Beyond Blue

Beyond Blue


Mindful Monday: The Prayer of Thomas Merton

posted by Beyond Blue

I’ve posted this prayer by Thomas Merton on Beyond Blue before, but it has brought me such comfort in the last few weeks that I wanted to share it all with you again.

My Lord God, I have no idea where I am going. I do not see the road ahead of me. I cannot know for certain where it will end. Nor do I really know myself, and the fact that I think I am following your will does not mean that I am actually doing so. But I believe that the desire to please you does in fact please you. And I hope I have that desire in all that I am doing. I hope that I will never do anything apart from that desire. And I know that if I do this you will lead me by the right road, though I may know nothing about it. Therefore I will trust you always though I may seem to be lost and in the shadow of death. I will not fear, for you are ever with me, and you will never leave me to face my perils alone.

Click here to subscribe to Beyond Blue and click here to follow Therese on Twitter and click here to join Group Beyond Blue, a depression support group. Now stop clicking.



Advertisement
Comments read comments(33)
post a comment
Judi

posted June 27, 2008 at 2:04 pm


Thanks for posting this, Therese. I really needed this. It’s been a very, very rough month. God bless you…



report abuse
 

Claudia

posted June 28, 2008 at 12:51 am


You touched my heart reading your prayer. Thank you. I will learn to pray with sincerity….



report abuse
 

Mary

posted June 29, 2008 at 4:21 pm


I feel like this today, with the not knowing. Sometimes you have to proceed blindly ahead and hope something will be there. Thank you.



report abuse
 

blanche

posted December 15, 2008 at 11:02 am


Thank you, Therese for this. I retired early because my former job affected my bipolar and sobriety. I didn’t get a job I recently applied for and was in a funk. I’m trusting in God that I didn’t get the job because it would be jumping from the frying pan into the fire (or vice versa), and that He has a better plan for me. Your post has helped me for today. Love, blanche



report abuse
 

marilyn

posted December 15, 2008 at 3:26 pm


therese thanks this has been a long month and sometimes i wonder if i have enough faith to carry me through.but i see here that i can be lead in the right direction if i just beleive.



report abuse
 

Anne B.

posted December 15, 2008 at 3:38 pm


This is currently my favorite prayer. Nothing better than being reminded that God grades on the curve (at least I’m praying it’s that way). If you’re familiar with the Liturgy of the Hours and the Office of Readings, there’s a cool one that would have been read yesterday, except that it being the Third Sunday of Advent kind of trumped the feast of St. John of the Cross. But in the second reading from his feast day, St. John writes about how to get to the riches of peace and understanding, we have to go through and embrace the cross. Even as we’re in that shadow, God’s grace goes with us. Hope that helps.



report abuse
 

Liz

posted December 15, 2008 at 7:53 pm


I’m so glad I stopped in today. What a gift this prayer you posted is Therese. Its love and understanding touched me in ways I needed. Thanks.



report abuse
 

pinegrove

posted December 15, 2008 at 7:56 pm


I’m so glad I stopped in today to read this prayer. Its love and understanding touched me in ways I really needed. Thanks Therese.



report abuse
 

Debra Rincon Lopez

posted August 10, 2010 at 3:17 am


I am so happy to have read this today. Now I can rest easy to know that I am not the only one who continously asks for God’s guidance in Prayer on a daily & nightly basis. This sure makes me feel alot more content with other’s feeling the same way. Addiction is a hard thing to get away from and I have been doing great with God’s help for the past 3-4yrs now! I will continue to ask for his lead for my lifestyle whenever necessary. Cause he knows what’s best for us all. Of that I am sure of.



report abuse
 

Susan

posted August 10, 2010 at 9:38 am


One of my favorite prayers. I prayed it through my long depression, and during the divorce, and still today, as I continue to struggle but much less so. Did you know that this was also the prayer of Dorothy Day, co-founder of the Catholic Worker? Yes, so when I pray it, I think of both of them, Thomas and Dorothy, and feel their presence with me. Thank you for sharing it.



report abuse
 

Jeanne

posted August 10, 2010 at 1:55 pm


Dear Therese,
Thank you for sharing this beautiful prayer. It is one I will pray and put a copy in my purse. As a new Catholic, I am just beginning to read Merton’s works. God bless you. I hope you are feeling better. I pray for you every day. Jeanne



report abuse
 

Lynnmarie

posted August 12, 2010 at 2:21 am


Thank you for this prayer, Therese. It says it all for me, often. Here’s one in a similar vein (found it on Beliefnet) that helps me out also:
*Prayer When I can’t Pray*
I try to pray;
words don’t come.
I toss and turn
and feel nothing.
My mind is dry,
my heart is dull,
my soul longs
for life.
Hear my silent cry,
my God, hear me.
Let me not be
a shriveled reed
or an empty shell.
Breathe on me
and make me whole.
Give me passion
that I may love.
Then shall my tongue praise
your holy name
with words I do not know.
So be it.
–Vienna Cobb Anderson
Speaking of “your holy name”:
Thy name is my healing, O my God,and remembrance of Thee is my remedy. Nearness to Thee is my hope, and love for Thee is my companion. Thy mercy to me is my healing and my succor in both this world and the world to come. Thou, verily, art the the All-Bountiful, the All-Knowing, the All-Wise.
–Baha’u'llah
And regarding that “shriveled reed”:
O God, make me a hollow reed
from which the pith of self hath been blown
so that I may become a clear channel
through which Thy love may flow to others.
Warmest regards!



report abuse
 

Deborah Friend

posted August 12, 2010 at 9:50 am


Some days I can’t lift my head, some days all I want to do is cry, some days I wondor if I’ll know joy before I pass………



report abuse
 

Manu Salahudin Omowali Mateus

posted August 12, 2010 at 9:56 am


Thomas Merton was a great friend to Thich Nhat Hanh
ENGAGED IN THE REALITY OF SPIRITUALITY FOR PEACE AND HARMONY FOR ALL
MANKIND.
MORABEZA IS THE CLIMAX FOR WHAT IS AND WHAT SHALL BE
FOR ALL HUMANITY.
PEACE.



report abuse
 

Joseph

posted August 12, 2010 at 11:30 am


This is beautiful. Thanks Churck for forwarding it to me. Love, Joe



report abuse
 

Cheryl

posted August 12, 2010 at 11:45 am


I believe that whatever comes from the heart is the best prayer you can say.



report abuse
 

Alice

posted August 12, 2010 at 12:15 pm


I have bipolar depressions so I have beed that hollow reed. Thanks for the posting.



report abuse
 

Russ

posted August 12, 2010 at 12:36 pm


Didn’t Merton die under mysterious circumstances? I guess that God chose to keep it to Himself, eh? God works thru all or none…and I’d really like to know if he was murdered or not.
“To follow you sir, I am not content, until I know which way you went.”



report abuse
 

Rosa

posted August 12, 2010 at 2:45 pm


The prayer sounds to be full of Faith, and Trust which is not limited to oneself.



report abuse
 

mark dellacqua

posted August 12, 2010 at 3:22 pm


As christians the Bible promises and comforts us with ” the Holy Spirit intercedes for us even when we don’t know what to pray for.”



report abuse
 

Janet

posted August 12, 2010 at 3:39 pm


Therese, you never cease to amaze me. You have a belief system based on helplessness, weakness and fear. You are dependent on prescription drugs and adamant about defending them, and so many of your articles are about helping the poor, poor pitiful me. This prayer gives you comfort? Do you really think God wants followers who have no idea where they are going and no end goal in sight, who don’t know themselves and will never be sure they are following God’s will? People who pacify this emptiness with a feeble hope that because they desire to follow God’s will they might be doing so, and hence God will come along and do everything for you, taking away all your (many) fears. Is this the image that you were created of? Well, I guess he’ll have to then, won’t he? You will spend your whole lifetime in the baby carrier on his stomach. Never will you learn to walk, talk, think and co-create on your own. What did he give you a brain for? The ability to reason? To visualize? To plan? Since when are we to wallow in uncertainty and just hope God will fix it all? This is as bad if not worse than the premise that we are all born miserable sinners, and we can have no connection to God without accepting Jesus as our savior and giving a lot of money to a church.
You can have some uncertainty, and hope and faith and trust are important, and of course we must think and feel that when we think and feel God. But Good Lord, stop being such a whiney whimp and get a clue on your own, take a stand, get a life. You have created this website to validate and further your beliefs, but your beliefs are so LIMITED in scope. There is no where to grow! WHAT YOU FOCUS ON YOU GET MORE OF. MORE DEPRESSION, MORE NEED FOR DRUGS, MORE WALLOWING IN HELPLESSNESS. ALL THAT YOU TAKE WITH YOU ON THIS JOURNEY BECOME YOUR KARMIC BURDEN LATER.



report abuse
 

Michelle Thomas

posted August 12, 2010 at 8:00 pm


Beautiful prayer!!! This prayer is full of love, hunger and passion to live as holy as possible!!!



report abuse
 

sunne ann

posted August 12, 2010 at 8:00 pm


Janet…I needed your comment. I was feeling like I was some kind of failure because, I, too, disagrred with what I read. The prayer says that I am never alone…but I am. And I have prayed every second all my life for the wrongs of my life to be made right. I try so hard to be a good, loving person and I get the short end all the time. My ex- stopped loving me (not blond and slim enough) then turned our children against me. A horrible relative molested both me and my mother when we were children, and other relatives let him. The doctors and pharmaceutical companies made things so much worse when I asked for help. I am now disabled and alone. I will never stop praying and hoping but the writing is on the wall and this kind of prayer makes me feel angry…at the doctors, my relatives, at God. I am alone, no matter how much faith I have.



report abuse
 

GEORGE

posted August 12, 2010 at 8:06 pm


WOW!This is in response to what Janet wrote.
Janet its interesting to see that you didnt get any of Mr. Merton’s prayer at all and than just attacked Therese who i dont always agree with either but certainly dont publicly degrade sense i don’t know everything like you!
Anxiety and depression drugs where made for folks with real dibilitating problems and these medications allow them to function (not as well as you of course) in this world.
We live in very different times of uncertainty. with economics being a key leader in alot of peoples lives as the role in anxiety as well as crime etc..
You are just super though with the ability to take on the world with no worries and i commend you for that! RIGHT!
Lighten up Janet and have an ounce of compassion for your neighbor, because GOD forbid you need their help one day!



report abuse
 

GEORGE

posted August 12, 2010 at 8:17 pm


To Janet and Sunne ann and anyone else that thinks their way!
Oh ye of little faith, you are like those with the faith of a musturd seed but this man Thomas Merton yet uncertain maybe has the faith that could move mountains. He still believes that his maker is by his side regardless of the turmoils and he isnt saying woe is me but Lord you are there! Amen to that i say! Amen to that! >>



report abuse
 

Lori

posted August 12, 2010 at 10:40 pm


Dear Theresa, I don’t suffer from depression, and only mildly from anxiety, but your posts have enriched my life more than I can tell you. I have several friends to whom I send your articles each time they appear, and they seem to receive benefit from them too. If not for you, I might never have heard of Fr. Henri Nouwen. I ordered several of his books, but “Inner Voice of Love” saved my life when I was going through the breakup of a 15-month, online romance. No, I had no suicidal thoughts, but the idea of not waking up certainly had its appeal. Thank you for posting Thomas Merton’s prayer. Unlike some others who have posted here, it comforts me. You’ve mentioned that you are a recovering alcoholic, among other things, and I wanted to share with you that I am too. God willing, I’ll celebrate 35 years continuous sobriety on October 1, 2010 (I’m 63 years old). I came into the Fellowship as an athiest, and almost 35 years later I call myself an “agnostic who’s willing to believe.” I read a LOT of spiritual material, and when I come across the word “Jesus,” I just change it in my mind to “God.” One of my most oft said prayers is “God, help Thou my unbelief.” Please keep posting prayers, Dear. They help!!



report abuse
 

Lori

posted August 12, 2010 at 10:45 pm


One more thing, Theresa….if there’s any way I can be of service to you, please let me know. Yours in Love and Service, Lori



report abuse
 

Elizabeth

posted August 12, 2010 at 11:55 pm


Dear Therese,
I want to admit something that is a little embarrassing — I doubted that you were a real person with a real mission. Gradually, reading your wonderful, inspirational articles, I’ve become a believer… and I cannot thank you enough for the time you put into these beautiful message
This prayer by Thomas Merton came the day before I am scheduled for serious medical procedures. I love Jesus Christ with what I believe is my whole heart, but, whatever cracks and crannies that may not be given to Him, I give now… It’s all His, and I know He will walk with me through anything life can deliver.
Thanks, dear.
Elizabeth



report abuse
 

Bill

posted August 13, 2010 at 1:51 am


Poor Janet, such anger and hatefulness in that nearly incoherent diatribe. I think the poem is wonderful and full of truth. I guess some people just can’t see that for themselves. Also, some people just don’t understand that some of us need to take meds every day to live anything resembling a normal life. I have bipolar 1 myself, and I thank God that I was diagnosed correctly (though 37 years too late) and given my life back. I finally came to understood what it meant to love God and follow the wisdom and grace of Jesus, which was a real surprise considering the intense negativity I’d had about religion earlier on. I’m a member of a small Episcopalian Church in northwestern Georgia, and between this and being on my meds I can have a fulfilling and graceful life now.
I’m going to dump that prayer into a doc then print it out to place on the wall over my computer.



report abuse
 

Sherry

posted August 13, 2010 at 11:07 pm


Thank you for sharing this beautiful prayer! It hit home as I lost my job this week. Not sure how I will be able to pay my bills is beyond scary with a house to support. I felt that God and Christ led me to read this so I can be reminded of the power of faith and prayer. Fortunately I am a Christian and belong to a Church of loving people that care and it has truly made all the difference in my life and changed my heart forever and helped me to do God’s will, like the special prayer states. God bless you!



report abuse
 

Marie

posted August 16, 2010 at 5:43 pm


“Therefore I will trust you always though I may seem to be lost and in the shadow of death. I will not fear, for you are ever with me, and you will never leave me to face my perils alone” I needed to hear these words so much today Therese.



report abuse
 

victor

posted October 15, 2010 at 7:45 am


Dear dear Theresa Thank you so much for this blog.Unlike jan et I have experienced God¨´s help all my life.As a little boy I broke my arm and doctors decided on an amputation.My mother silently prayed and the miracle happened.Now I see without that arm I would never become
a physician.Dreadful illnes:s a bipolar disease.Menier disease(deafness)have been my enemies but I always have survived thanks to my faith.And today,Janet could you rationally go on living in a mine deep deep under the desert for over two months ?Is it a lie that these miners survived thanks to dsicipline and faith?I am proud to be a Chilean who believes in God.Thank you dear Theresa



report abuse
 

Randy De Trinis

posted October 18, 2010 at 7:00 am


You may enjoy this site on Thomas Merton.



report abuse
 

Post a Comment

By submitting these comments, I agree to the beliefnet.com terms of service, rules of conduct and privacy policy (the "agreements"). I understand and agree that any content I post is licensed to beliefnet.com and may be used by beliefnet.com in accordance with the agreements.



Previous Posts

Seven Ways to Get Over an Infatuation
“Bewitched, bothered, and bewildered am I” wrote US songwriter Lorenz Hart about the feeling of infatuation. It’s blissful and euphoric, as we all know. But it’s also addicting, messy and blinding. Without careful monitoring, its wild wind can rage through your life leaving you much like the

posted 12:46:43pm Feb. 19, 2014 | read full post »

When Faith Turns Neurotic
When does reciting scripture become a symptom of neurosis? Or praying the rosary an unhealthy compulsion? Not until I had the Book of Psalms practically memorized as a young girl did I learn that words and acts of faith can morph into desperate measures to control a mood disorder, that faithfulness

posted 10:37:13am Jan. 14, 2014 | read full post »

How to Handle Negative People
One of my mom’s best pieces of advice: “Hang with the winners.” This holds true in support groups (stick with the people who have the most sobriety), in college (find the peeps with good study habits), and in your workplace (stay away from the drama queen at the water cooler). Why? Because we

posted 10:32:10am Jan. 14, 2014 | read full post »

8 Coping Strategies for the Holidays
For people prone to depression and anxiety – i.e. human beings – the holidays invite countless possibility to get sucked into negative and catastrophic thinking. You take the basic stressed-out individual and you increase her to-do list by a third, stuff her full of refined sugar and processed f

posted 9:30:12am Nov. 21, 2013 | read full post »

Can I Say I’m a Son or Daughter of Christ and Suffer From Depression?
In 1 Thessalonians 5:16-18, we read: “Rejoice always, pray without ceasing, give thanks in all circumstances; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you.” What if we aren’t glad, we aren’t capable of rejoicing, and even prayer is difficult? What if, instead, everything looks dark,

posted 10:56:04am Oct. 29, 2013 | read full post »




Report as Inappropriate

You are reporting this content because it violates the Terms of Service.

All reported content is logged for investigation.