, and don’t worry about what other people think.

As for looking forwards, the Ramadan endgame is really a transitional period between a very focused period of motivation and our baseline lives, which sadly contain no Nights of Power to amplify our ibadat:


I’ve no doubt that if I were not fasting, I’d be able to read a lot more Qur’an. The challenge then, is why don’t I do exactly that after Ramadan ends? The goal should be to take the habits we are cultivating during Ramadan and apply them the rest of the year. I am resolved to try, and am aware of my failure in this regard in past years.

There’s that word again, failure :) I’m not immune to that ennui, and that ennui doesn’t end on Eid. I need to take my own advice.

I have argued that Ramadan is the month of Jihad – in a sense, though, the jihad really begins after the Final Fast.


Ramadan Pearls 10 – good

posted by Aziz Poonawalla


For to fast is to good unto
your selves – if you but knew it.

(translation, Muhammad Asad, The Message of the Qur’an)



Iftaar Barbecue for the 4th of July

posted by Aziz Poonawalla

On the 4th of July, it was also the 18th of Ramadan – so my community masjid in Chicago had an Independence Day barbecue for iftar! Burgers, fries, hot dogs – all halal, of course :) Here’s video coverage from TV Asia:

And that’s my sister being interviewed, too. Red White and Blue :)


Ramadan Pearls 09 – lend

posted by Aziz Poonawalla

Lend unto God. Give a loan of the leafage of this body,
That in exchange a garden may grow in your heart.
Give a loan, diminish the body’s food,
that you may see that which the eye has not seen.
When the body becomes empty,
God fills it with musk and glorious pearls.

(Jalaluddin Rumi, compilation The Essential Rumi)


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