Scaling Mountains: Mets Pitcher R.A. Dickey Finds True Freedom
“I won’t say it was always easy to relive the most difficult times of my life, but I am a better, stronger person for having done so.”
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Dickey: I hope to communicate in the book that God is not a God of second chances. He is a God of third, fourth, fifth and sixth chances. Consequently, I heard the voice, a myriad of times. [There’s] a place in the book where I talk about when [former Texas Ranger GM] Doug Melvin took away my signing bonus. Not just my signing bonus. It was the hope of possibly never playing in the big leagues [Dickey was missing his ulnar collateral ligament, and Melvin reduced the offer to $75,000 from $810,000]. You know I really wanted to erupt. Whether it was curse words or having a bad temper, I really felt God say “I got you. Don’t do that. I got you. Everything is going to be OK”. So I got up and walked out trying to be obedient to that voice. That was one instance. Another instance was when I tried to swim across the Missouri River and almost died. I was on the banks of the Missouri and happy to be alive. I felt God saying to me that my life was going to be different. I didn’t really know what that meant. But everything seemed to have more flavor to it and I was able to live in the moment like never before with my wife, with my children—with my career. That he had showed me a different way to live.
Is there a scripture that really encourages you?
Dickey: Zephaniah 3:17. That God is in our midst. He is a fierce warrior. The whole idea of Him being in my midst and always around is comforting. [“The LORD thy God in the midst of thee is mighty; he will save, he will rejoice over thee with joy; he will rest in his love, he will joy over thee…”].
You are doing well with the Mets. Do you feel now that your life has come full circle?
Dickey: I can appreciate that, but I am not very good at celebrating things…. I spent a lifetime thinking that there was the next drama around the corner. I haven’t got to the point where I can celebrate things. As far as coming full circle, I can certainly appreciate that. You know I can be thankful for that. I can see God’s care for me in that. But as far as relaxing in that, it’s just hard for me to do. That could be the next part of my journey is ‘How do I celebrate well…’? I have spent a lifetime of trying to survive. All those mechanisms have root in me. So I’m slowly but surely trying to break some of those down and replace them with the ability to be free enough to hope and to be free enough to [be happy…].