I'm an American Muslim--And I'm Afraid
Please, let's not let suspicion run rampant.
BY: Rhonda Roumani
Yesterday, like many others around the country, I felt my heart sink, my throat tighten and my eyes fill with tears. How could this happen here? This act of terrorism and the loss of life are something that as a nation we can't understand--and it leaves us vulnerable and scared. We have lost loved ones and friends. Our security and safety have been invaded. We cannot even begin to understand how someone could orchestrate such horror.
I feel afraid, not only for America at large, but for a specific group: American Muslims. Because I am one.
I'm not really worried about myself. I blend in with most others on the street. I don't look particularly "ethnic," since I'm fairly light-skinned and I don't wear a head scarf. But one of my close friends here in New York wearshijab
(the Islamic head dress) and she's afraid to walk outside today. Another of my friends who wears hijab is not allowed to leave the house because her parents fear for her safety, even though she lives in Los Angeles. Another is considering taking the hijab off. And I understand why.
My parents immigrated to this country in search of the freedoms not available to them in their home country. Although they did not face religious persecution at home, they knew that religious freedom was guaranteed in this country and they cherished the opportunity to live in a society where freedom of expression is protected under law. So it worries me to think that we're at a point when Muslim-Americans are no longer feeling they can enjoy rights and freedoms guaranteed to them under our First Amendment. As a society, it is our duty to make sure that their freedom of expression (to wear a scarf or to pray in public) is protected.
As I was walking the streets of New York the day of the attacks, I could hear the words "Muslims" and "Islam" being whispered. One person even said that this was a time for "extermination." There are reports that Muslims and mosques are being targeted. I don't know how many of the reports are true, but I do know that Muslims are keenly aware of the image that is out there--and they are worried for their religion, for their community, and for their country. We need to remember that the majority of Muslims in this country are American citizens. Islam in America has many colors--black, white, East Asian, Middle Eastern--but our common thread is that we are all American. American Muslims are grieving too.
Still, in our own country, the words "Muslim" and "Islam" are wrongly associated with terrorism. The problem is that Americans know very little about Islam as a religion, and so are susceptible to rumors, suspicion, and misinformation. We are quick to associate Islam with the Middle East and with the conflict around the world. Yes, there are conflicts, and yes, there are many zealots. But Islam is a religion that does not condone terrorism. It is a religion rooted in the Abrahamic tradition. Muslims pray to the same God as Christians and Jews, and they believe in many of the same teachings and prophets. Islam is a religion that in its history has provided for years of peace and prosperity among different religious groups.